13. Pathetic.

I fell in love on accident.

And I wish I hadn't.

I saw more than I should've too soon.

And fell for him in ways that I can't describe.

Like the way he put his clothes on.

The way he licked his lips.

The way he knew when something was wrong.

Like he was always watching.

I liked that too.

But I fell for him.

And he hadn't fallen for me.

And he had realized how empty I was.

And he had to leave.

I fell in love on accident.

And I wish I hadn't.

I didn't even feel it til he left.

I didn't even say it,

Because I was too scared.

Too scared of everything,

And then when he left.

All that was left were words,

Meaningless words.

Pathetic.