Everything happens for a reason, right?

"A new day, a new start."

"Its been 5 months since that happened and I still am not able to forget him or forgive myself. I was still waiting for that one day when I will finally meet him again, I'll tell him how sorry I was and finally let him know what I feel about him. Young love you say? Maybe. But I don't think so. 'I have never seen him nor he has seen me. I don't even know if he feels the same about. What if-- What if he was here just for intimacy? What if he hooks up with everyone?'" She wrote in her diary. Sher hated that she joined the app but she never regretted whatever happened. She adds, "Everything happens for a reason, right? Maybe it is good that he is gone and, on the bright side, now I've an ideal date idea......... this is bad, Aarti."

Technology has progressed so much in the last few decades, why can't a person get a notification when the other one misses him/her so much?

"Why should I feel bad? It was her choice. Just because every girl keeps falling on my feet, doesn't mean she has to too" Tushar was conflicted. He wanted to see her again but he is now interfered by his self-respect.

She spent the rest of the day with her books.

Looking deep into letters of every sentence, embracing the beauty and feel of the author with every stroke and falling asleep listening to the boring anecdotes of the authors.

After 1 hour or so she finally woke up and did the first thing that every person has been doing for years now, she searched for my phone. There was a blast of notifications as soon as she turned on my internet. It was from a vent where the users were having fun discussing about food. A user named 'Whoaa' caught my attention. It caught her attention as Tushar used to name his usernames like that.

The conversation goes like:

Her: Are you Tushar?

Him: Maybe, maybe not.

Her: You are definitely him.

Him: I would like to repeat my previous answer again.

Her: Ugh, Mr. Puppydog Face, how are you?

Him: Okay, for you only I will pretend to be..... What was his name again? Joey? Leave it, I am good.

Her: Seriously? -_- You are really going to continue that?

Him: Yeah, fine you caught me but i need to ask you something

Her: What is it?

Him: I have been asked out by 2 girls and I want your help in choosing one.

"Why me?"

This is where I decided to hush myself. I was broke deep inside but I didn't want him to know anything after THIS.

Her: Oh wow, that's so cool! Well, just think about both of them for 2 minutes and then close your eyes. After closing your eyes just concentrate and see whose face comes into your mind.

Him: What if I see you after closing my eyes? Would you go on a second date with me?

Her: I won't mind.

Him: Gosh, you are funny!

"I wasn't joking or anything."

Him: Aight, gotta go. Got my answer! Bbye!!

Her: Bye, Champ!

"Did I do enough? Is she upset now? Can she feel as pathetic as me? I was never a loser, until now. Why do you have to see the vulnerable side of me? Why do I care so much anyway? Who is she?"

"I agree that we have never seen each other and we too small to understand the meaning of LOVE. It was definitely not love but a mere attraction. Love would be a very big word I guess. Maybe just because of some mere intimacy I thought he loved me. I guess he moved on or he was just another player. I guess he will never come back. Oh yeah, we haven't met after that day. I have to agree, I miss him and still care about him. I am just naive." Her diary know it all, seen it all. It was her only friend.

LOVE LOVE <3