chapter 26

"Bhabhi" he again said and came near me with his laptop put it on table front of me and show me something. Everything. Its a lie a white lie.

Ishi jaan she must be hurt. She is not for this hate. She is emotional very emotional she needs me she have to need me. I have to be with him.

It uploaded two hours ago she must be saw it. I read some comments it's enraged me but it's not time to show anger.

I get up urgently. she is strong she have habit to handle everything on her own but I need to comfort her. I taking long steps to go to my room. Abeer looking at my side.

"Abeer delete all this in ten minutes every photo every comment in ten. And find out who is behind all  this. If you need took help from  hackers I don't care. Go to work"

I said to him without looking at him taking long steps to my room.

"Bhai I'll take care of it. Please take care of bhabhi" he said after me in worried tone.

Aarushi is so precious to us more then our life's. And for me she is my life my everything.

I opened our room door and lock it behind me. The room is clean like always neat bed means she is somewhere probably crying. Every time I saw her crying I'm feeling helpless its breaking my heart.

I took slow steps so she didn't feel my presence. Some ruffing papers noises came from near couch area in our room. I went near glass wall she sit there on ground. Some books notes pens scattered near her on ground. She furiously turning papers of her note book mumbling something. I saw her hands shaking. She wear her specs hiding her eyes.

I went quietly and sit near her on ground. She didn't feel my presence just turning papers I saw her dried tears stain on her notebook. She is deeply hurt and I'm too.

"Jaan" I said softly not trying to scare her.

Her hands are stop she took a deep breath clearing her throat look at my side and gave me a fake smile.

"Hy..how's your dinner?" She said in her heavy voice.

"Good" I answer and she nodded and again turn her gaze looking at books.

"Vho..jaan where is your phone I was trying before" I asked her or lie her i wanted to know if she saw that posts or not.

Yes posts. Someone put her pics,  with hated remarks,  poking her  for marrying a rich person for money and  put that on there college's official page. It's not one it's many they all are edited. Mostly pics are of her after our marriage When she rejoin her college. Its her pics to come out from car happily with quote her as a greedy. Some are with a guy from there college function and some of today as she meet him stating she betrayed him for me, for money. It's all lie she doesn't need  someone's money my wife is worth more capable and telanted.

I told Abeer to find out who did this if that Naksh guy did this then he is dead his whole family is dead I will make sure my wife attend his funeral. But my first priority is my wife now she's upset hurt and I don't want that she thought about those remarks

Her hands stopped her body is rigid. She said with out looking at me

"My phone isn't charged so it switch off I think"

It's a lie. I know her better from herself.

I compose my self and held her hands stop her actions,  took the book from her hands and put it aside. She tried to protest but I didn't stop. I turned her towards me by holding her shoulders. She doesn't look at me.

Then I took off her specs and keep it aside

"Avinash" She said in irritating voice.

I make her looked at me by holding her chin between my thumb and finger.

I saw little tears drops on corner of her eyes and moist eyelashes. Her crying pain me more then I thought.

I held her shoulders and pull her to my lap. She shriek by sudden action.

"Avinash...what...." She said in angry tone but I hug her suddenly.

She froze in her place. My one hand caresses her hairs and other rubbed her back. She still didn't hug me back. Her hands either side of my torso.

"Jaan please hug me back..please" I said pleading her to please trust me and throw her all pain outside but she didn't react.

"I'm strong" She said near my chest. I can hear her fast breathing

"You are. You are so strong but showing your tears to other makes you more  strong" I said trying to comfort her say her that I'm here for her always.

I kept her in my arms caresses her back countinuencly. I feel her silent sobs I feel my shirt getting wet with tears. I tight my hold around her waist. That's it she stared to cry hard her grip on my shirt tighten she hide more in my chest I gave her kisses in her hairs shoulders hope she tell me something.

Her tears pain me like always my heart which is long gone lock which only now beat for Aarushi, I hear it cracking when it heard her crying. I feel murdered my self thousands times.

"Why you marry me? Why??? we didn't know eachother nor saw eachother why you marry me?" She asked in pained voice. Her insecurities is now vocal

"Jaan I told you before Dad came to me with your proposal and I accept it" I told her half lie. I can't tell her I stalk her she must be feared by it.

"I know it's forced on you why you are so good to me"? She said between her sobs.

I break the hug and make her look to me. I cupped her cheeks her nose cheeks become red her eyes become red and puffy. Her lower lips wobbling till now

"Jaan no one force me it's my decision and i didn't marry you because I want to teach a lesson to someone. when I saw you first time i know you are mine. My would be wife." I said looking in her eyes showing my full affection I pour my whole love in my words so she sense it she feel content near me

"No its wrong. I'm not for you. I'm not reaching your standards look at me I'm not from your world. I'm poor ugly greedy I didn't deserve you. Ever"

She said throwing my hands from her cheeks.

"I said don't, don't ever  repeat that words second time. You are mine my wife. And about standards if having money and wealth gave you standards then you are wrong. Our morals our thinking our way of living gave us standards and you are more then I deserve. They don't deserve you Aarushi. You are special, special to me, special for us for our family. And about beauty I have many ways to show you how beautiful are you? But now for just look in my eyes jaan they show you how much affectionate my heart is for you. How it only beat for you. You are breathtaking beautiful hot sexy. You even look sexy when you cry. Look at your self you are epitome of beauty." I said pouring my heart out in my words. I know its difficult for her to endure so much hate but  I'm here to kill her every insecurities

She closely looking in my eyes then she agaik hugged me I hug her back instantly.

"But...but..I'm not that you think. I'm tainted  I'm at fault..." She said between her sobs. I tightly hug her near my heart.

She cry hard she shaking badly. I'm afraid it didn't led her to a panic attack. She clutched by shirt tightly in her fist. My shirt wer from her tears. My soothing words didn't register in her head.

She rise her head from my chest and look at me with her teary eyes. She look deep in my eyes. She cupped my cheeks. Her shaking hands touched my cheeks first time. Her cold little palm perfectly trying to cover my face. I lean into her touch. It's the first time she touch my face. It's only me who kiss her hug her she never initiate it. I'm happy but sad  both at this  time. More hurt to saw her hurt.

"Avinash.....I...a-m..am not for you please . I'm not for anyone. I'm a mess. My life is a mess. Please understand" She cupped my face and pleading to me.

How I let her go? I will die if she is not in my life. I'm a mess she's not.

"No...no jaan. I didn't let you go Please you are my life. I can't live without you" I said her I feel my eyes blur and moist.

She gave me a sad smile, I held her hands which are on my face and kiss them both.

"I'm not as you think. I'm not perfect. I'm bad. I'm bad omen."

"Shh...shh..Moon. no one perfect but you are. For me you are perfect. Perfect for me perfect for our family. And dare to say about you those words. You are a blessing in my life. For me you are my God. You are my prayers Aarushi. You are perfect..."

Tears roll down from her eyes to her cheeks. I kiss her forehead multiple times to soothe her pain. There is something more which is unknown to me. Her pain is deep buried inside in her heart. But why she keep telling her bad? She is not..

"What.....what if...I didn't put my hundred percent in this relationship?"

She said between her sobs.

I attached my forehead to hers. I feel her shallow breathing

"My effort is enough for us. I love is enough for us. And if it's  not then I put more efforts but never give upon you on this relationship. Not in this life nor after my death."

She insistently hug me. Yes I love her I love her deeply immensely. Every cell of my body is in love with her. She is the purest form of my life. She brings joy happiness, a deeply solace which I miss in my heart. She is my solace my heart my soul

I hug her back hide my face in crook of her neck and inhale her sweet fragrance. Whoever is behind her this state I gave them him or her a thousand times more painful death.

She curl up in my lap. She hugged my torso. She curl up her legs and settle whole in my lap. I careness her back rubbed her arms gave her fathering kisses to console her.

Some minutes later i feel her sob stopped. She play with my shirt buttons. She need to rest. She is exhausted I feel it. But I have to first ask her question. If she said it'd good but if not then I Didn't force her to say.

"Ishi" I said her softly

"Hmm"

"Did something happen"? I asked her. Her hands stopped playing with shirt buttons. She looked from my chest.

"Vho...vho...nothing I just miss mumma papa" She said nervously looking at my shirt buttons.

"Hmm, I also miss them" I said and hide her near my heart. We both set there in silence it's not suffocated but not pleasant. Her gloomy face her teary eyes  make it unpleasant

Some minutes later I hear her soft breathing I looked down to her face. She is sleeping. I picked her in my arms. She stirred little and hold me tightly

I lay her on bed covering her with duvet kiss her forehead eyes and both cheeks. She lean in my touch. Her face turned red she clutched duvet tightly near her chest. I turn to go but she held my wrist.

I turn and looked at her. She sat on bed with teary eyes wobbled lips.

"Please don't go. They will come" She said. A lone tear fall from her eye. I feel the pain in her voice. I saw sadness, fear, pain in her eyes.

I run and hug her instantly. I will hide her from every pain. Her arms around my neck. Her face near my neck.

"Shhh...shh..jaan sleep I'm here only. With you near you" I said and lay on bed settle her on me. My arms around her waist. I get rid of my shoes and cover us with duvet.

Until she sleep I caress her hairs. She is so innocent why she said her tainted impure? She is not.

I pull out my phone from my pant pocket and message Abeer.

"What's the status"?

"Bhai I found them they are two.

How's bhabhi,?"

I look at my ishi face. Sad gloomy pain

"Not good but now she's sleeping. I want them both in warehouse tell Abhi"

"I didn't spare them. Yes bhai"

My both brother are very protective to her. She is a sister a friend to them.

I look at her face and trying to sleep tomorrow will be a punishment day.

Aarushi's pov

I feel free light. The warm feeling his warmness near my cold body sync perfectly. I feel hot breath tinkling near my stomach. A weight but it not suffocating.

I open my eyes and looked down he..he is sleeping partially on me. His arms around my waist secure me perfectly. His face on my stomach, my kurta misplaced and showing my stomach slightly where his face is. His hot breath fanning on my skin. It's feel amazing

Aarushi stup-up....

But when  did he reach there? Last I remember he is sleeping beside me.

Last day when I came from college  I spent time with everyone and then after dinner I sat for my studies. My phone ringing from past half and hour which I ignore. I didn't feel good and upon that Avinash is not at home. I don't know but i wanted him to near me always anytime. But he has work lots of work

I miss him on dinner I miss how he insist me to eat more complain about my diet and then feed me with his hands. He completely spoiled me. I didn't talk to him when he come.

But now I have to pick this call, my friends call me and if I didn't receive this they tease me in morning. I went to balcony and pick it.

"Aaru. Are you fine? God why don't you pick our calls?" Questions bombarded on me as soon I receive call. It's a group  call

I chuckled and said

"What happen guys? Is there is any emergency?"

"Aaru...check our college page first"

"And please don't panic"

"Yeah...they are not worthy...bloody rascals"

My friend said in line in concerning tone.

I got confused what happen in some hours. Until lunch everything is fine.

"Guys..can you tell me" I asked them but they denied me and said I myself saw that.

I cut the call and open my college official page. It's on social media so everyone join it. I opened the page and I shocked its a underestimate.

Its my photos not one two it's lots of. From the college program, party to group photos. Mostly it's cropped so only I am the focus. It's paste with lots of hate words toward me. Because I marry a rich guy before him I went college by bus or auto but now I'm going in car with lots of guards. They mock me said  I'm greedy, I betray Naksh. Someone click our photo and post it saying I betray him for money.  It's not the truth. His face is blur but I am sure it's his face.

My feet stumbled there is lots of hate comments for me lots of with filthy and foul words.  I'm not bad. I'm nor greedy. But what if Avinash find out about this. He is very possessive for me. But what if he thought I betray him and meet another boys behind his back.

No no he is not for this betrayal. He is not worthy of it. I'm not worthy of him. Priya bhabhi said it right  I'm bad omen I will never live happy no one going to love me.

I don't know when tears run from my eyes and I becoming crying mess. I feel suffocated it's hard to breath here. The fog black fog came. Please help me.

My phone rings I took deep breath and clearing my throat i pick up my phone. It's my friends

"Aaru....are you fine?"

"Listen it's not your fault. It's them please don't took there words on your heart"

They care for me but I can't took them in tension. It's my fault

"Guys guys...I know...and I'm fine...perfectly fine. Listen Avinash is here I will meet you tomorrow" i said trying to hurriedly cut the call. After insuring them I cut the call and switched off it.

After my break down I wipe my tears and went near couch sat on ground where my books already scattered. I pick my book and turning it pages hurriedly. I need to divert my mind before it is to late.

After that when he came and hug me my emotions took over me and I cry, cry hard. My insecurities speak volume I thought he didn't listen to me and ask me more questions about it but he help me to feel safe near him. He didn't fed up with my crying with my stupid questions upon all that he sat near me whole night didn't left me alone.

I feel special. Very special. His emotions speaks volume to me. Did I'm that lucky? I never feel that lucky or I say no one never try to feel me special. I never gave anyone chance and this  man find chance to and even make chances to make it special.

Unknowingly my hands went in his hairs. I look at his handsome face. Undoubtedly he is handsome. Brown eyes with big eyelashes, his hairs massed up and fall on his face, his sharp nose  and these perfect lips. His eyes is very expressive atleast for me. I can read his all emotions for me. I massaged his scalp. He stirred in his sleep I was so engross in looking at his face that I didn't notice his open eyes.

I feel his lips on my exposed stomach. I froze, my hand stop which was in his hairs. Did he gave a peck on my stomach?

Author's pov

Aarushi was in daze feel his lips leave a smirk on Avinash face as he saw his effect on her. He slowly back from his place covering her stomach slowly and lay beside Aarushi.

She feel light on her stomach realizing she looked down at her stomach, frowning didn't found Avinash there.

"I'm here wifey" Avinash said in his morning Horace voice from near her.  his head on his palm plopped on his elbow. He gave her a smirk seeing this Aarushi felt more shy. Her cheeks and neck turned red. She didn't look at his intimatidating eyes.

"Wifey"

"Why....why ....you kiss me there"? She said stammering feeling shy

He came near her ear and said in raspy tone "because I like to..it's looking tempting"

Aarushi gasped hearing him. He back looking her expression and gave her a smile.

"Moreover you know last night you sleep on me then I'm on you, then again you on me then again I'm on you. And finally like this I ended up waking up on your stomach. Apart from this you know wifey" he said and put his hand on her stomach she looked at him

"This little tummy of yours will carry our tiny version in future so I just gave them a extra kisses in advance"

He said in a casual tone. Aarushi's eyes gone wide her mouth touched the floor how easily he talked about all this?

She feel hell embarrassed and shy so she sit up on bed in  a jerk. Her heart race fastly. His hand still on his stomach.

He chuckled and sat on bed, back hug her put her chin on her shoulder.

"Jaan it's ok. We can wait. It's all your decision....." he again start to tease her

"Avinash..." She said in little louder can't take more teasing

"OK jaan par listen na...." he again start to said but Aarushi ran to bathroom as his grip is not to tight on her.

He laughed on his wife shy nature and decided to not tease her further

Aarushi close the bathroom door in hurry and stand front of mirror her whole face neck turned in darker shade of red. She put and rubbed her hand on her heart. She remembered his words and a shy smile appear on her face.

Avinash get up from bed and making few calls regarding his work. He skip his gym today as he is busy to getting a best sleep on her wife stomach so he busy himself in work.

When closet door opened he went there seeing his wife came out freshly showered wearing black suit.

"Divine" he said and kept his hormones on level, gave a quick kiss on her head and went to take a shower.

(Her outfit)

After getting ready she went back to room and pack her bag for college. Tomorrow incident ran in her mind. And again her face turned gloomy. She is happy that Avinash is with her but he didn't want the reason behind her breakdown. She wanted to told him but as she never share her problems with anyone it's tough for her to open up suddenly to him. She try, she try hard to told him and more importantly she is bound with his name so indirectly they accuse Rathore's name which is not a good thought for Aarushi so she decide to share it this evening when he free from his work.

She switched on her phone the notifications pooled up she ignore most of them besides the calls from her friends sister and NAKSH.

"Ishi are you ready?" Avinash asked her came ready from closet room.

She put her phone down and said

"Two minutes"

And ran to vanity, looked at herself touched her forehead. She forget to put bindi. She opened a box and thought which is look perfect

Avinash who saw her closely find her cute when she frowning making a pout on a box of bindi like she make a very tough decision.

Suddenly her phone rang, Avinash stand near it get angry seeing caller ID. It's Naksh who call her this morning. He still thought that its Naksh after last day incidents.

He deliberately pick her phone but didn't said anything

"Hello Aarushi" Naksh said from other side. Avinash clenched his jaw make a fist tight to suppress his anger

"Jaaan..your phone" Avinash said loud enough to hear it to Naksh.

"Coming...who's this" She asked coming after put a black bindi

He handed her phone to her without saying anything with a gentle smile. She put it near her ears didn't saw the caller ID

"Hello" Aarushi said

"Hello Aarushi...sorry to disturb you" Naksh said hesitantly from other side

Aarushi surprised after hearing his hesitated voice. But she ignored it thinking its normal after what happened yesterday.

"Hello Naksh" She said looking behind her where Avinash stood with a file, acting like he didn't do anything.

"Aarushi I'm sorry about yesterday. But trust me it's not me who did this. I never do. But they delete everything at night" Naksh said in one breath feeling guilty

Aarushi who didn't know that, all photos deleted feel happy after hearing him.

"Naksh I know its not you so don't feel sad and I'm really happy that all those deleted" She reply  and Avinash who hear all this feel happy and sad both at that time. Happy because she is happy and sad because she didn't share her problems with him

"Jaaaan...where is my gun?" Avinash said loud enough to hear to Naksh. His possessive and jealous side kick in. Aarushi surprised by his words look behind at him only to saw a innocent smile on his face

"Bye Aarushi meet you later" Naksh said and cut the call. Aarushi dumbfounded look at phone then stand near Avinash, crossed her arms near her chest raising a eyebrow, asked about his new behavior but he fast enough gave quick kisses on her whole face except her lips and went saying

"Bye jaan. I have work so need to reach early...bye miss me"

Aarushi shaje her head well know about his possessive behavior. She went downstairs meet everyone and had their breakfast. As today all three brothers didn't present at breakfast so it's quite different for her and upon of that Harshita also know what happen with Aarushi yesterday although Abeer told her to not to say to their bhabhi as they know how sensitive is she.

After breakfast Aarushi went with Harshita to college they both plan to go ice cream parlor after their college.

Other side as Avinash stepped in his study after coming from his room. His both brothers sat there with a mischievous grin plastered on their face

"Bhai....you miss the gym today. How you could do this"? Abhishek said dramatically on which Avinash roll his eyes well known this conversation where going

"Abhi bhai don't you know bhai is busy with bhabhi to calm her down. You are so unromantic Abhi bhai" Abeer teased him. Avinash roll his eyes fed up from there behavior. He sat on his head chair and asked Abhi

"Where are they"?

"In warehouse. Sneha is bhabhi's class fallow and another is her cousin." Abhi said in anger.

"Bhai principal" Abeer said to him handled him his phone.

Avinash took the phone and put it on his  ear.

"Mr Principal...i told you before that there is be not problem for my wife. How dare you all that happened behind your back? They bully my wife. Is this how your authority work. I want a written apology for my wife before she reach the college. And you very well know what do you do with culprits" Avinash shout on Principal on call. He makes sure there will be no problem for his wife in future.

After shouting on the principal all three brothers went to warehouse where Sneha and her cousin already bind to chairs with ropes. There condition is not really good. They both look terrified by this sudden change which might cost them their lifes.

Angry Avinash came inside the warehouse with his two brothers. After looking at there condition he feel more angry. Aarushi's tears stained face came in front of his eyes. He feel to kill everyone destroy everything which hurt his wife.

He took a seat in front on them. Abhi and Abeer stand beside him with a rage full expression. Aarushi is not only their sister in law she's a sister a friend a mentor for them.

Avinash took out his gun and both the culprits eyes wide in surprise.

"Why....why you took us here.....we didn't do anything"? Her cousin said in his fearful voice.

"Who are you?.......you didn't know my father"? Sneha said in faking confidence

Abhi and Abeer lightly chuckled on her comment. Avinash took his seat closer to them

"You really didn't do anything really. Because of you two morons my wife cry whole night and you thought you didn't do anything" he hissed in anger

"Who....is your....wife"? Sneha asked in fear

"Aarushi Avinash Singh Rathore"

Sneha's face turned pale. Fear is only the thought she is experience now.

"Please....please....I will ask her forgiveness. Please let us go..." She cried in pain

"Really forgiveness....you better now she forgive you easily. But what about the pain she feel" Abhi shouting on them resulting flinching them in fear

Suddenly Avinash's phone ringing. He took out his phone from his pocket it's Aarushi. He save her name by jaan, seeing this Abhi and Abeer exchange a knowing glance.

"Please...please.....sir"

"Shhh....quite my wife is calling. No words" Avinash hissed in anger showing his red blood shot eyes

He picked his phone and put it on his ear

"Avinash" Aarushi said in low voice

"Yes jaan" he said in soft tone. All gurads  eyes wide snap on him that the raging bull really talk to someone in this tone

"Where are you"? She asked

"In office. Why"?

"Avinash......hmm...somehow you do something like which is related to my college"

"Is there anything happen from which I need to do something?"

"No...actually its happened but it's all sort out now. I'm happy"

"OK that's good"

"Now you go complete your work I have some lectures"

"Bye jaan miss me"

"Bye"

He cut the call with a small smile looking at his phone thought about his actions. Aarushi must be read the apology letter from her college and also know about that college rusticate Sneha for her actions.  Abhi cleared his throat breaking his trance to thought

He put back his phone in his pocket. His expression change to hard one again which can kill you without touching you.

"Sir...sir...please...it's her plan not mine....I'm innocent" her cousin cried in fear.

Avinash hit him on his  head with his back of his gun. He shout in pain. Avinash took his hairs in his fist and make him look to him

"You need to pay for this"

Sneha trembled in fear looking the devil. She regret her actions but it's too late now

Avinash get up from his chair and move outside but not before signing to his trusted man

"Erase their identity from world"

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