SOLANA
Campus is buzzing with the usual Monday energyâhalf-awake students rushing to class, others standing in groups catching up on whatever drama happened over the weekend.
I weave through the crowd, my bag slung over my shoulder, my thoughts still a mess from everything that happened with Tyler.
I barely slept the past two days.
I push open the door to my literature class.
My eyes scan the room for an empty seat, but then I spot him.
Aiden.
Sitting near the middle, his head bent over his notebook, tapping his pen against the desk.
I hesitate for half a second before walking over and sliding into the seat next to him.
His reaction is instant.
He stiffens, his head snapping up like he wasnât expecting anyone to sit beside him, let alone me. His brown eyes widen, flicking between my face and the empty seats around us, like heâs trying to figure out if I meant to sit here or if I got lost.
âUh⦠hey,â he says, voice uncertain.
I suppress a small smile. âHey.â
He blinks. Still stunned.
Like he canât believe this is happening.
I pull out my notebook and pen, acting like this is totally normal, like I didnât just completely throw him off. A moment passes, and when I glance at him from the corner of my eye, heâs still staring at me, as if waiting for me to say something.
âAre you gonna keep looking at me like that, orâ¦?â I tease, arching an eyebrow.
His cheeks flush instantly, and he looks away, clearing his throat. âSorry. Just⦠wasnât expecting this.â
I smirk. âExpecting what?â
He hesitates, gripping his pen a little too tightly. âYou sitting here.â
I shrug. âWhy not?â
Aiden lets out a dry laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. âI donât know. Weâve only talked once.â
âExactly. Which means weâre not strangers anymore.â
He looks at me again, this time like heâs trying to figure me out.
And maybe he should be.
Because I also donât even know why Iâm here.
AIDEN
Sheâs sitting next to me.
Solana Martinez is sitting next to me.
I try not to make it obvious that Iâm completely thrown off, but I know Iâm failing miserably. My brain short-circuited the second she slid into the seat beside me, acting like this is totally normal. Like we do this every day.
We donât.
Weâve never done this.
And yet, here she is, flipping open her notebook, tapping her pen against the desk like this is just another Monday.
I must be staring because she turns her head slightly, arching a brow. âAre you gonna keep looking at me like that, orâ¦?â
Shit.
Heat creeps up my neck as I snap my gaze forward, clearing my throat.
âSorry. Just⦠wasnât expecting this.â
âExpecting what?â she asks, tilting her head.
I grip my pen, suddenly feeling like I have no idea what to do with my hands. âYou sitting here.â
She shrugs. âWhy not?â
Why not?
Oh, I donât know. Maybe because sheâs herâdrop-dead gorgeous, confident, completely out of my leagueâand Iâm me.
I let out a small, awkward laugh, rubbing the back of my neck. âI donât know. Weâve only talked once.â
âExactly,â she says, smirking. âWhich means weâre not strangers anymore.â
I stare at her, trying to wrap my head around whatâs happening.
Because thisâher choosing to sit with me, talking to me like weâve been friends foreverâwasnât supposed to happen.
I spent so much time convincing myself she was untouchable. That she existed in a different world than mine, one I had no business stepping into.
And yetâ¦
Sheâs here.
Next to me.
The professor walks in, and I force myself to focus, but itâs impossible.
Solana is right next to me, close enough that I can smell the faint scent of her perfumeâsomething soft and warm, completely her. Every time she shifts in her seat, my brain stutters, hyper-aware of every tiny movement.
I tell myself to get a grip.
Sheâs just a girl.
Except sheâs not just anything.
I sneak a glance at her. Sheâs taking notes, her long black hair cascading over one shoulder, her blue eyes locked on the professor like she actually cares about what heâs saying.
I should do the same.
I try to do the same.
Halfway through the lecture, she nudges me with her pen. âHey.â
I turn to her, trying not to seem too eager. âYeah?â
She gestures to my notebook. âYouâre not writing anything.â
I glance down.
Sheâs right. My page is practically blank.
âI'mââ I clear my throat, flipping my pen between my fingers. âjust distracted.â
Her lips twitch, amusement flickering in her eyes. âBy what?â
You.
The word almost slips out, but I catch it just in time. Instead, I shake my head. âNothing.â
She hums like she doesnât believe me but doesnât push. Instead, she slides her notebook slightly toward me. âYou can copy mine.â
I stare at her, surprised. âYou donât have toââ
âI know,â she says simply. âBut I am.â
I donât know what to say to that.
So I just nod, swallowing the sudden lump in my throat as I shift slightly toward her, our shoulders brushing. She doesnât pull away.
Neither do I.
And for the rest of the class, I pretend my heart isnât racing.
The lecture drags on, but for the first time, I donât mind.
Every few minutes, Solana leans in, pointing out something in her notes or whispering a comment about the professorâs monotone voice. Sheâs effortlessâlike she doesnât even realize the effect she has on me.
When class finally ends, she stretches her arms, then turns to me. âSo⦠when's your next class?â
I blink. âUh.. in two hours.â
She hums, slinging her bag over her shoulder. âI also have an hour free.â
I nod slowly, unsure why sheâs telling me this.
Then she raises an eyebrow. âWanna grab a coffee?â
I stare at her, not sure I heard right.
âLike⦠with you?â
She laughs. âNo, with the guy sitting behind you.â
I glance over my shoulder instinctively, but the seat is empty. When I turn back, sheâs smirking.
I flush. âRight. That was dumb.â
She grins. âA little.â
I hesitate. My brain is screaming at me to say yes, to take whatever this is and run with it. But my instinctâthe one thatâs spent the last year telling me not to get my hopes upâmakes me second-guess.
âAre you⦠sure?â I ask carefully.
She frowns slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
I clear my throat. âI mean, you donât have toââ
âAiden.â
My name on her lips makes my stomach tighten.
She tilts her head, her blue eyes searching mine. âItâs just coffee.â
It is.
And yet, to me, it feels like so much more.
I nod, gripping the strap of my bag. âOkay.â
Her face brightens. âCool. Thereâs a café outside campus. Iâll show you.â
She starts walking, and for a second, I just stand there, staring after her like a complete idiot.
Then I snap out of it and follow.
Then I remember....
The painting.
Shit.
I was supposed to finish it today.
I stop walking, rubbing the back of my neck. âActually⦠I was gonna work on something for my art class.â
Solana pauses mid-step and turns to me, brows raised. âArt class?â
I nod, feeling a little self-conscious. âYeah. I, uh⦠paint.â
Her expression shifts, something like surprise flashing across her face. âYou paint?â
I give her a half-smile. âThat shocking?â
She shrugs, studying me with newfound curiosity. âA little. You just donât seem like the artsy type.â
I let out a quiet laugh. âWhat type do I seem like?â
She pretends to think, tapping her finger against her chin. âHmm⦠bookworm, maybe. Definitely a little awkward.â
I roll my eyes, but my smile widens. âWow. Thanks.â
She grins. âI mean it in a good way.â Then, after a beat, âCan I see it?â
I blink. âSee what?â
âYour painting.â
I freeze.
No one ever asks to see my work. Most people donât even know I paint. Itâs always been my thingâsomething I do alone, away from everyone else.
I should say no.
I should make up some excuse.
But Solana is looking at me with genuine interest, her blue eyes bright, and before I can stop myself, I nod.
âYeah. Okay.â
Her lips curve into a small smile. âCool. We can check that out first. Then coffee.â
I swallow, my heart doing something weird in my chest.
Because I was already freaking out about her wanting to grab coffeeâ
But now sheâs coming to see my art.
And somehow, that feels even more personal.
We walk across campus toward the art building, and I can feel the weight of Solanaâs presence beside me the entire time.
Sheâs actually interested. In my painting.
I donât know why that messes with my head so much, but it does.
Most people who know me only see the surfaceâthe quiet guy, the bookworm, the one who keeps to himself. They donât ask about the things I create.
But here Solana is, wanting to see something Iâve poured my time into.
The thought makes my palms a little sweaty.
When we reach the studio, I swipe my student ID, pushing the door open. The room smells like paint and turpentine, canvases leaning against walls, easels scattered across the space.
I lead her toward my station, where my painting sits propped up on the easel. Itâs not finished yet, but the image is thereâstormy clouds rolling over a dark ocean, the kind of scene that makes you feel something. At least, thatâs what I was aiming for.
I hesitate before stepping aside, letting her get a full look.
Her eyes widen slightly. âWhoa.â
I tense. âWhoa, good orâ¦?â
She doesnât answer immediately, stepping closer. âThis is amazing.â
I blink, caught off guard.
She glances at me. âYou did this?â
I nod, shifting on my feet. âYeah.â
She looks back at the painting, her gaze tracing over every brushstroke.
âThis is seriously good, Aiden. Like⦠I donât know what I was expecting, but damn.â
I let out a small, breathy laugh, feeling heat rise to my ears. âThanks.â
She studies it for another moment before tilting her head. âWhatâs the story behind it?â
That question almost makes me laugh.
âWould it be weird if I said I donât know?â I admit. âI just⦠painted.â
She hums, tapping her chin. âIt kinda looks like⦠I donât know, a storm brewing. Like somethingâs about to happen.â
I swallow hard, looking at the painting again.
Funny. I hadnât thought about it that way before, but now that she says itâ¦
It does feel like that.
I clear my throat. âYeah. Maybe.â
She smiles, then gestures toward the easel. âAre you gonna keep working on it?â
I hesitate. âYou mean⦠now?â
She shrugs. âYeah. I kinda wanna watch.â
I freeze. âWatch me?â
She smirks. âIs that a problem?â
Yes.
Because how the hell am I supposed to focus on painting when she's literally watching my every move?
But I donât say that.
Instead, I swallow my nerves and nod. âYeah. Okay.â
I grab my brush, dip it in paint, and force myself to start.
And as I add strokes to the canvas, I feel her eyes on me.
Watching.
Studying.
And that's really messing with my brain.
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