22.

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OMNISCIENT

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later that night it was slient throughout the whole apartment.

not because they didnt want to talk to eachother

no.

but because they didnt know how to say the things they wanted too.

it was hard

i mean what do you say in this situation?

kayden was in the master bedroom while. isaiah was on the balcony.

the wind was heavy, cold, and crystals were falling from the skies.

isaiah didnt seem to mind tho

he wanted to talk to kayden, he really did.

but whenever he would try to kayden would either leave or he couldnt find the words to say to him.

kayden was layed out againist the bed when he felt a cramp like pain come from his stomach.

he sat up as quickly as he could on the bed, holding his stomach.

"maybe its just the baby." he thought to himself.

another sharp pain came from his stomach.

he got up going to the bathroom

"maybe i have too shit.." he thought once more.

once he got to the bathroom, he felt a harder pain as he walked slowly over to the toliet.

worried, he pulled his pants down a little, looking away while doing so.

he took a breath, taking a minute to build up corrage to take a look.

his eyes widen as he saw what was there

blood.

"no..no no no no..." he said in shock.

he couldn't believe his eyes.

his heart started to race.

he couldnt take it anymore..

he started to breath even more heavier.

isaiah was still downstairs.

deciding weather or not he should talk to his baby boy

which didnt last long because he decided to do so.

as he was walking back into the house he heard a heart wrenching scream.

isaiah didnt think twice before rushing upstairs.

into where he heard the scream.

"baby whats wrong??-" isaiah asked

kayden simply just looked at him

his eyes, his nose, and ears blood shot red.

isaiah looked down at kayden.

taking a moment before realizing

"..."

"i-"

"dont you apologize."

"this aint your fault."

"you hea me?"

kayden just nods as his tears continue to fall.

his put his hands into his face as his wet tears kept coming.

isaiah picked kayden up, which kayden immediately gave up.

wrapping his arms and legs around

siah.

isaiah just rubbed his hand up and down kaydens back.

kissing his head occasionally until they reach the bed.

kay wasn't letting go and siah knew that.

siah was trying not to cry as he got them both settled into bed.

a few moments went by before isaiah spoke again.

"hey, look at me.."

kayden lifted his head up, he sniffled, his nose red from all the tears that he shed.

"..we are gonna get through this shit okay?" isaiah said.

"all this shit is fuckin ova wit" he continued his voice breaking.

"you ma soul kay, you ma everything pa."

"aint nb gon hurt you again, dont blame yourself for this shit."

"its my fault, i should've never br-"

"no." kayden cuts isaiah off.

"d-dont blame yourself siah.."

"it isnt your fault..you didnt know." kayden said, roaming his hand against isaiahs chest.

"i wish i wouldve known.."

"then our baby couldve been here-"

kayden cuts siah off once more

"stop it! i wont let you sit here and blame yourself. we cant s-sit here and t-think about the couldves, shouldves, o-or wouldves. we can only focus on the future...."

"a future with us, alone, and maybe even a family.."

"so please.." kaydens words doze off

a single tear rolled down siahs cheek.

"..come here baby." he called.

kayden immediately hugged him again.

"i love you so much.." isaiah says as he kisses the top of kays head.

"i-i love you too siah."

"tomorrow we gon go to the hospital okay? i need you to be well..." siah mentioned as he continued to touch kaydens back.

which kayden simply nodded too.

a few moments later, kayden was knocked out.

isaiah admired his babys beauty..

his locs..his vitiligo and his lips..

"god your so perfect." siah whispered to kays asleep body.

"that shit wont happen again."

"and imma make sure of it."

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