18.

self harm and hints of SA

𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐒, 𝟏𝟗

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"we gon needa kill this nigga" i said taa ry

i had facetimed him as soon as i hung up the phone on that bitch.

"thats risky as hell isa." ry said, rolling up his blunt.

"ion give a fuck."

"he talkin bout takin ma mfkin child yo."

ry sighs

"ight"

"ill call the men"

...

"..thank you ry."

"your welcome isa."

"how are you gonna tell kayden?"

"ion know yet.."

"alright, but yk he'on play bout his" he says with chuckle and hangs up before i could say anything.

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i decided taa text pa, let him know that i was comin back.

he would usually wake up from his nap at around this time and text me, but he hasnt.

i picked ma phone back up and texted him

5 minutes passed but he didnt answer

weird.

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KAYDEN SANCES, 18

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PENTHOUSE📍

i sat on the bed, siah had left about 2 hours ago. i miss him.

this pregnancy has been making me so clingy lately.

my phone rang.

i pick it up, on speaker, not looking at the caller id.

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"hello?-"

"where the fuck are you kayden." my fathers voice rang throughout the room.

my voice froze.

"are you gonna fucking answer me boy? WHERE ARE YOU?" he yelled

"i-i-"

"y-y-y-you what?, i cant stand your ass."

"me and your mom are getting a divorce"

"she wants nothing too do with you so you can stay wherever tf your at."

tears fall from my face as i listen too his words.

"w-"

he hung up before i could speak.

i feel drained.

all i could picture were the times he hit me.

all the times i cried like a pussy ass nigga.

i feel like i cant breathe.

i slide down the wall, letting my tears fall

i bang my head against the glass mirror, letting my head drip blood.

the door swung open

"baby-"

"PA?!?" siah rushes towards me, cradling my head.

"baby talk too me!?"

i didnt speak.

i couldnt.

"FUCK!"

is the last thing i hear before blacking out.

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(???) 📍

my head is pounding.

i look around the room.

i was in a hospital.

but i could move.

i saw a figure come close too me.

my uncles.

"baby boy~"

"l-leave me alone" i whimper

"shh, relax.."

i scream.

my body shoots up, my chest beats hard as i look around.

fuck.

a lady walks in

"ah your awake."

"ill alert Mr. alex"

who?

"who are you and where am i?"

"unfortunately i cannot tell you that, please wait until he arrives."

"would you like some tea?"

"uh..yeah sure." i say, rubbing my belly.

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THOUGHTS?