24.

𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐒, 𝟏𝟗

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today im going over to mias house to explain everything to her.

its time i talk to her..

ive been so nervous abt what her reaction would be.

i hope she isnt mad at me

i slide a black shirt over my head, threw on some cargos, and my new balances that siah bought me.

"where you goin?" siah asks, grabbing my waist from behind.

"to mias house" i respond, moving my head to the side to look at his face.

"yall made up?" he questions

"not yet..but im hopeful.." i say, sighing

"mm.." he kisses my neck

"siah no."

"but-"

"no."

his ass be waring me out these last few days

its like hes a sex machine or some shit.

he looks at me with sadness

"later." i say, rolling my eyes playfully

his frown immediately turns upside down and he gives me a big ass grin.

"promise?"

"really nigga?"

"cmon baby, promise me" he whines like a baby

"i promise.." i give him a lil peck

he lets my waist go, still holding that lil grin tho.

"text me when you get there." he warns me as he makes his way to the bathroom.

i nod in response.

i grab my keys off the nightstand and make my way down stairs.

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i hop into my car and start playing

"ice melts" by drake on low

sticking my tongue out when young thugs part come on

after a thirty minutes of driving i finally arrive.

this bitch lives far as hell.

i park in her driveway.

fuck im nervous as hell.

my breathing becomes heavier than before and my hands start to shake.

before it gets any worse i get out my car and walk right up to her doorstep.

i make 3 knock againist her painted glass door.

it swings open.

there she is, right infront of me.

her skin is pale..and her eyes are sunken.

i can see the faded tears on her once beautiful rosed cheeks.

"k-kayden?.." her little raspy voice speaks

"mia-"

before i could even get my words out she hugs me.

tightly.

i dont take a second thought before wrapping my arms around her aswell.

i can hear her silently sobs.

my tears roll down my cheek as i hug her even tighter.

a few minutes that feel like seconds go by before she speaks again.

"lets go inside."

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"are you hungry kayden? you need something to drink? are you cold-"

"mia im okay, sit please." i look at her with a calm expression.

she nods and sits directly near me.

"so where have you been." she asks, staring directly into my eyes.

i look deep into hers before i let it all pour out.

every sentence i said.

her eyes got sadder.

more worried.

angrier.

i couldnt look at her after i was done, how could anyone look at someone immediately after they told them that they were kidnapped?

a moment of silence goes by before

her hand reaches out to my knee and i finally look over too her.

"why didnt you call me?..." she whisper asks me while wiping her tears.

"they wouldve hurted you." i state, she nods in understanding

"im so glad you back kay..life was fucking hell without you." mia says sniffling inbetween words.

i give her a small smile, "i missed you too."

shes smiles back at me

"now..are you sure your not hungry? because im fucking starving"

i nod

"i could eat."

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THOUGHTS?

im sorry im not consistent, im literally out of ideas and im thinking abt scrapping this🌚