26. Hurting

You know the ways to make me cold when it is burning

You shoot my heart as if I wasn't there when you were hurting

All it takes is an argument from my side that you throw me underwater

All it takes for you is to have a big heart and but now I wonder

Are you the same person because when I am the giver, you're so pleasant

But when I ask something of you, you become a devil

I wonder if this goes on, how long till my heart shatters entirely

But then I wonder, it did many times but forgave you cause I'm your diary

I wonder how long it will take to end the love we share

And how long till I turn and leave for good

You make me the liar when I'm telling the truth

You make me lonely even when you're here

I wonder if this is how toxic feels like.