Chapter Twenty Three

What. Just. Happened?

That's the question that's been imploring my mind the entire time. I felt

numb. Was I not trustworthy? And how could he had just taken her

side? None of this made sense.

But what pierced my heart the most was the words he never thought of

before uttering. “forget about it". How could he have asked me to just

forget? To let go of the past, when I had been so wronged? How could

those words form On his lips? His mate had been touched, abused, did

he not feel anything. We were going back to how we used to be five

years ago. We were going back to saying things that hurt one another.

Sin hadn't changed.

I sighed as a tear rolled down my face. I feel so hurt, so wronged, so...

Helpless. I sobbed quietly as I sat in Caitlins room on the couch

I. Hadn't uttered a single word as I watched Mt daughter sleep. Life was

easy after what had happened to us, now it's complicated again. My

mind overflowed with the worst scenarios and honestly I didn't want

my daughter to go through this at all. Caitlin didn't deserve to go

through all of these hardships. She's only five and seeing lofe in all

these ways, makes me wonder what goes through her mind.

The wind blew in the room as a quiet knock echoed throughout the

bedroom. I said nothing already knowing whose scent filled my nose.

His elegant footsteps tapped on the bedroom floor as he made his way

towards Caitlin bed. I turned to look at him as he sat next to our

daughter caressing her hair gently as he kissed her forehead.

He looked at me his gaze locked on mine. Neither of us breathed and

neither of us blinked. I broke eye contact as I looked away from him.

"Isabelle..." my name sounded from his lips. My stomach churned in

excitement, this feeling only coming from my wolf.

I ignored his words and sat silently. Trying to keep my thoughts away

from him.

"Isabelle, my love, please understand.” and as soon as those words left

his mouth I snapped.

"Understand what Sin? Exactly what should I understand? That I will

always be your second choice over your “mother’? Tell me? You say you

live me, that I'm your Queen, that no one else matters besides me, yet

you make me invisible as soon as Ravecca appears. Proof? What proof

do I need to show you other than the fact that as your mate I know

what I'm talking about?! TELL ME SIN! WHAT?!" I yelled

He said nothing." You tell me to forget about it, how can you tell your

mate to forget being raped.!? Do you not love your mate tgat other

males touching her, meant nothing to you? How can you tell me to

forget our son? The son I could've held? My son that I alone had carried

for nine months! How?" I didn't shed a single tear.

He looked at me not saying a word. His gray eyes looked sad for a

moment a sad smile reached his eyes.

"all that being done to you does effect me, but my love, If only you

understood.” was all he said before standing up and walking out of

Caitlin room.

My heart clenched but I had to be strong. There was nothing to

understand. If he wanted me to understand he would've found a way to

explain. Excuses. Excuses. Excuses. I was sick of hearing his pretty lies.

Sick of hearing him put me in a pedestal only to shatter it down when

Ravecca cane into the picture.

Ravecca. That's all that sat in his mind for as long as I can remember.

She was the main cause of our fallout, but he just can't see it, an I'm

definitely not gonna wait to see it. A tear rolled down my face as my

Descision sat permeate in my mind. If Sin was not going to do anything

about her, he'd have to choose between his mate and child or his

mother.

I know it's childish, but what choice am 1 left with? What choice do I

have? I had gotten nothing but heartache and an endless amount of

tears were shed. But not anymore. I can't. I just can't.

I looked at Caitlin as my mind came into conclusion. I wasn't sticking

around for this, and I was not going to let my child go through this

either. We were leaving tonight and that's final.

OMG! What is going 00oooooooooon?!

Do you think she made the right decision? Do you think leaving us the

right thing to do?

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-Rama