Chapter 15 of 23

Chapter 15: The Ties That Bind (Sabine's POV)

Rogue Mate | ENG2,059 words~11 min read

The world felt like it was collapsing around me. My legs trembled beneath me, and I struggled to keep my breathing steady as I stared between Owen and Cole. Their presence was overwhelming, their power undeniable. But it wasn't just their strength that had me on edge—it was the weight of their words, the bond they claimed to share with me.

"You're ours."

The phrase echoed in my mind like a nightmare I couldn't wake up from.

I hadn't asked for any of this. I hadn't asked to be a part of a pack, hadn't asked to be bound to two wolves—two powerful, dangerous wolves. It was too much. I had come here to escape. To find freedom. And now I felt like a prisoner caught in a trap I didn't know how to escape from.

"I didn't ask for this," I repeated, though my voice was weaker now. I wasn't sure if I was trying to convince them or myself.

Cole's gaze softened, but his stance remained firm. "It doesn't matter what you asked for, Sabine. It's the way of things. You're a part of this now, whether you want it or not."

I shook my head. This can't be happening, I thought desperately. I didn't know what to feel—anger, fear, confusion, all swirled into one storm inside of me. The intensity of the bond, the pull between us, was unlike anything I had ever experienced. It was a tether I couldn't escape, no matter how hard I tried.

Owen stepped forward, his expression a mixture of concern and something else I couldn't place. "Sabine," he said softly, "I know this is a lot. I know it's overwhelming. But you're not alone in this. Not now. Not ever."

"Not ever?" I repeated bitterly, a dry laugh escaping my lips. "You think I can just—just accept this? That I can suddenly be okay with this... bond? I didn't ask for this life, Owen."

His eyes softened, and I could see the hurt in them, but there was also an edge of frustration. "I didn't ask for it either," he said quietly. "But you're here. You're part of this. And I'm not going to let you go, Sabine."

The words were gentle, but they hit me like a blow. I wanted to scream. I wanted to run again. But where could I go? Where would I be safe? Every step I took only seemed to pull me deeper into their world, a world that wasn't mine, a world I didn't know how to navigate.

Cole spoke again, his voice low and commanding. "You're ours, Sabine. There's no running from it. Not anymore." His tone held an edge, something darker behind it, and I felt a shiver run through me.

"I'm not a thing to be claimed," I snapped, stepping back. The tension was thick in the air now, almost palpable. The forest, usually so vast and freeing, felt like a cage surrounding me, trapping me in a corner I couldn't escape.

"You're not a thing," Owen said firmly, taking a step toward me. "You're my mate. You're more than that, Sabine. You're not alone."

I looked at him, searching his face for any sign of deception, for any indication that this was just a game. But there was nothing there. Only sincerity. And that made it worse. The doubt that had been gnawing at me—the fear that I had misunderstood the pull between us, that I had misread his intentions—was now replaced with something deeper.

Could I trust him? Could I trust them?

The silence that hung between us was deafening. The forest seemed to hold its breath, waiting for me to make a choice.

"Where do I go now?" I whispered, barely able to get the words out.

"You come with us," Cole said, his voice final. "We'll take you to the pack. You'll be safe there."

I recoiled at the thought. "Safe?" I scoffed. "You think I'll be safe with you? With a pack that treats rogues like me as threats to be eliminated?"

Owen's jaw tightened. "We don't want to hurt you, Sabine. You're different. And if I have to fight for you, I will."

"I didn't ask you to fight for me," I retorted, my voice rising. "I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't ask for the bond, and I sure as hell didn't ask to be caught in the middle of this."

I could see the conflict in Owen's eyes. He wanted to reassure me, wanted to make me believe that everything would be okay, but I could feel the tension building inside of me, threatening to break free. I wasn't just fighting against them—I was fighting against everything I had known for so long.

"Sabine, please," Owen said, his voice softer now, almost pleading. "I know this is hard. But I need you to understand something. The bond is stronger than anything. You can't fight it. We can't fight it. But we can face it together."

"Together?" I repeated, my voice barely above a whisper. "You think I can just walk into your pack like it's nothing? Like I'm one of you?"

"Yeah," Cole said, his voice steady. "You're one of us now. You've always been."

I shook my head, a tear slipping down my cheek despite myself. "I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I can trust either of you."

"We'll earn your trust," Owen promised, his voice thick with emotion. "But you're not alone. Not anymore."

I stood there, the cold wind biting at my skin, the weight of everything pressing down on me. The wolves, the pack, the bond—I didn't know what to think anymore. Everything felt like it was spinning out of control, and I was just caught in the middle.

But as I looked at Owen, and then at Cole, a small part of me wondered—was it possible to find a place in their world? A place where I didn't feel like an outsider? A place where I could belong?

Could I trust them?

I closed my eyes, letting out a long, shaky breath. I wasn't sure what the answer was, but I knew one thing for certain.

I couldn't run forever.

And I didn't want to anymore.

With a heavy heart, I nodded, the decision sinking in like a stone in the pit of my stomach. "I'll go with you," I said quietly, my voice barely audible. "But I'm not making any promises."

Owen's face softened, and for the first time in what felt like forever, I saw hope in his eyes.

"I'm not asking for promises," he said, his voice full of relief. "Just come with me. Come with us."

Cole said nothing, but I could see the satisfaction in his gaze. He hadn't expected me to resist for long.

As I followed them through the trees, my mind raced. My heart was heavy with uncertainty, but there was something else there, too—something I hadn't felt in a long time.

Maybe, just maybe, this wasn't the end. Maybe it was the beginning of something new.

As I followed Owen and Cole through the trees, a strange mix of fear and anticipation swirled inside me. The forest, once a place where I had sought refuge, now felt like a maze of uncertainty. The path ahead seemed unclear, and yet, for the first time in a long while, there was a flicker of something else within me—a glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe, this could be the start of something different.

We walked in silence for a while, the crunch of our footsteps the only sound breaking the quiet. But the tension in the air was palpable, a thick weight that pressed down on my chest. The pull between me and Owen, the bond that had been forged against my will, was undeniable. It tugged at me, drawing me closer to him, but I pushed it away as best as I could. I couldn't give in too easily. I had to keep my distance.

We reached the edge of the forest, and the faint outlines of the pack's territory began to take shape in the distance. It was a sprawling, wild place, far from the city, filled with dense trees and rolling hills. As we approached, I felt a sense of unease settle in my stomach. This was their home. A place where they ruled, where I would never truly belong.

"I'll come," I said finally, breaking the silence. My voice was steady, but I could feel the hesitation lingering in my words. "But I need one thing."

Owen turned to look at me, his brow furrowing in curiosity. "What is it?"

"I need my own space," I said, my voice firm. "I'm not part of this pack. Not yet. Not completely. I need a place where I can be on my own. A separate room, or even a house away from everyone. Somewhere I can find some peace."

Cole's eyes flashed with something—perhaps irritation—but he said nothing. Owen, on the other hand, nodded, his expression softening.

"I understand," Owen said, his voice gentle. "We can arrange that. You'll have your own space. We'll respect your need for solitude."

It was a small concession, but it was enough. Enough for me to take that first step forward, to move from being a rogue, an outsider, into their world, their pack. For now, I needed to be alone, to sort through everything in my mind. The bond, the pack, Owen and Cole—it was all too much for me to process at once.

As I followed them further into their territory, a new feeling began to stir within me, something I hadn't felt in years. My wolf, San, growled softly inside my mind, the sound low but rich with emotion. You're doing the right thing, Sabine.

I almost wanted to laugh. It was strange, hearing her voice in the back of my mind, comforting and steady. She had been quiet for so long, but now, her presence was stronger, more certain.

Do you feel it, too? I asked her, feeling the weight of the bond pressing against me.

I feel it, San replied, her voice calm and unwavering. The connection between you, Owen, and Cole. It's real. It's our destiny.

A part of me wanted to push back, to ignore her words, but another part—something deeper—felt the truth in them. My wolf's joy was undeniable, a quiet hum beneath the surface. She was happy. She was ready.

I know, I said softly, letting the bond settle around me, embracing the feeling of unity with San. But I need to do this my way. One step at a time.

We will, she said. You'll see. You're not alone in this anymore.

As we neared the pack's stronghold, I felt the weight of the decision I had made settle in. The choice to come with them wasn't easy, and I knew it wouldn't be without its challenges. But deep down, there was something I hadn't allowed myself to feel in a long time—a sense of belonging.

And as I stepped onto the pack's territory, the trees giving way to open fields, I felt the stirrings of something else too—a promise that maybe, in time, I could find peace here. But for now, all I could do was take it one day at a time. And with that, I moved forward, knowing that I wasn't entirely alone anymore.

San's joy echoed in my chest as we entered the heart of the pack's land, and for the first time in years, I felt a small flicker of hope. The future might be uncertain, but with each step, I knew I was finding my place in a world that had once seemed so foreign. And maybe, just maybe, I could carve out a space for myself here, where I could breathe, where I could belong.

I didn't know what tomorrow would bring, but for now, I was content to be here, in this moment, with the pack and with Owen.

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