Chapter 4

Mr CuddleTon up top^^

I walked up to my doorstep and slowly opened the door. I wasn't exited as to what would come.

I closed the door behind me silently, and went up the stairs. When I got half way up there, thinking I was safe I heard my mom come from the living room.

"Theodore, is that you!? Get down here why haven't you answered my calls?!" I walked back down the stairs, awaiting the wrath of my mother.

"Sorry mother, I was out with a friend." She scoffed.

"Out with a friend?! You know you missed bible study right? What has gotten into you?" I looked down, because gosh forbid you look her in the eyes she will take it as a challenge.

"Sorry mom..."

"Go to your room I don't want to look at you right now." I nodded my head and ran upstairs. She wasn't as harsh as I thought she would be.

I sat down on my bed, and started pouring out my bag, wait.. where's my paci? I checked my pockets and everywhere yet I couldn't find it. I must've dropped it somewhere.

I texted daddy just in case he still had it, and I was hoping he did.

'Hey daddy? Do you have my paci?'

In less than five seconds he texted me back.

'No angel, did you check your bag?'

'Yeah I did, it's not there.'

I double checked everything, and it wasn't there.

'Maybe you dropped it'

I wanted to cry, it's been a long day and I was tired and just wanted to regress into little space.

'Noooo (T_T)'

'I'm sorry Angel'

After texting daddy for a while, and him trying to calm me down I just needed to regress into little space. I closed my door and got out some of my toys, and my favorite stuffie Mr CuddleTon.

"Hey Mr. CuddleTon" Mr CuddleTon was a penguin.

"Hey Theo, what's wrong?" I let out a cry.

"I lost my new favorite paci." Mr. CuddleTon hugged me.

"It's ok, there has to be something good that happened right?" I smiled widely.

"Yeah! Yeah! I got a daddy!" My voice squeaked.

"That's great! You've always wanted a dad-" The door all of a sudden opened and in walked my mother, uh oh. I couldn't have looked my door because she took off the lock when we got the place.

"What's this?" She motioned to all of my stuffies and toys.

"W-What do you mean?" I tried to hide everything behind me, but it wasn't working.

"Oh god have mercy, do you have a kid?!" Wait what?

"What? No!" She let out a sigh of relief, but then got angry again.

"Then what in the world is all of this, why do you have kids toys out?" I tried to think of an excuse, but none was coming to mind.

Then my phone dinged and I looked down it was a text from daddy, before I could get to my phone my mother picked it up.

"Daddy? You don't call your father that." She started to read my texts.

"Angel? You call this guy daddy? This is the guy you were out with that made you miss bible study?" She threw my phone across the room.

"Mom?" I got up and she backed away from me.

"Answer me, are you gay?" I nodded my head slowly looking at her face slowly change into disgust.

"Mom I-" I felt a stinging pain across my face.

"You're disgusting, I can't believe my son is gay." She looked up at the ceiling. "Oh lord what did I do to deserve this?" She started to pray.

"Mom..." She stopped praying and glared at me.

"Not only is my son gay, he plays with these toys? Why are you like this?" She kept shaking her head.

"You know what, this person you're texting? No more talking to him. I am going to send you to a Christian stay in school. This has to be some type of demon possessing you." I started to tear up, she can't be doing this.

"M-Mom please I-"

"Don't call me mom because you are NO son of mine." She opened the door and started to walk away.

"Oh yeah, you're leaving in two days." She slammed the door behind her and I fell to the ground, crying.

How can she be sending me away like this? I'm still her son does she have any heart at all?

I crawled over to my phone and saw that it was cracked, but it still worked.

'Daddy? Something horrible happened.'

He replied in less than a minute.

'What's wrong angel?'

I started to cry even more, so the screen was blurry.

'My mom, she found out and she said I can no longer talk to you and she's sending me to a Christian school in two days.'

I still can't believe it, my father surly won't agree with this right, hopefully he doesn't agree with mother, I'll have to talk to him.

'What? Meet me in an hour at the park on 34th street.'

'Ok.'

I composed myself and walked downstairs, my mom and dad were talking and when they looked at me, they looked at me like I killed a puppy.

"Dad?" He shook his head and looked down at his phone.

"The school you're going to doesn't allow phones, and you are leaving all your stuff here as they will give you the necessities." I shook my head as tears ran down my cheeks.

"Dad.. please don't do this." He slammed his hands on the table and got up.

"Don't you dare call me your father! I can't believe my own son... my own son likes it like that. Why couldn't you just find a nice lady to love? A beautiful Christian girlfriend that has the same morals as this family huh?" He shook his head and walked into the living room.

"You're a disgrace to this family." My mom followed my dad and I just stood there stunned.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

'Pack whatever you want to bring with you too, I am not letting you leave me. I'll explain everything to you later.'

I ran upstairs and got a big bag, and started stuffing my favorite clothes in there, along with my essentials. Then I stuffed Mr. CuddleTon in there.

"THEODORE COME DOWN HERE NOW! I CHANGED MY MIND YOU ARE LEAVING TONIGHT!" Oh no oh no, I have to go quick.

'They are trying to make me go tonight now!'

'Hurry and come to the park, don't let them see you leave!'

I left all my toys and binkies because I had no time, all I had with me was Mr CuddleTon. I opened my window, and carefully started climbing down the pipe on the side of the house it was so scary.

When I reached the bottom I started to run to the park. My mom is probably coming up the stairs now, getting ready to grab me by my ear and smack me with a bible saying 'Let the power of god commend you!'

"Daddy!" I saw daddy pacing at the swing set.

"Angel! I was getting worried!" I ran into him head first, embracing him and crying.

"I don't wanna leave you! I just got you!" He rubbed my back.

"Don't worry, that's why I told you to bring your bag, I'm not going to lose you. You're going to live with me."

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Little rule: When you want to tell daddy something or you're hurt, use your words