angelina

my california dreamer

i didn't know about love or what it felt to fall for someone i couldn't see

your dark hair and gorgeous smile still a mystery to me

your name haunts my memories from the time you disappeared

what happened to us? what happened to you?

i flew a million miles to the city of angels

hoping you hadn't abandoned it yet

but instead of finding you underneath the palms

i fell in love with the ocean

santa monica kept me warm

you told me you'd be around

you were no where to be found

the only thing i had was a cheap hotel room duvet

and a wandering imagination of what could've been

what would we have done if it was us alone?

the worst of my teenage years with an enigmatic baby

swimming in the neon pool by the bar at midnight

drowning in what could've been you

i still wonder where you are, my california lover