chapter 29

Aarushi's pov

I never thought that I could be this angry on someone. Not with someone I'm angry with  my husband. Yes I'm angry with the great Avinash Singh Rathore. And why because now he cross every limit of possessiveness.

I'm in hospital this time for my routine check up as we decided. He took appointment for today because I have only one lecture today,, no no this information I didn't give him he said proudly I have my ways

Seriously your ways I really want to see your ways

So after attending my class I came here as usual from back door and I request guards to wait for me at the entrance. First they didn't agree but then they agree saying they wait for me on floor entrance. I huffing ignore them and came inside and ask about my appointment to the receptionist. Now hear the drama

The receptionist ask me about my name and I told her my full name Aarushi Avinash Singh Rathore. Everyone stop near me I can see them gulping clearly. What happen...i saw around me and  they looking at me with wide eyes and  gulping. And then while shuttering the receptionist request me to follow her and she lead me to waiting area clearly this is a five star hospital which is belong to my husband. No he didn't told me I just Google it in car. She asked me about drinks options seriously dude I'm here for check up not for enjoyment but it's not their fault it's my husband fault I know. After waiting for five minutes the whole team of doctors came to me and all are female doctors. Over possessive Rathore...

They are all sweating and shivering while talking to me. Poor doctors what my husband told to them. And why they all threatened by him ok I know he had major anger issue and he always had I don't give a fuck attitude for world but he is a businessman. I thought might they all saw gun in his hand and thought he will do something to them but he carry it for his safety it's not like he use it daily.

They all greet me and then start the major torture. After my full body checkup I sat in gynecologist cabin. She looked at my reports and start to ask me the most annoying and embarrassing questions. Yes about my bedroom life.

I somehow answer them and she looked at me with shocking face. That's why I didn't bring Avinash here. It will be embarrassing for him also. She cover her expression quickly and ask me about my past medical history. I can't hide it I don't even want to hide from Avinash I will told him but not now I want some time.

I took a deep breath gathered my courage to told her. I'm litterly afraid to told her not to why she will judge me she can  it's because it's painful for me to remember all that again.

It's good that she sent her assistant and nurse outside before our session. Thanks to her..

Yes I have some history and this is a part of it. After my parents death I try to suicide not like any other hanging or cut my veins no I want me to suffer and feel the death so I took some  death medicines which gave me a suicidal death by slowly failing my organs. After taking to that fifteen days one day I fainted in my college. Not from organ failure not completely but because I didn't eat anything from past two days. My friends took me to hospital where doctors conduct tests and they found the medicine or I can say drug  in my blood. My half liver stop to work my forty percent ovary were damage, my muscles start to contrat. They start to save me and unfortunately after twenty days I went back to home with some medications

Whole time in hospital my friends and di jiju was with me. They didn't ask me anything nor I told them I just cry I want to die. The black fog the unspoken words kill my soul they scratch my heart to be free. By my death they will be free but I lose that chance. My brother and bhabhi didn't came to see me once. Didn't I'm his sister why he always hard on me?

I'm responsible for my parents death...I killed them.....

The doctor listen my medical history and run some more tests my ovary didn't recover fully. So she prescribed some medicine and a proper diet.

"Mrs Rathore you need to complete your course otherwise it's hard for you in future" She said to me with sympathy.

Please don't pity on me I hate it..

"In conceiving??" I asked her in hesitation. My previous doctor told me it's hard but still there hope

"Yes" She told me and after some questions I went out of cabin and her assistant and nurse help me with my prescriptions and I went out of floor where the guards waiting for me.

I am tired now more irritated on all of this it supposed to be only one hour meeting but no Mr Avinash my caring husband put me in this whole torture.

Aane do baat hi nhi krni muje inse

My phone start to ringing guess who call me one and only Mr husband

Author's pov

Aarushi picked up her phone with a irritated face and came out of hospital. Like always they went out from back door. Guards surrounded her walking beside her but with a good distance. Today Lakshya is not present with Aarushi he had some other work which is given by Avinash.

"Hmm" She said,  not in a mood of talk

"Ishi I'm waiting" he said in his deep voice. Her steps halted hearing his deep sexy voice a smile came on her face but she hide it quickly and cut the call without saying anything

Avinash look at his phone with a frown she never did that. He stand in middle of ground floor parking with his gurads surrounded him from every side and looking at different side. They all respect Aarushi like a queen and saw them both together they all can't stop themselves without admiring this couple.

Their beast boss looking calm with his queen...

Aarushi came there looking at Avinash with a irritated face and narrow eyes. Avinash took a deep breath looking at her he stop himself just because he promise her to not accompany  her. He is hell bent anxious for her, for her health and in this he threatened whole team of doctors to take care of her.

Aarushi took big steps to him guards stopped at a distance. She went near Avinash with an angry face and shoved her tote bag in his hands. He catch it surprised by her behavior

"Don't talk to me" She said with narrow eyes showing her index finger and before he ask her something she sit in car

"But what I did?" He thought and looked around his gurads gives him sympathy look. He glare at them in return and sat in his car and start driving to Mansion.

He settled on driver seat and Aarushi sat  beside her angrly pouted looking outside. He was already in tension about her visit to hospital and now she behave like this make him more anxious.

"Jaan..look at me" he said in calm tone and held her hand in his

"No.." She said with determination

"But what I did" he thought scratching his forehead with index finger.

Aarushi looked at him with side eye. Did  he really don't know... why I'm angry with him...

"Jaan please baby talk to me at least look at me"? He asked her with desperation. His jaan is not talking to him and he is now irritated as hell

Aarushi find him cute when he behave like a irritated child, whining around her. A smile appear on her face she cough and control her facial expression . He held her hand and interviewed their fingers and kiss her back of her hand.

"Jaan you make me more anxious at least tell me what doctor said"? He asked her giving a pleading look. Avinash wanted to show her his all side except the devil side. He make her feel comfortable with him so she share everything to him

Hearing this Aarushi remember the words doctor told to her. She looked at Avinash his pleading tone anxious face make her worried for him. She knows in  all these days that he wants a perfect family for him and he have complete right on it but after the doctor said about her condition make her more anxious does she ever capable to give him a complete family ?

Her face turned pale thinking all this as he glanced at her expression he desperately wanted answer. Aarushi hand turned to cold her body stiff remembering all that. Avinash saw that and pull brake immediately stopping the car. He opened their seat belt with an instance and hug her.

She hugged him tightly surrender her in his warmth. Avinash gently careness her hair  and rubbed her back she lean into his touch.

"Bacha tell me what happen. Did something happen?" He asked her carefully controlling his mind to not to rushed to back to hospital and to ask the doctor. He wanted to gave her all his warmth so she feel secure with him

He kissed her crown and cupped her cheeks she didn't look at him. Her pale face and frown on her forehead shows her inner battle.

"She said that...." She took a deep breath continuously looking at his shirt button and said

"That I'm fine no need to worry"

"Then why these medications?" He asked her instantly

"Its just some vitamins and other because I'm weak so...." She said but stopped in middle not knowing how to control this situation. Avinash stare making her nervous her soul scare her to said all things and break everything and her heart wanted to be selfish.

Avinash very well understand her, knowing she didn't tell him whole truth.

He sigh and cupped her cheeks making her look at him. Their eyes met exchange the unspoken words. His eyes read her eyes which trying to hide everything from him.

"Moon...I gave you all my life all my time I gave you every fucking second of my life so you feel comfortable with me. To just trust me I know it's hard for you but I wait and I am sure one day you share all your inner self with me. And for now I am fine with this half truth ok" he said all the time continue looking at her eyes. His Every word feel like a bam to her wounded heart. No one trust her ever no one wait for her to open up.

"But  I'm angry with you" She said with a pout changing the topic. He smile seeing her pout brushing side the thought to kiss her hard.

"And why may I ask?" He asked and both settle on their seats. He start the car drove to Mansion.

She crossed her arms to her chest and look at him with anger

"Why you threatened whole hospital staff?"

"I didn't do anything. Did they told you something?"

"No one told me anything it's their faces. They look like poor hungry babies looks like someone stole their favorite toy"

"Aeeee...I'm your only baby"

"Six feet baby" She said with a sarcasm

"6"2 darling...and I'm your only baby. No need to angry"

"No  I'm angry with you. You over protective Rathore"

"Jaaaannn" he said and pulled the brake. They reach the Mansion. Aarushi didn't gave him a reply and get out of car and went inside. Avinash pick her bag and went inside.

Aarushi settle on couch in living room with an angry pout. Dadu, Karan Radhika and Abeer also sat there. They look at her angry face and look behind her at Avinash with her bag. They understood the reason of her anger.

"What did he do Aarushi?' Dadu asked her glaring at Avinash. He sat near her on couch unbothered by their glares and start using his phone. Actually he is waiting for a important message.

"He is so bad dadu he threatened everyone around me with his  gun like he is some kind of Mafia" She said giving side eye glare to Avinash.

Hearing her they all share a look and look at Avinash who also look at them and shake his head in no with a glare which is enough for them to understand the situation. They all Mafia still Aarushi doesn't know that she is daughter in law and lady boss of Mafia.

"Aarushi beta ignore this nonsense creature" Radhika said taunting at  Avinash try to change the topic.  Karan and dadu nodded in yes with  her advice.

"Guyssss" Harshita enter wheeling on her roller skates sneakers and circle her wheels around the couch area.

"Dad I also want that sneaker skates" Abeer demanded  cutely battling his eyelashes.

Karan gave him a disgusting look and shake his head ignoring him. Harshita settle on couch near Aarushi who gave  a thumbs up with a bright smile to her looking at her sneakers.

"Its so cool Harshu" Aarushi said admiring her sneakers.

Harshita flip her hairs and said

"Like me"

Abeer rolled his eyes seeing her flipping hairs in direction of him.

Harshita ignore him and pull out a box from her bag with a bright smile.

"Bhabhi see what I bought for you" She said in excitement to Aarushi.

Seeing the box Aarushi clapped her hands In excitement earing Avinash attention. He tilted his head and looks what Harshita bought for his wife.

"Wow Kinderjoy.. that too Harry Potter addition" Aarushi said with excitement clapping her hands. Hearing this Avinash's attention went to his wife, he peeking at the box wondering why his wife like this chocolate. But he doesn't know its an emotion not any other chocolate.

"I want Harry Potter" Aarushi said as Harshita open the box  and gave her one  Kinderjoy

"She want what????...it's only me who she want not that character" Avinash thought burning in jealousy and turn whole to Aarushi and peeking in the box.

"I want Draco badly" Harshita said dreaming with shiny eyes

Harshita gave one kinderjoy to Aarushi and toss one at Abeer who sulking now open it with a bright smile and open one for herself.

Aarushi open it and first ate the chocolate, Avinash looked at her keenly. Aarushi who feel his gaze on her turn to him and ate him one chocolate ball with her hands. Avinash didn't like much chocolate but who ignore it when your wife feed you. All other stop breathing for a second seeing him eating chocolate.

"Pyaar logo se kya kuch nhi karata" Abeer muttered in slow voice but dadu hear him and nodded in yes in daze.

After eating chocolate they three open the toys and Aarushi got Ron, Harshita got her favorite draco and Abeer get Dumbledore.

Harshita beamed in happiness getting his favorite character. Abeer looking amazed at toy what I do with it.

"See I got Ron" Aarushi show Avinash with a sad face.

Avinash looked at this toy and their faces why they all are mad after some toys.

Before he say anything his phone start ringing. A smirk appear on his face which is seen by his family. Aarushi and Harshita busy in talking and opened other boxes of Kinderjoy

Avinash stand from couch and went outside not before giving a forehead kiss to Aarushi.

After one week

Avinash's pov

It's been a whole week of being distance with her. Yes my Aarushi she's terrified with me more by my actions which cause her a panic attack. It's been a whole week of that incident, whole week to touch her, whole week to kiss her, whole week to took her in my arms, whole week to saw a real smile on her face, whole week of not talking to her, whole week to drop her to college, whole week to admire her from distance.

I yearn for her. I want her badly just to hug her just to took her in my arms, just to prise her, just to make her smile to see her smile.

Whatever I did that night it was a part of me. I can't hide it but I don't want to show her my that side like this. She's afraid from me. Her panic attack her trembling body her shaking breathing her teary eyes everything taunt to now and tell me how stupid I was.

We back from where we start or more back from we were.

I try to console her said that was not true yet that was true, but for her I will hide my that side from her.

She didn't look at me run from me. She thought I will harm her. How can I when she's the reason of my breathing. She's essential to me like breathing.

I never hate myself nor my act. But now I hate myself and on my act. More I'm angry with me how can I do this? Act like this stupid? This is not an act that I gave flowers and gifts and she forgive me no this is a serious matter.

This is a matter of concern how can she act like this. Ok I'm also not saint but her response was not which I expect. It's like she's bound with old memories some more painful more heart breaking to her.

Did she ever trust me enough to tell me how she feel or we will be like this?

I want to help her but how can I when she run from me whatever it is I will find out and kill that reason of her pain. Her love is her but her pain is mine. And I will took her all pain and shackles it with me. I don't let her feel all the misery and look at her and gave her pleading look no I will find more about her which is hide from me.

I know who's I will talk to. It's time Mr Tushar Sharma to show you who's the person behind your miserable life.

Did she gave me a chance to explain???

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