17. Too much?

I don't even remember writing this :(

Too much

Is it called feeling numb

Or is this feeling too much

Caught in a stance of a teary eyed gaze

Am I the only one or is it as such

Tired of betrayal, tired of life

I have no strength to see the light

No faith in sight?

But everything seems like a promise of mine

Empty and hollow

With a personality shallow

As if ripples in water once generated disappear with ease

I go with that numb feeling back to sleep

~MRI