As soon as I picked up the brush, I felt a strange mix of emotions.
The thrill of being able to paint again filled me with excitement, but also a lingering fear.
Still, Iâd already picked up the brush. I might as well go through with it.
Whenever I put color onto paperâwhether with paint or colored pencilsâit always brought me joy.
This blank white canvas was waiting for me to fill it with my own world.
I imagined the outline of a shark and began sketching it smoothly.
I couldnât aim for photorealism due to the lack of tools, but paint would do the job. All I really needed was the sharkâs shape.
Even though I started later than the others, the sharkâs outline was already complete.
I hadnât rushed. I simply focused on capturing its form.
I did wish I could use a pencil to sketch a preliminary outline, maybe even shade it. Should I ask the counter for a pencil?
I shook my head and picked up the brush again.
âTrue masters donât blame their tools.â
What a load of nonsense. Masters do care about their tools.
Still, if you donât have teeth, you make do with your gums.
I squeezed some black paint onto the palette and turned the brush upside down, using the blunt plastic handle to dab and shape details like the gills and face.
Combining form and quick strokes, I began creating the visual impression of a shark.
At a glance, it was already looking somewhat like a shark.
I drew smooth curves to outline its fins and gave the tail a sharp, angular shape. By the way, the shark had eight fins.
I added sharp, jagged teeth to the shark and drew scratches along its body to give it some character.
Next, I focused on the background.
Sharks are known to inhabit warm coastal waters, so I decided to add sunlight piercing through the water. I also added elements like rocks and seaweedâclassic features of an underwater scene.
After outlining these details, it was time to add color.
The top of the sharkâs body was a dark gray, while its underbelly was a dull white. Thankfully, these werenât difficult colors to mix.
I squeezed more black and white paint onto the palette and began mixing them to create the right shades.
As I adjusted the ratios, the color slowly approached the perfect dark gray. Using the leftover paint, I mixed up a dull white for the belly.
The process of refining and blending felt almost meditative. I could see the colors reaching what Iâd call their "ideal tone."
With the prepared paint, I started filling in the shark, all the while thinking about how I could monetize this skill. Maybe I could upload the process to YouTube?
âI should try it someday.â
Of course, YouTube Shorts wouldnât exist for another decade.
In this frustratingly backward era, the only fun things to do were going for walks and painting.
The thought left me feeling a bit melancholic.
Lost in these thoughts, I soon realized the shark was complete.
To soften the rigid look of acrylic paint, I used water to give the painting a watercolor effect.
The shark emerged with vivid yet delicate colors, as if it might leap off the paper.
With the shark done, I adjusted the leftover gray paint to make it darker for the rocks.
I also mixed colors for the seaweed and starfish that would dot the scene.
I dipped the brush into murky water, then blotted it dry with a tissue, repeating this three times until the color softened. Then I reloaded the brush with paint and started coloring the rocks.
The rocks were eroded and jagged from the ocean currents. Using the back of the brush, I added shading and highlights for depth.
On top of the rocks, I drew seaweed in shades of green and starfish in red and blue.
At that moment, I achieved the perfect RGB color palette.
To enhance the details further, I painted the background a bright blue and added flowing water currents.
The swaying seaweed and starfish clinging tightly to the rocks, the shark swimming gracefully above themâit all came together.
It wasnât photorealistic, but it was close to something youâd see in Unreal Engine.
Finally, I added sunlight streaming through the water to spotlight the shark, making it the focal point. Perfect.
I couldnât help but admire the result. For something Iâd painted myself, it was astonishingly good.
I dusted my hands off, wiped them with a tissue, and looked around the table.
The others were still deep in concentration. I must have finished early.
A glance at the clock showed Iâd spent about 40 minutes on it.
It wasnât even as if Iâd put in that much effortâit just came together quickly.
My eyes drifted to Momâs drawing.
She had painted a squirrel with its hands on its hips, looking smug.@@novelbin@@
It was adorable. I couldnât help but chuckle. Mom always had a thing for drawing cute stuff.
Then I looked at the drawing in front of me.
It was⦠some kind of gorilla? Or maybe a monkey?
It was Soyulâs drawing. On top of the primate, sheâd drawn a small circle and some wavy lines to represent the sun.
âWait⦠Are primates supposed to be yellow?â
The earlier conversation came back to me.
âA tiger!
âAh, right⦠Hmm.â
If tigers had limbs like that, theyâd definitely be a subject of scientific study.
Maybe I should come up with a scientific name for her new species.
Meanwhile, Ms. Yu Ji-hyeâs drawing wasnât faring much better.
Honestly, her drawing looked better than Soyulâs, but she should probably step away from the canvas for her own sake.
"Haah⦠All done!"
Mom was the first to finish among the three of them.
She proudly held up her squirrel painting and smiled confidently.
"Ta-da! What do you think, Ha-eun? Isnât it amazing?"
"Wow. Surprisingly?"
"â¦Surprisingly?"
Mom raised an eyebrow, clearly displeased.
I quickly shook my head and gave her two enthusiastic thumbs up.
"Itâs excellent."
"Hmph. You know, I used to draw a lot back in the day!"
Apparently, that wasnât a lieâshe said sheâd show me some of her old drawings when we got home.
"Ugh, done!"
The next to finish was Ms. Yu Ji-hye. But what on earth had she drawn?
"Ahem! Well⦠I donât have much talent for drawing."
"Oh no, no! Itâs really good!"
What a fake laugh. You could tell she was trying to be polite, but it sounded like a backhanded compliment.
"Still, I was trying to draw a cat since Soyul was drawing a tigerâ¦"
"Ms. Yu, attaching two triangles to a circle doesnât make it a cat."
"â¦Stop it."
As Ms. Yu Ji-hyeâs face started turning red, I decided to change my target.
The last one to finish was Ha Soyul.
Her drawing was⦠well, calling it a tiger was quite a stretch. Actually, it was nearly impossible.
Still, the two moms showered her with praise.
âWow~. Is this really something my daughter drew? Itâs amazing!â
âI know, right? Sheâs going to be so popular at school someday!â
Wait, was that a compliment about her looks or her drawing? Definitely the former, not the latter.
âHehe.â
Soyul seemed pleased by the adultsâ kind words, her lips curling into a smile.
âAnd now, shall we take a look at my sonâs drawing?â
With a nasal hum, the three of them turned their attention to the painting in front of me.
Their reactions were immediate, with two of them gasping in amazement.
âWhoa! This is insaneâno, I mean, incredible. Wow. No, seriously, this is amazing!â
That was Ms. Yu Ji-hye, absolutely in awe.
ââ¦What on earth is this?â
And that was my mom, looking like sheâd malfunctioned.
Both of them couldnât tear their eyes away from the painting, their expressions a mix of shock and admiration.
Their reaction was only natural. My shoulders puffed up with pride. Hmph.
âWow, Ha-eun. Can I keep this for myself?â
Mom gently placed her hand on my painting as she asked. I didnât particularly mind, so I shrugged.
âSure. But you owe me an ice cream.â
âOf course!â
Mom beamed with delight as she carefully rolled up the paper. Luckily, the paint had dried, so it was safe.
âHow can someone be so good at drawing? Itâs amazing,â muttered Ms. Yu, still in a daze.
Then she seemed to remember her daughter standing nearby.
âOh, uhâ¦â
Soyul, meanwhile, looked stunned, like someone seeing the vastness of space for the first time.
âW-well⦠should we get going?â
With that, Ms. Yu suggested we leave, and we all got up from our seats.
Something told me this wouldnât be the end of it. I had a feeling Mom would start pestering me to draw more once we got home.
Was she going to beg me to draw something as soon as we got back?
âHey⦠umâ¦â
âHm?â
Just as we were leaving the café and heading home, Soyul called out to me.
âI⦠uh⦠Iâm sorry about last time.â
âLast time?â
Her sudden apology caught me off guard.
âOh, um, right.â
âWhat is it about?â
Mom seemed to know what it was about, and Ms. Yu quickly caught on as well.
âIs it about the swing?â
At Momâs words, I remembered what had happened two weeks ago.
I was on the swing when Soyul came over and said she wanted to use it, asking me to move.
I hadnât minded, but apparently, others thought differently.
It mustâve looked like I had taken Soyulâs spot on the swing.
Even though I had stepped aside without any fuss and gone home, it seemed Ms. Yu had scolded Soyul for itâharshly.
Apparently, sheâd even given Soyul a little flick on the forehead for it.
I had barely spent five minutes on the swing, which only made things seem worse.
âWell⦠okay,â I said, accepting her apology.
Though honestly, I felt a bit guilty since she hadnât done anything wrong.
It mustâve looked like she got scolded because of me, even though she just wanted to play on the swing.
Was that why she had been glaring at me earlier?
After hearing my response, Soyulâs face brightened with a cheerful smile.
Now that I thought about it, kids her age probably donât apologize very often.
Even adults struggle to say sorryâhow could I expect it from children?
Most kids are more likely to blame others than take responsibility themselves.
âWell then, letâs head home~,â said Ms. Yu in a booming, almost fatherly tone, leading the way.
Soyul followed behind her, with Mom and me walking side by side at the rear.
âHa-eun.â
âYeah?â
Mom looked down at me, her eyes twinkling.
âOur Ha-eun is really talented at drawing, huh?â
âI know.â
âHmph. So, do you think youâll keep drawing from now on?â
Momâs voice lowered slightly, sounding more serious.
She seemed to be considering something deeply, likely thinking about my future.
I pondered for a moment.
To be honest, I wanted to keep drawing. But the memories of my past lifeâs failures held me back.
But then againâ¦
ââ¦How will my parents in this life react?â
In the end, I nodded. I decided to trust my parents. They didnât seem like the type to force me into studying all the time.
âYeah. I think I can.â
At my answer, Mom smiled and gently patted my head. My chick-shaped hat got in the way, so I took it off.
The setting sun in the sky looked especially beautiful today.
Maybe when we got home, Iâd try painting a landscape.
A week after visiting the art café.
âAAAAAAAHHH!â
At 2 a.m., a piercing scream echoed from Momâs bedroom.
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