chapter 18

He went to closet I still stand there. What happened with me? I should pushed him away from me but no I didn't object his action. Like this he thought that I am ready to become his but no I'm not.

I have to tell everything about me then he himself distance from me. Yes right I need to show him my dark past or I can just ignore his presence or him. I need to distance me from him.

I settled on bed and switched on my phone again missed call from my friends even from Naksh and from my work  place. Just wait for tomorrow then i will told you everything.

Did  Naksh listen to me? Did he understand in what circumstances I marry Mr Avinash?

What if he misconcept this marriage? I don't want that because of me he hate love..

He is a good person even I doesn't deserve him. And about Mr Rathore I don't deserve him too.

I find a book on my night stand and took it started to read so I divert my mind. I engrossed in my novel then the door of closet open Mr Rathore appear wearing a black trouser and black vest.

His perfect body again distract me. His messy wet hair looked so good and his brown eyes shines like the king of jungle ready to hunt. His perfect biceps hopes to feel like a good pillow.....

God Aarushi stupid shut your damn thinking. You are litterly drooling over him. What you decide some moments ago you have to distance herself from him not to staring on him.

He look at me and gave me a smile and it's perfect he looks good when he smile.  I reciprocate smile and he came towards bed took my ointment and sit front of me on bed.

"Give me your hand" he said forwarding his hand

I looked at him confusing then I looked at that ointment.

"I will apply this" i said and took that from his hands and start applying on my wrist. He sat there looking at me. When I finished with my work he took that back and went to his couch after wishing me

"Good night Mrs Rathore"

"Good night Mr Rathore"

Wow Mrs Rathore sounds so perfect. Aarushi Avinash Singh Rathore....when he said that my name with his name there are gitery feelings in my stomach.

But why he chose me? Like everyone said that papa and maa show my picture to him and after some days he agree to marry me but why? We didn't meet once or even saw eachother. Did he really marry me just because he wanted to defeat tushar bhai in his own game or because papa told him to do...

We can saw each other through the glass wall. He took his laptop do his work and then after some minutes he switched off his side of lights and lay down on couch. On the other side me struggling to sleep. I read my novel till

midnight.

After came here I'm on meds so sleeping is not that big deal but I'm afraid what if I had some that nightmares or my some past episodes then what I told him. I know I tell him now or later but not that soon. I am not ready yet. Moreover I didn't take any medicine today because I  didn't feel any need my injuries are healing so here I like like a owl.

I woke up at my usual time early even I didn't have any work here like house chores which I do back in my house. So every morning I spent with Maa Papa and dadu we talk and share some coffee sips. I look at couch but it empty so Mr Rathore went to his gym. Such a gym freak person. Never mind until he back I have more sufficient time to get ready and went downstairs so I avoid to talk to him.

I done with my morning routine took a shower and wear a white suit which is old. I thought to find my clothes after shower so here I'm in closet with my suitcase scattered all my clothes around me because I  find matching blouse with my saree but I can't find it.

But what I found it's more precious my parents photo when priya bhabhi packed my bags I keep this to frames in bags without her knowledge. One of my parents photo and other is mine di and tushar bhai with mumma papa. Its that time when I'm five or six something I'm wearing a white top with sunflowers on it with a yellow skirt. I'm hiding between mumma papa and smile shyly. I looked at them and remembered them I miss them both did it all happened with me when they alive? Probably not probably yes.. but I have hope just atleast they listen to me. Like no one does.

Remembering all that a lone tear flow from my eyes with another and it continued.

"Aarushi" My eyes widened hearing his deep voice. I'm in closet on room its his time to get ready he must be angry on me.

I get up hurriedly after wipe my tears and turned to him. I hide those frames behind me.

"I'm sorry......sorry for creating mess....I will clean this mess...I'm sorry its your time to get ready I quickly go out of your room......I'm sorry.......sorry...."

I blabbering everything came in my mind but stop when he took two steps to me and cupped my cheeks in his hard big hands. His thumb caresses my cheeks soothing my tense nerves. My overthinking just stops and everything feels just on space.

I opened my eyes and looked at his face 'concern' only I saw in his eyes for me. We are near our body didn't touch but i can feel his warmth.

"Firstly it's our room, our house, our everything, everything belongs to me it's belongs to you now, you have rights on everything even on me. And secondly why are you tense so much?" He said and I realized that I'm here to find clothes for me. Did I tell him? But i can request him that to sent me to home so I bring some clothes here.

"Vho, actually I didn't find my clothes..but I can't clean this quickly" I said and turned to clean that but he fast enough grabbed my wrist and turned me to him.

"You didn't saw that right?" He asked me and I stand there confuse what I didn't saw. I shake my head  in no.

He gave me a smile and forward his hand to me

"But first can I see that?" He said and pointing that frames I hiding behind myself.

Did I show him? But it's just my family photo he didn't do anything right? I questioned myself but then decided to show him.

I cautiously took those frames in his hands. He took and looked at them carefully.

"Its Maa papa? " he asked pointing that one frame. My heart flutterd at his words calling my parents as Maa Papa.

I never thought that this man who shout on me persist to not to meet any call my parents at his.

I smile and nodded in yes. He pointed at my image in frame and ask

"Is this you"?

"Ji"

"Wow, you look so adorable and cute...."

I smile shyly. Am I blushing??

"But why you kept these here?...nevermind"

Saying he took those frame to room and came in two minutes held my hands and said

"Saw this"

He took me to other side of closet and opened the doors. What the heck?

Its ladies clothes. He opened one by one all those cabinets. Every type of dresses have different section western to ethnic casual party wear everything, every type of foot wears, bags lots of, makeup, accessories,jewelry everything. It's like a whole mall there. I spent my whole life wearing them

"All thus is yours. If you didn't like anything we can call your stylish they change it according to your preference. Ok" he said and stand besides me kept his hand around my shoulder.

I am amazed surprised shocked this is all for me. I looked at closet then him. Again closet doesn't know what to tell

"You like it"? He asked hoping I like

"Yes"........"but this is so much I mean why you buy clothes for years" I said playing with my fingers. I mean I didn't like that he spent his so much money on me.

"Who tell its for years. It's for six months when new collections launch its all upgraded. I don't like my wife repeat clothes I have money I'm capable to gave you everything....you take your time I am going to take a shower." Saying this he again kissed my hairs and went to bathroom. Something twist in my stomach he always does that and I like it.

Now I notice him he is in his gym wear his broad shoulders gave a though time to his black t shirt sweatbeads on his neck and slightly wet hairs. God stop ogling him.

I diverted my sight to closet or newly open treasure. I rummage in closet and picked a pista green saree with white blouse

(Her outfit)

I apply light makeup sindoor and wear my chudda in left hand also as my injury heal. I left my hairs open and went downstairs today I'm late.

I went downstairs and saw a man standing in living room I saw him somewhere I don't remember. He is near his fifty's with gray hairs and a old square specs. Dadu papa and maa also there they all talking dadu saw me and call me there

"Aarushi meet Ramesh Mishra Harshita's farher" papa introduced me to him.

I went and touch his feet taking blessings.

"Mam please....you are Avinash sir wife" Mishra uncle said

"But you are older than me uncle" I said and he looked behind at papa and maa they are smiling. Mishra uncle hesitate but than put his hands on my head gave me blessings.

I saw Avinash desending stairs like a raging bull he is so much angry and most scary part is that his gun undulately in his hand.

He is scary. Why two minutes before he is nice calm sweet and now all that opposite. He looks like going to kill someone.

(His outfit)

He is stopping near us in living room looked at me with his red bloody eyes I shiver under his gaze. I looked down to floor not capable to look at him and he went. No one ask him where he go? No one told me to ask him?

Whole day spent like this. We have a party tonight where and why don't know. I think maa told me but I'm so busy in my thoughts his raging face flashed in my mind.

In afternoon a designer team came and we all choose our outfit for tonight. Abhi bhaiya ,Abeer , Harshita and maa help me in finding perfect outfit for me by taking a perfect ramp show from me. I nearly changed twenty dresses and still they confuse so they keep them all. We had lots of fun with them I forget all my worries.  Saying it's all look good on me. They are expensive I said maa to return it but they suss me saying she will complain to Mr Rathore if I not keep them.

Avinash's pov

I'm having my best time with my wife. She looks damn hot in her white suit her wet long hairs. I want to tug my fingers in her smooth hairs touch them smell them. Their sweet smell keeps me intoxicated its only her hairs I am going mad that day when I have her whole. She always show that I didn't affect her but I does. Not more than she have effect on me. My anger tension all vanish in air when I saw her.

I stand behind her in closet her clothes scattered near her but her attention not on that she still in her place but soon I hear her sobbing. Didn't she happy here? Did I make her feel uncomfortable?

"Aarushi" i call her and she frozen in her place but when she turned to me I saw her red teary eyes which pricked like needles to my heart. She hiding something behind her.

I asked her but she keep blabbering something she must be overthink whole situation. I cupped her cheeks soft fluffy cheeks can I bite those? Horny ass...

She looked at me with her big eyes when I told her that ever belongs to her including me and this is the truth with capital t. I didn't think that I gave her place to someone else she feel like it's her before we both even know.

I asked her about what she is hiding and she kept two frames in my hands. It's her parents photo and other their family photo. I might be angry to saw Tushar face but it's the truth they are siblings. I kept my focus on my wife. She looks so cute and adorable in white top with sunflowers with yellow skirt.

Its not underestimate that our children will be cuter. Children come back Avinash....

I try to ease her mind and successfully I done. She was anxious about her clothes so I show her her whole wardrobe. I'm such a fool I have to show her this before.

Her expression is worth full. I'm happy that she like it all. I give her space so she get ready. Along this I need a damn shower otherwise I might be miss her there. Because she looks like a whole meal to me.

I tell you   I'm a horny ass

When I came back she is not in room must be with mom dad. I get ready today at night we have party it's our new resort opening.

And most importantly it's our first party as a couple. But before party I need to go to office I have an important meeting.

My phone rang and it's from warehouse. I pick up phone and they told me that some try to sneaking in our warehouses office for finding my new weapon consignment files. My men catch them but they didn't open their mouth.

My anger has no heights now. I have idea who was behind it but I have to confirm it first.

I call Abhi and told him to come warehouse now. I took my gun and went outside not bothering to tuck it at my back other way it will be in use so why bothering myself.

I'm in pure rage I saw Mishra ji in living room with dadu dad and mom and my lovely wife. I stop for two minutes and look at her she remain at her place but divert her gaze it added fuel in my anger. Damn she is afraid  of me. How I gave her every reason to not to afraid from me but every time I fail and we back where we start.

I went warehouse Abhi is also present there already. I saw two men tied with ropes on chairs. Their condition is not so good both covered with blood

Abhi tourcher them but they didn't open their mouth. Abhi stabbed a knife in his shoulder but that man remain kept quiet. They even didn't shout like normal.

I am being suspicious. I pick a knife and make several deep cuts on other man thigh but he didn't open his mouth.

"Abhi stop" I told him and he stopped but still glaring at them

I pick my gun and shot on that man arm still remain like before he is crying struggling but didn't spoke or shout. They didn't speak

"Abhi they didn't speak" I told him. I am frustrated now who the hell behind are those he made a perfect move. I pushed their chair and punched them both until they are unconscious.

"Keep an eye them and find out about their background" I told Lakshya and went to office.

Abhi didn't join me saying he went home to help choosing dress for everyone.

I want to join but I have work here. It's evening when I finished my work and their is no news from warehouse. I'm frustrated hell only my wife's voice keep me in calm now. Like every time I try her phone but it's switched off.

Today I told her everything which I wanted to tell her ask for forgiveness gave her every reason to not to afraid from me and keep with me. I will tell her today how she's important to me from both with my words and things.

I know she happy in small gestures and I try to make her happy by my small gesture which gave a huge positive impact on our relation.

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