23.

𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐒, 𝟏𝟗

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YN HOSPITAL📍

im so fucking scared rn.

i dont know what to do with myself.

siah took me to this hospital, i dont know where is it tho.

ive never seen it before

he said he doesn't want me in an outside hospital ever again.

so im here.

to get checked.

i cant believe this is happening to me right now..

my forehead is still pounding from the head but i gave that mother fucker

my thoughts are running wild as i think about all the possibilities that could happen..

i havent spoken to my best friend, at all.

i know shes worried sick.

probably trying to start a war.

i just cant bring myself to tell her.

"kayden."

i snap my head up

"its gon be okay." siah runs his fingers through my hair.

i move into his touch.

"i..i know" i mumble.

a soft knock comes from outside of the door before it is gently open.

i look at the door seeing a short figure coming in

"hello, you must be kayden."

"ive heard so much about you" the soothing voice said.

i smile a bit

"im ms mattie." she introduces

"nice to meet you." i say

"right now lets get started."

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𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐒, 𝟏𝟗

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i watched every move that the nurse did.

i cant have him hurt again.

although right now hes sleepin

im just watchin him like a creep but i cant help it.

after alls hes been through

he still manages to stay beautiful.

i need him too be safe

without him, i feel uneasy

dead inside.

hes ma everything

i move a bit of his hair out his face.

"s-siah?" he says a lil above a whisper.

his face tensin up.

"yeah its me.." i say reusurin him.

his face softens as he calms back down.

...

i pull out ma phone.

shootin a quick text too Dlow.

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dlow🤝

siah: when you think i should do it?

dlow: shit nigga ion know🤷🏿

i smack ma teeth before textin again.

siah: gang cmon.

dlow: you love em right?

siah: hell yeah.

dlow: then you'll kno when the time is right

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i leave him on seen.

he right.

ill know when its time.

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THOUGHTS???

SORRY ITS SO SHORT YALL..