Chapter 20.1

Bad Adult (1)

The bed was definitely large enough, and there was plenty of room even if the two of us were to sleep on it.

…Still, I never thought I would actually sleep together with Yuugo here.

My heart couldn’t stop pounding fast.

Yuugo came up to the bed.

He didn’t lie down on the bed like me, but he sat down leaning on the pillows in front of the headboard. He threw out his long legs and looked down at me who was lying next to him.

I could feel Yuugo’s warmth from the place where he touched me.

“Sou, can you get up?”

“…? I can, I guess.”

“Come here then.”

I felt a little lightheaded when I got myself up. It was because of the strong pheromone scent.

When I got close to Yuugo, he pulled my arm. He lifted me up and made me sit down on his lap, facing him.

“Huh? ….This is.”

This is too much for me. Too embarrassing.

When I tried bending my body backward to move away from him a little, he put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer.

Yuugo’s beautiful face became so close to me.

“Wai-… No, stop-“

“You’re the one who clung to me earlier.”

“…But you’re the one who tried to get away from me before!”

We were saying and doing the opposite things of what we did earlier.

But, it couldn’t be helped. Me putting my face on his hand, and him pulling my body closer are different.

Well, I did cling to him for a bit before that… But, it was just to make sure Yuugo didn’t run away, and it wasn’t for this kind of intention.

He told me he wanted to touch me, and he said that on the bed on top of it.

We were both still wearing clothes, but my heart was still racing at this unusual situation.

Yuugo is also an alpha… so, he might be used to doing this kind of thing, but I was just an inexperienced beginner.

I couldn’t just get close to someone that easily.

“…Sou. Doing that only brings the opposite effect.”

“What do you mean?”

“That embarrassed, troubled look on your face. Seeing it makes me want to do something more.”

“…You’re a bad adult.”

“That’s right. I’m weak when you tell me something like that. Would you have preferred a classmate? I’m older than you, though.”

So he was really older than me. Well, it was obvious from the way he looked.

I wonder how old he is. About the same age as my sister? He didn’t seem older than that, though.

“…How old are you?”

“I’m twenty four.”

He was younger than I had imagined.

Well, he was still older than me, though. He just looked to be older than that.

“Can I still be your lover even if I’m older?”

“…Aren’t we already one? Or are you saying you would do something like this to someone who’s not your lover?”

I ended up answering it like I was sulking.

But, wouldn’t everyone usually think like this? There was no way I could do something like this to just anyone.

I wonder if it was different for Yuugo. Did he do something like this to someone he didn’t even have a relationship with?

“…Not good. I might really become a bad adult.”

The sudden low voice startled me.

The scent also seemed to be getting stronger again.

My body heat up every time I took a breath, and I became more and more restless. As I moved my body, Yuugo’s hand caressed my waist.

“Ah…”

“I would only do this with you, Sou. You’re the one that I like… You’re my precious lover, so I want to touch you like this.”

A jolt of electricity ran from the place where he touched me, and my body twitched.

It wasn’t that I wanted him to say something like that. Well, I’m not unhappy with it… but this is too embarrassing.

Even while I was perplexed, Yuugo didn’t stop moving his hand.

“No, ah… Don’t touch me- that much.”

“Why? It doesn’t feel good?”

I think my body that was twitching definitely felt good. But my feelings couldn’t keep up with it.

It’s just like my body was becoming more and more sensitive on its own.

I was embarrassed with my voice that I couldn’t control, so I pressed my hand to my mouth. Yuugo then slid his fingers to the back of my hand.

“I want to hear your voice.”

“No way… it’s weird, anyway.”

I don’t like the sound of my voice in these situations, because it’s like it wasn’t me.

It was even more difficult on me this time because the medicine made me still half rational. I would suddenly come back to my senses by my own voice. When that happens, I would be so embarrassed that I want to run away from this place.

“It’s not weird, though… Let’s kiss then.”

“Why would it become like that…”

“Just because I want to kiss you. Come now, get your hand off.”

Saying it like that is unfair. And with that voice, too. If he said it like he’s leading me gently, my body would obey him on its own.

As soon as I lowered my hand, Yuugo’s face came close to mine. His lips that were forming a slight smile overlapped with mine.

The kiss was just lightly brushing our lips. The same one we had earlier. Even while overlapping our lips, his hand that caressed my body didn’t stop.

His hand that was caressing my waist moved into my back through the hem of my shirt. I shuddered at the sensation of being caressed directly on the bare skin.

“No… mn”

As I was about to say no, Yuugo’s tongue slipped between my lips. Something like a sweet numbness ran through my body as I felt the slimy sensation.

I quickly tried to turn my face away, but his other hand that had somehow found its way behind my head wouldn’t let me do so.

When I widened my eyes in surprise, my eyes were met with Yuugo’s burning gaze that was staring at me.

“mn, ha… uh, ….ah”

My body twitched on its own when he stroked the roof of my mouth with his tongue.

For some reason, I also felt a tingle in my lower abdomen.

The changes in my body happened so quickly. I was so scared that I felt my body tense up in a strange way.