I sat in the armchair in front of the fireplace, the cold night pressing up against the window that showed the rest of Paris in the distance. The fire released an occasional pop when the wood became too hot, and the sound was like a snap right next to my ear. With hooded eyes and an exhausted soul, I sat there with emptiness inside my chest, scotch my only true company, even if I wasnât alone.
My phone rang and vibrated next to my glass. Over and over, it hummed, shifting slightly on the wood.
I didnât answer.
I didnât even look.
âShouldnât you get that?â Bleu sat in the other armchair, shifting his chin away from the fire to look at me. Until he spoke, Iâd forgotten he was there. The tone of his voice conveyed everything he never explicitly expressed in wordsâhis pity.
It rang again.
I still didnât look at it.
Bleu kept his eyes on me, pausing in the hope that I would reach for the phone and take the call. âIt could be for Claireââ
I snatched the phone and threw it hard against the large mantel over the fireplace. It thudded hard then landed on the floor, the screen cracking straight down the center, but the motherfucker continued to ring. âCut the shit. Sheâs gone. Sheâs fucking gone, and we both know it.â I launched myself out of the armchair and walked to the fire, staring at the flames that were identical to the ones that burned in my soul. My heart, body, and soul had descended to the pits of hell. My skin had been seared, and all that was left of me were my brittle bones. My hands gripped the mantel, and I leaned forward slightly, feeling the heat burn through my shirt and jeans.
Bleu kept his mouth shut this time.
Grief lived in many different forms. In the beginning, it emerged as wet tears, as heavy sobs that racked my chest and ribs. Then it turned into hope, because nothing in this world would stop me from getting my daughter backânot even Satan himself. Then it manifested into a lot of other things, mainly potent rage.
âAre you certain this has nothing to do with the Chasseurs?â
I stared at the flames for a few more seconds, watching the way they moved inexplicably, nothing but the combination of energy and mass. My hands left the mantel, and I turned around to look at Bleu. âNo.â
âThis wasnât a normal kidnappingââ
âIâve been out of the game for seven years, Bleu. I said goodbye to that life the second I knew about Claire.â I didnât even know they were missing for days after their disappearance. Beatrice was supposed to drop off our daughter so I would have her for the weekend. She didnât show. And when that happenedâ¦I knew there was no chance. If a kidnapping wasnât solved within the first three days, it would never be solved.
Bleu bowed his head and rubbed his hands together. âThen whatâs your solution, Benton? To give up?â
My eyes narrowed on his face, wanting to rip off his head and throw it into the flames. âNever.â I reported it to the police, walked the streets, and asked strangers if they recognized either one of them. I did all the detective work when the police failed to do it themselves. I asked old contacts if they knew anything about a serial kidnapper in the city, and none of them did. Every time I found a new leaf to turn over, there was nothing underneath. And every time I felt a little hope that I might find my little girl, it was short-lived. My hope was repeatedly smashed with a sledgehammer, and every time I tried to regain hope, it was weaker and weaker.
âThey might know something.â
âI didnât leave on good terms.â
âDoes it matter?â
I held his gaze and felt the hope in my heart once more, which was a dangerous thing to feel, especially for meâ¦when my daughter was my whole life. Iâd sell my soul to the devil for eternity to get her back. There was nothing I wouldnât give for her. Nothing. Not a goddamn thing. âNo.â
The Catacombs of Paris possessed a dark history. In the eighteenth century, the cemeteries overflowed, so the dead were compacted in the network of tunnels that stretched over two miles deep underground, Parisians walking directly overhead without knowledge. The Parisian government turned it into a tourist attraction.
Until the Chasseurs bought it.
Now it belonged to one of the most ruthless criminal organizations in Paris.
The government lined their pockets with cash and looked the other way.
I entered the Catacombs through the secret tunnel Parisians were oblivious to and made my way through the graveyard of six million people. Crosses made of stone were in the walls, an arrangement of skulls permanently lining the pathways. Torches lit the way in the dark, casting shadows in the deepest crevices. Iron gates were still erected from where prisoners were kept, and the ceiling expanded over large rooms before they became confined once more. It was cold and drafty, the sun never piercing these deep caves.
Voices grew louder and louder as I approached, entering the large underground cavern that once held concerts long ago. It was the pinnacle of the Catacombs, the grand finale for the journey. Tables were placed in the room where the men sat and drank. Some held weapons while others held drugs. At the front of the room were two large thrones, made of skulls taken from the dead.
The men turned to look at me. Some recognized me, some didnât.
One of the thrones was occupied, while the other was empty.
With his knees apart, one elbow on the armrest and his fingers resting against his jawline, he stared me down, his brown eyes stuck on me like a scope of a sniper. He was still, like the dead that made up his throne.
Conversations slowly died away as the tone of the room changed, as their leader wordlessly commanded silence.
My footfalls echoed in the cavern because it was so quiet. I moved past the tables and stopped a respectable distance from the man Iâd once known as a brother.
Bartholomew.
He kept his position, regarding me with steady eyes, his dark hair perfectly styled like he could attend a dinner party at a momentâs notice. His long-sleeved black shirt was tight on his muscular body, his black jeans the same. Military-style black boots were on his feet, one ankle resting on the opposite knee. His eyes were just as dark as the rest of him, steady on my face, interrogating me with his look.
Then a slow smile crept on to his lips. Gradually, more of his teeth emerged, and his lips curled. A look of mirth came into his gaze, appreciating this moment because of how savory it was. âBenton, this is a pleasure. Truly.â
I had no prideânot anymore. âNot for me.â
His grin widened. âYes, I surmised.â He rested both arms down on the armrests and gripped the skulls at the very ends, his fingers stretching over the face that had once been a person. He owned the dead in these Catacombsâand now he owned me. âMake your request. Just know that it comes at a price.â
I didnât ask for the price because it didnât matter what he wanted in returnâif he could help me. âClaire was taken two weeks ago. No leads.â
He cocked his head slightly as he listened to my plea, his brown eyes absorbing everything I saidâand didnât say. âIronic. You turn your back on us for your daughterâbut you lose her anyway.â
I inhaled a deep breath and steadied the impulse to launch myself and snap his neck with a single twist of my hands. âPlease.â
His grin was gone, and now his coldness remained. The seasons changed in an instant, the summer heat turning into frostbitten winter. âI allowed you to break your commitment and keep your life. Havenât I done enough?â His tone deepened into an icy threat, echoing my betrayal as a reminder to me, as if Iâd forgotten, and the men who listened in attentive silence.
My arms were still by my sides, my breath even, my heart running at a steady pace because there was no threat that could frighten me in this state of mind. The only reason I wanted to live was so I could find my daughter. âGet Claire back. My life will be payment for your generosity.â
Bartholomew let the silence linger for a long time, my offer floating in the air between us. He disappeared into the throne, becoming one with the stone, dead like the six million souls that lived in these walls, but simultaneously alive. âAnd if sheâs already dead?â
I dropped my chin instantly, wincing in pain at the assumption that I never allowed myself to consider. My heart struggled through every beat. My lungs struggled to draw breath. My eyes watered at the image of my little girl in my headâ¦my whole fucking world. âThen take my lifeâ¦because I donât want to live anyway.â
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