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Time Skip:

I Need U Era

Jungkook POV

I laughed as Jimin tried to help the hyungs learn the new choreo. Tae-hyung and Hoseok hyung were practicing together while yoongi hyung was passed out in the sofa after practicing once.

We were preparing for our I Need U comeback. Hoping it would be our big break and finally get us our first win.

I took a short break and sat down next to Yoongi hyung.

"Jin-hyung! Why are you doing the traffic dance all of a sudden?? Namjoon-hyung, control your face please!"

I didn't notice I was staring until I saw Jimin look over to me but he quickly turned away as he realized that I was watching him the whole time.

It's been like that ever since I confessed to him a month back and got rejected.

FLASHBACK

"Jiminie hyung come here I want to show you something!"

I had been preparing for months now. While the others were out and about on their days off I was inside writing. I was determined to have this song finished before Jimin's birthday.

"Where are you taking me?!?"

He asked as I was dragging him with me. Our Hands were touching. Our Fingers intertwined. Hearts pounding. This is it. THIS IS IT!

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"Jungkook... This is sweet and all but I don't think you're thinking clearly. It's probably you're war of hormones acting up."

"But Hyung! I love you..."

"No you don't. You don't know what love is yet."

The words pierced right through my now depleted soul. How could he say that?

I couldn't stand being there with him at the moment. The last thing I heard was him sighing as I pushed past him and ran out the door into the hallway. I couldn't hold in my tears anymore. Did he know how long and hard I worked on that song? All to have it ripped to pieces and ridiculed.

Jiminie hyung always shows affection towards me on and off camera but I guess that's all there was to it. No romantic feelings just brotherly love. Little did he know that every little skinship we had took all of my will not to kiss him right there and then. I guess I had to learn the hard way of what your heart shattering to pieces felt like. This is what it felt like.

Jimin POV

(After confession)

Badump badump badump

I stood there motionless trying to process what just happened.

Why? Why now? He's always ranked me last in the Looks ranking of the group, always makes fun of me and teases me. It really got to me.

What would have happen if I had said yes. How would the members react? How would the fans react to a gay couple? I couldn't stand to think of all the negative outcomes of what would have happened.

I didn't want to bring hate to the group. They are my life, my family...

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Thanks for the support! I love reading all of your comments they really inspire me to keep writing.

Also Sorry for the a huge time skip but I wanted to speed things up a bit :) it's not very cohesive is it?