Chapter 12 of 27

The End

Wars Of Love1,169 words~6 min read

Last night was a restless one, plagued by a torrent of emotions that made it nearly impossible for me to find any solace in sleep. As the morning dawned, I sought refuge in various activities to distract my troubled mind.

I began my day by engaging in rigorous training exercises, honing my skills on training dummies with a focused determination. Seeking respite from the physical exertion, I turned to the medicinal books bestowed upon me by Lord Chiron, immersing myself in the knowledge they held. Yet, even amidst these scholarly pursuits, my thoughts remained consumed by the tumultuous emotions swirling within me.

Seeking solace in nature, I made my way to the palace gardens and settled beneath the towering ambrosia tree. Its branches swayed gently in the morning breeze, as if in harmony with the melancholic melody that flowed from my fingers on the lyre. The sky above was veiled by dark clouds, lending an air of serenity to the atmosphere. However, within that tranquility, a sense of profound loneliness permeated my being as I reminisced about the countless moments Achilles and I had shared beneath this very tree.

Despite my best efforts to suppress my thoughts of Achilles, they proved to be an insurmountable force. Anger and resentment coursed through me, compelling me to distance myself from him. And yet, I found myself unable to quell the yearning that tugged at my heart. I longed to feel his presence, to taste the sweetness of ambrosia on his lips, and to intertwine our fingers as I played the lyre, accompanied by the melodic timbre of his voice.

A part of me clung to the hope that he would appear, seeking reconciliation and offering an apology. Knowing myself all too well, I knew I would readily forgive him in an instant. And so, I sat there for what felt like an eternity, waiting for his arrival that never came.

Then, out of the corner of my eye, a figure emerged from the distance, golden hair billowing in the wind. My heart skipped a beat, and my body instinctively rose to greet the approaching presence. However, as I fully registered who it was, my excitement waned, replaced by a profound sense of disappointment.

It was Deidamia, making her way towards me with a wave of her hand. I forced myself to reciprocate the gesture, harboring no ill will towards her, but acutely aware that she was not the person I longed to see.

She greeted me, and I returned the greeting, the ensuing silence hanging awkwardly between us. Finally, she broke the silence, her voice cutting through the tension.

"How are you feeling?" she asked, her delicate smile betraying her concern.

"Amazing," I scoffed, my frustration seeking an outlet, even though she bore no responsibility for it.

"So, you haven't spoken to him then?" she inquired, her voice gentle and understanding.

"No, why?" I replied, my curiosity piqued.

"He's at the beach. You should go talk to him," she advised, her words delivered with a tenderness that only served to exacerbate my guilt for scoffing at her earlier.

And so, I found myself at the beach, observing Achilles as he gracefully wielded his spear, as if engaged in a battle against an unseen foe. I watched from a distance, my gaze fixed upon him, until he finished his display and turned towards me. In an instant, his radiant smile illuminated his face, captivating my attention entirely.

"Deidamia said you wanted to talk," I began, my voice tinged with a mix of anticipation and apprehension.

"I do," he affirmed, plunging his spear into the sand. Achilles' piercing blue eyes locked onto mine, holding me captive. "I won't have the baby," he declared with unwavering conviction.

A whirlwind of confusion and relief swept through my mind as I struggled to comprehend the implications of his statement. What did this mean for him, for the kingdom, for Deidamia, for me?

"You're... not having the baby? But why?" I asked, my voice revealing a mix of curiosity and concern.

"Because you were right. It wouldn't be honorable for me to leave a child and its mother behind if I were to perish in battle. I refuse to carry such a burden on my conscience in the afterlife," he explained, his words resolute.

"So, you're still going to war," I stated, my question more of a confirmation, for I already knew the answer. At this point, I was merely acknowledging the inevitable.

"I am," he affirmed, his conviction unyielding.

"Having the baby and staying here to live a peaceful life isn't a good option for you?" I choked on the words, my voice trembling with emotion.

Achilles looked at me with a mix of determination and sadness. "You already know this... I'm not made for a peaceful life, and I definitely won't abandon the war after I willingly chose to join it. It would be humiliating."

His words struck me like a dagger to the heart, and I fought to compose myself. "You are right. I know you won't change your mind, even for me." There was a deep sorrow in the back of my voice as I said that, but I cleared my throat and pulled myself together. "I can't change you, no matter what I do, and it truly frustrates me so much! And yet, I can't stop wanting to be with you... why is that?" I asked, a weak smile forming on my lips.

"My good looks?" Achilles quipped, his smile reflecting all the happiness in the world.

I couldn't help but chuckle under my breath at his comment, grateful for the momentary respite from the heaviness of our conversation. I gazed down at the sand beneath my feet, lost in thought.

Unbeknownst to me, Achilles had moved closer, and our hands were now only inches apart. The tension between us was palpable, a delicate dance of longing and restraint.

"I'm glad you chose not to have the baby," I whispered, my voice barely audible above the crashing waves.

Achilles's eyes locked onto mine, his gaze filled with a mixture of relief and regret. "Me too," he murmured, his voice barely a breath.

As our hands inched closer, the sound of a thundering engine shattered the tranquility of the moment. We both turned our heads to the sky, witnessing the passing of an airship. The sheer power and magnitude of the sound sent shivers down my spine.

The deafening roar of the engine reverberated through the air, shaking the very ground beneath our feet. The airship, a colossal behemoth of metal and power, sliced through the sky with an imposing presence. The sound alone was enough to send chills down my spine, a foreboding reminder of the impending storm that awaited us.

Silently, we exchanged a knowing look, the unspoken understanding passing between us. There was no need for words - the time for contemplation had passed. It was now a time for action, for steeling ourselves for the battles that lay ahead.

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