Chapter Seventeen

Chapter 17

We sat in the waiting room. The clock’s ticking ringing in my ears. Sin

says his eyes closed as Caitlin bounced on his lap. It was only us in the

place because apparently Sin wanted to be alone.

My heart wanted to hammer against my chest, but I couldn't allow

myself to have sun worrying as to why I'm scared. The doctor walked in

as sin lifted Caitlin in his arms standing to greet.

"Doctor Lively, this is my mate Isabelle and my daughter Caitlin.” Sin

introduced.

"pleasure meeting you. You and your daughter will undergo the tests at

the same time, my assistant doctor will do your daughter and me, you,"

he said. I nodded and followed him as his assistant doctor took Caitlin

to another room.

It felt like hours as I looked at the white hospital ceiling. The tests went

on and on and on and I couldn't fathom I'd this was reality or a dream.

Everything seemed so dream-like and I couldn't keep my eyes open as I

shut them close.

What felt like months, I was awoken from my slumber. Sin caressed my

hair as a smile sat on his face. Was it over. Was I done? Caitlin jumped

on the couch in the doctor's office as I sat up on the bed.

"You feeling okay love?" Sin questioned. And I nodded.

The doctor walked in envelopes in his hand. How long was I out? We

took seats on the two chair infront of desk as Caitlin seemed so lost is

doing what it was she was doing.

"Well, your majesty, your daughter, it's hard to pinpoint what happened

to her, but in all honesty, it links with your wife's tests.” the doctor said

as my eyes dropped.

"What do you mean?” sin questioned.

"Luna your majesty, I'm sorry if this hurts you, but we're you meant to

give birth to another with Caitlin? We're you meant to have twins?" he

dropped the question that got my heart quickening.

"yes." was all I could answer, Sin looked at me in shock. His facial

expression was difficult to define.

"with that being said,” the doctor added, "were you touched roughly by

another male? Or had fallen during your pregnancy? And after your

pregnancy did you resort to trying to kill yourself with silver? Did the

person who put you through all this touch you after your pregnancy?”

he questioned as the tears rolled down my face.

I couldn't answer, I just couldn't I felt sick, I felt disgusted, I felt angry, I

hate him! I hate Sin! I hated and still hate myself! I hate my life.

"Alpha, whatever it might seem, I have to question you as well, where

were you during the birth of your children?" the doctor questioned.

Sin gained composure, but turned to answer the doctor, "Isabelle had

left in anger and I couldn't find her.”

"well another reason for the loss of the second child was her being

weak and not being able to draw strength from anywhere to give birth

properly.” the doctor said. "Caitlin seems to be weak and it seems if she

can't hold on for very long, resulting in her body giving up on her, she

won't die but she will suffer, if she's not looked after properly, which

means she should be allowed to be so active,” he said as let out a

breath of relief, my baby was going to be fine.

" I'll leave you guys alone to speak things out.” he said as he grabbed a

few documents and made his way out of the office.

" Isabelle?” Sin's voice rang in my ears.

The tears wouldn't stop falling, they just wouldn't. Not one bit. I

couldn't look him in the eyes. He reached for me as I backed away With

my chair

"don't touch me." was all I could say.

"Isabelle, why didn't you tell me?" he asked, as my vision blurred and all

I could see was blood. Nothing else, only blood on my hands. I felt

dirty, disgusting. I felt sick to the core. I rubbed my hands on my

clothes and scratched on myself why was this happening again?!

"mommy." Caitlin's voice rang in my ears and she held my hands

pouring water over them. "see, it's going, your hands are clean, their

not diwrty anymore, see?" she showed me. I was going through it

again.

I let the tears roll as she sat on my lap pulling me into an embrace. "I

won't let anyone hurt you. I won't, daddy's gonna protect us now, see,

he promised he'll protect you."

"princess, can you give mommy and I some room to talk?" he asked as

she nodded walking out.

There was a moment of silence before Sin spoke out. "Who touched

you Isabelle?" he questioned. I kept silent, if I said anything, I know he

was gonna go on a killing rampage "WHO TOUCHED WHAT BELONGS

TO ME?! WHO TOUCHED WHAT'S MINE?!" his eyes turned colour on

anger and his voice overpowered

But the only thing I could ask, "Do you hate me? Find me disgusting?” I

asked. Sin whipped his head towards me and instantly his eyes turned

back to grey.

"no, no baby, no, I could never hate you, I love you more than anything

in the world, I love you so much. You're not disgusting, you're pure,

you're beautiful, your mine and No one else's, only mine” he says as he

pulled me into a tight embrace.

"I held him Sin. Our son. I held him close to me and a few minutes later

he gave out on me." I cried into his chest. "I killed our son. I'm a

murderer, I couldn't bring life into this world. I killed my baby." I cried,

even more, the tears rolling continuously as my Cries echoed.

"No, you didn't kill him, you didn't do anything wrong, you did your

best and I'm proud to of you, you did not kill anyone, especially our

son. You did not kill your baby," he said. Soothingly.

But honestly, not even Sin can understand the pain of that year. At all.

"Isabelle my love, who touched you?" was the words that I seriously did

not what to answer.

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