11.

KAYDEN SANCES, 18

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Three months later!!

THE MALL📍

Me and Mia decided to go to the mall to spend the money Isaiah and her new man gave us.

I and Isaiah have been on good terms, and so far, we- I haven't broken any rules.

He touches me almost all the time, but I always try to push his hands away.

"what's on your mind, ces?" I look down to see Mia she looks up at me with a worried expression.

I swear she cares too much about me.

I shrug, and she looks at me annoyed "You soo lucky I'm in a good mood today." she pushes my chest

She dislikes when I tell her nothing is wrong when she knows.

"I'm gonna go in Sephora, you wanna come?" she tilts her head "No, you can go. I'll stay here," I say sitting down on the bench

She nods and takes off into Sephora, I pick up my phone and look at my messages to see all the notifications

kya had been blowing up my phone for months now, cursing me out and apologizing, even asking if she did something wrong.

durrr.

I roll my eyes and click on the messages with me and Isaiah he had sent me a photo

Siah 💗

Siah 💗:

Siah💗: I look good?

I smack my lips before answering

Me: no😐.

Siah💗: :(

Me: im just jokin , you look good.

Siah 💗: how good?

hes really been testing my patience these past few weeks. hes been flirting like how he was before, calling me pa again

its not that i mind..as long as shit dont get crazy.

Me: so good

siah💗: mhm, when im gon see you again?

me: why?

siah💗: im trynna eat you out.

me: isaiah.

siah💗: im jp, but fr

me: im hanging out with mia rn soo maybe later today?

siah💗: bet.

i sigh closing my phone, just in time too because mia came running out the store

"they had a sell" she squeals I looked at the multiple bags in her hand

i chuckle, I love seeing my best friend happy.

"im gonna go to the candy store..i need some chocolate" i stand up, "its that time of the month?" she questions

i simply nod, "you must wanna see your man" she mocks me "hes not my man."

"yes"

"no"

"yes"

"shut up"

"no"

i smack my lips and walk past her to start walking to the malls candy shop "hey wait!" i hear from behind me

i shake my head chuckling.. maybe shes right maybe i do need him.. its like when im around him my cramps ease up.

anyway.

i get to the candy place and pick up 3 chocolate bars and a lolipop.

dont judge me.

i hear painting behind me, i know its mias because the next second she curses me out

"i couldve died" i side eye her "but did you?"

silence

"oh okay." i pay for my stuff and walk out "we can go now." she scrunches her face up "where you gotta go?"

"nowhere." her face forms into a smug look and we stare at eachother before bursting out laughing.

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i dropped mia off at her mans house and was now making my way over to my house.

im still living with my parents, isaiah did offer me to live with him but i declined.

i drive listening to no chill by pnd, after a few minutes of driving around i finally make it to my house.

i get out my car, and walk up my grand staircase ; unlock the door.

empty as always

i lock and shut the door behind me, i go in the kitchen and just decide to wait for siah.

i genuinely miss him so much, its been a week since i last saw him..i know it doesn't seem like long but god

i wish i could wake up to him everyday.

thats not weird right?

friends say that all the time

my thoughts get interrupted when i get a notification from siah saying to open the door, i rush to the door

i open the door giving him a big hug, "you miss me huh?"

"no." he chuckles and i feel his hands go to my waist

i tense up "relax im just pickin you up okay?"

he picks me up holding me up by my thighs, closing the door with his foot.

"you got your period?" he says into my neck

i look at him, how did he know that??

"i track your periods." he places me down on the couch.

"thats so sweet.." i say my lip quivering, "what are you crying about kay?" tears fall from my eyes

"no one has ever done that for me.." he takes my face and wipes my tears away

"anything for my baby."

his baby?

god i havent heard that in so long

my heart beats faster

"oh shit my bad- i meant my uh best friend" he smiles and i scoff

cause no he didn't.

"its..fine, just dont do it again"

my feelings for him are still strong and i cant have him do stuff like that.

"i wanna cuddle." i tug on his shirt and he smirks "i thought you said we cant cuddle."

i cross my arms and turn away from him

"im sorry we can cuddle.." i smile as he sits down and moves me into his lap

i wrap my arms around his waist burying my head in his neck, i feel his heart beat faster

"kayden." i lift my head up, tilting it slightly

"i love you.." he smiles and i smile back

"i love you too."

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THOUGHTS??

THIS WAS THE LONGEST CHAPTER IVE EVER DID

see yall next month