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KAYDEN SANCES, 18

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(???) 📍

it has been a couple of weeks since the crusty lip nigga kidnapped me.

i am now 18 weeks

and im starting to lose hope.

i mean

what if isaiah isnt coming

what if he doesn't even know im gone..

what if i have to get my baby taken.

nah im tripping

i hope.

the door swings open and a security guard slides a plate infront of me.

"eat that." the sercurity guard says

i look down to see cold ass peas, potatoes, and hot a bean soup.

"boy what the fuck??"

"i aint eating this shit." i gag, shifting the place back over to him

"yall kidnapped me..but you dont atleast have some mc donalds money?" i say offendedly

why would he even think someone like me would eat that shit?

"you are being difficult-" he huffs

"get me some real damn food." i cut him off, crossing my arms.

he lets out a loud sigh before walking out.

i turn back on the tv and go into deep thought.

i closs my eyes for a split second.

soothing myself down.

i need him to find me, before our baby comes..

i dont know how much longer we have..

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𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐒, 𝟏𝟗

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WAREHOUSE 📍

"start movin these, i want 100k on ma table next monday." i hand two of ma men a 5 bricks of coke.

"how am we supposed to move this in that many days? this'll take weeks." one speaks up

"find a fuckin way." i say annoyed

i look over to the rest of them

"the rest of you, continue searchin

fa him." i say sternly.

they nod and get straight to work.

ive been a lil too rough lately, i cant help the shit tho.

i walk back into ma office, sittin in ma chair to think.

god i miss ma baby..

its been so lonely without him.

i can barley eat or sleep

they needa hurry tf up and find him before its too late.

i take a deep breath before opening ma phone and startin to look thru photos of us.

theres a one photo of us kissin

and another of us layin down tg.

...

were so close to findin you baby.

...

don't lose hope pa.

...

my door swings open, i close ma phone and place it down.

"it better be some good news comin out ya mouth."

swung ma door open like he fuckin crazy.

"yes sir, it is." he says excitedly

"we found him."

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KAYDEN SANCES, 18

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(???) 📍

this nigga finally came back with some good ass food.

this shit aint too bad when you dont focus on how youve been kidnapped and they are gonna cut your baby out

you know?

a few moments after he left another gaurd escorted me to the bathroom.

did i mention that they make you keep the door open for the bathroom?

anyway

on the walk i swear i saw someone familiar

i couldnt paint out who it was tho since we were walking in 2x speed

i need to get outta here, i cant stand living it this dump.

this room is way too white it hurts my fucking eyes

and they wont give me any pills so ive been puking non-stop.

the nurse wont even do an ultrasound on me..

this is hell.

what did i do to deserve this?

i curl into a ball for the 5 time this week, letting my tears fall.

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THOUGHTS??

yall i didnt really know what to write at the end so if it sounds a little scruffy dont mind it!!😋