-',✎ special chapter • hjw

Jeongwoo sighed at himself while staring blankly at his room's ceiling.

"Move on, Jeongwoo. He already likes Jaehyuk hyung. And besides, I don't want to look like that bad antagonist on every stories"

He jolted from his bed and decided to play some music to clear his mind from all the thoughts he had been thinking earlier before going back to his bed again.

Jeongwoo couldn't even count how many times he had sighed today. He had thought about moving forward but he just can't. Though he doesn't want to interfere with Asahi and Jaehyuk's relationship.

He had also lied to his friends so many times that he only see Asahi as his brother but it was all lies.

Well, he had been crushing on Asahi ever since he saw him on the library that day of his first day but he just chose to shut his mouth about it.

He was stopped from thinking when his phone rang. He immediately rolled closer to his mini drawer beside his bed where his phone were. He immediately checked who called as he frown when he saw the name on the screen.

"What do you need?" Jeongwoo greeted in a faint voice.

"Where are you?" He just rolled his eyes. Why does he care?

"Somewhere. I wasn't at home" He got up from his bed and jumped to his bed because he was bored.

"Should I go there? Where was it?" To be honest, if he didn't see Asahi on the library before, maybe he was crushing on him right now but unfortunately, it didn't happened.

"No. I was at a far far place" he excuse although it seemed stupid, he's stupid also. He'll understand it.

"Oh. Is your home far now?" Jeongwoo was too mindless to expose himself.

"Yes... What? I mean no!"

The guy couldn't help but to smile staring at the korean male from his bedroom's window, happily jumping from his bed.

"Is that so?"

"Yes, I wasn't home right now. Try again next time" Jeongwoo was about to hang up the call when he spoke again.

"If you are not home, then who's this someone I can see jumping from his bed. Don't tell me this is your twin" He playfully asked that made Jeongwoo stop jumping as he slowly looked through his window seeing a familiar figure standing in front of their house.

He almost jumped in suprise when he saw the tall guy outside his house.

"What the duck! What are you doing there? I said I wasn't at home!" Jeongwoo yelled through his phone which made him laugh more.

Well, if you're thinking about this tall japanese guy and Asahi's friend, then you're right.

"You said you're alone"

"What? I literally posted that on my twitter account! How the hell did you know? Are you some kind of stalker?"

"You can say that"

"What?! I was just kidding. Go home, kid!"

"What are you saying? I'm already home" it gives Jeongwoo chills but at the same time, why does his heart pounding like this? Not normal.

"What in the earth are you saying?" he heard the guy chuckled from the other line. From his window, he gave him a look of disbelief.

"Aren't you inviting me in? It's cold out here"

"Well sir, I told you to go home. I won't entertain you" Jeongwoo answered. He doesn't even know why he's here.

"I walked from my house to yours besides I bought you some pizza. I just thought you need someone right now" well, he'll admit that his heart kinda melted from his efforts but still, it's a no.

For him, Watanabe Haruto is a very dangerous guy. A very very dangerous man that he shouldn't hang out with for some unknown reason.

"Don't worry, I'll leave immediately after. I just wanted to go out you know, I'm bored" Jeongwoo sighed in defeat. Looks like he can't do anything about it.

But still, he needs to distance himself from him no matter happened.

"I'll go downstairs, wait for me"

"Sure thing, baby" he automatically grimaced as he hung up the call.

It'll only last for a couple of hours, Woo. Don't worry too much.

Jeongwoo rushed downstairs and open the wide door for Haruto who had been waiting outside.

"So you are really alone?" Haruto firstly asked when he finally entered his house.

"Yeah, my parents were in an out of town trip. They'll maybe take time to go back" Jeongwoo walked first, guiding his visitor inside his house.

"What brings you here?"

"Don't you want me to go home now?"

"Why? Will you do it?"

Haruto chuckled and placed the boxes of pizza at the table in the living room. "Nope" Jeongwoo shook his head before going upstairs to get his phone for the sake of his entertainment.

You can do it!

Jeongwoo then went back to the living room.

"Do you want me to heat that up for you?" The korean male asked pointing at the boxes of pizza.

"Y-yeah sure. Thank you" he took the boxes and put the first box on the microwave.

He thought that the silence were killing the hell out of his visitor so he opened the tv and opened the youtube to play some songs, lowkey promoting his current favorite songs.

"You are listening to Niki?" Haruto asked in shock. I mean he wasn't expecting that he had a great music taste.

"Yeah, her songs are just my ideal type in music"

"I like her songs too. Well, I guess we have the same music taste. What do you say?"

Jeongwoo giggled and was too mindless of his words. Well, he's mindless most of the time that his friends already knew about it.

"Then be my boyfriend" honestly, his ideal type in guy this time was someone who had a great music taste because he thinks that they'll went along well.

The japanese guy were moved from what the younger said. What did he just said?

He was about to spoke when the microwave suddenly rang, indicates that the first box of pizza was already done.

Jeongwoo next placed the last box inside the microwave and brought the box to the living room.

"Here" he said before placing the box on the table. It was just in time when the music changed in Niki's other song.

❝Slick wit, lip lick, and

we sleep in our skin

Fast as I give in

Too deep, too fast, too

Now I can't move 'til

you call and tell me to❞

The younger male comfortably sat on the sofa while listening to the music playing on the tv.

Haruto picked a slice of pizza to somehow relax himself from what he'll do to the next hours of his life. To tell you all the truth, he's aware of Jeongwoo's feelings for his friend.

That's why hated him at first, he's lying so much to them but he doesn't know what has gotten to him that everything he does was adorable and cute.

And now that he decided to stop himself from hiding, he doesn't know where to start.

❝Now it's all guessing games,

I'm guessing every gaze, like

Do you, don't you, would

you even stay if you did?

All I know is suddenly without

you the bed feels too big❞

"Jeongwoo" the younger was surprised when the japanese called him in a serious tone.

"Huh?"

"The pizza tastes pizza" he suddenly spat out.

Silly, what are you saying?

Jeongwoo snorted obviously finding what he said funny. Of course it'll taste like pizza. Like duh.

"Of course, idiot"

"Hehe kidding" Haruto was mentally cursing himself for being so dumb in front of him. He just couldn't compose himself.

❝Tryna find where your head is

But I'm losing myself in the process

You're bad for my health

All the good nights❞

The korean male stood from his seat to just go get some cold water after eating. The japanese were hesitant if he should follow and tell him everything after minutes of thinking.

And yes, he followed him.

Jeongwoo was peacefully drinking some water but he jumped out of surprise when he saw the japanese on his back that caused him to drop his glass of water.

"What the hell, Watanabe! You scared the hell out me!" Jeongwoo exclaimed.

"Geez! Step aside, I'll clean this" he said but he didn't notice the floor was too slippery for him.

He could really slip and fall on the floor but thankfully the japanese caught his waist and pulled him close to him.

So close to the point there they both didn't noticed that the distance within their faces were an inch from each other. Don't forget their hearts pounding like it would escape their chests any minute.

The japanese can't help but to get mesmerized of his beautiful and wolf-like eyes. Well, who's Haruto Watanabe anyways.

Oh, that tall guy who can't control himself and kissed the person on his arms. Oh yeah.

Jeongwoo's eyes grew wide when he felt his soft lips attached his. What is happening?

❝Are they hidden goodbyes

in disguise?

I never know

You come see me only

when I ask first

When you kiss me,

do you wish it were her?❞

The tall guy's left hand were still on his waist but his right hands reached for his cheeks, gently caressing it like a soft marshmallow.

Jeongwoo felt his heart pound more loudly than before when he saw Asahi. What was this? What is happening?

The korean male snapped back to reality and pushed the japanese guy with all his might.

"What do you think you're doing?" He asked with his annoyed tone. He was ready to leave him but he's stopped again when he grabbed his wrist uttering something and was enough for the younger to hear.

"Jeongwoo, I like you" there, finally.

Like? As in that feelings? Is he playing with him again?

The younger were left speechless, he doesn't know how to react. Well, he wasn't expecting that he's hiding this kind of thoughts in him. Because to be honest, he thought that he liked someone else.

"I'm well-aware that you liked someone else specifically Asahi hyung but I don't care. I like you, Jeongwoo. So much"

And where did he knew that? He never told anyone that he liked Asahi.

"I hated you for lying to us. I hated you at first because I know you're being mindless of your own feelings. I hate that you're selfless, that you are willing to set aside your feelings to make someone happy"

See? I told you he's mindless.

"Everytime you talk to him, your smile is different. When you look at him, your stares are different when you look at your friends"

"I am not asking you to like me back because I can wait until you finally feel the same way"

❝The best at being the worst

But fuck sake,

I'm already yours,

Sad to say,

I'm already yours, oh❞

"But in this case.." the japanese leaned closer to him and showed a playful smirk.

"I'll make you like me back, or maybe love me back either" he playfully said and winked at him.

"You like Asahi hyung right? Well, I'm sorry but like what the song said.."

"Sad to say, I'm already yours"

Jeongwoo didn't have the time to react when a phone rang out which clearly wasn't his.

"And about what you asked me.. I won't mind being your boyfriend anyways"

Haruto lastly caressed his cheeks before walking back to the living room to answer his phone ringing.

What the fuck just happened?