28|| I need you

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Oh Allah, how could I be so foolish. So foolish, that I let Haroon Malik come to my house. Letting him come to my house was like digging my own grave.

Forget about the beast... what about Alizeh? She is still in a risky state. It was uncertain whether she would live or not. How could I possibly go out of here to jail? Leaving her all alone.

{ AMIR'S POV }

Like the blink of an eye, a whole year passed. I had no clue of whether she was alive or dead.

I was basically dead, it was just my body that was living, living in jail. I prayed everyday, everyday for her to live.

But, it seemed as though she still hadn't recovered. Even in a whole year.

And that's when I saw Haroon, Haroon Malik come in behind the bars.

"You?!", I asked.

"Yes me, you son of a bitch! Alizeh is dead! She is dead because of you. You killed her", he said as he started crying, "That's what you wanted right? You wanted her to die! Your revenge is fulfilled. You may live in peace now"

Alizeh was dead.

THAT CAN'T BE POSSIBLE. SHE CANT DIE. NO NO SHE CANT.

"You want proof?", he said.

"W-what proof?", I asked as I felt tears run down my cheeks.

It was a picture, picture of a girl covered in white cloth in a newspaper article. The headline said "Alizeh killed by billionaire Amir Mirza".

THAT WAS NOT TRUE. SHE COULDN'T DIE.

He left, leaving the newspaper in my hand. I slapped myself to check if it was for real.

And I immediately felt my knees fall to the  ground.

I looked at the newspaper once again to make sure my mind wasn't playing tricks. It was true, Alizeh was dead.

She laid lifeless under the white cloth, while I was alive but dead.

I could feel tears run down my cheeks as the whole world ahead of me had collapsed. Alizeh was no more.

Alizeh is dead! She is dead because of you. You killed her.

That's what you wanted right? You wanted her to die! Your revenge is fulfilled. You may live in peace now

Malik's words echoed. Echoed loudly in my ears.

If I wasn't a crazy man, an utterly foolish man. None of this would have occured. I killed her. She was dead. Dead because of me.

It was all my fault, all my fucking fault.

I wanted her to die. I wanted revenge. I should be happy. I should live in peace right?

Wrong.

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Alizeh was everything to me. I was only alive because I hoped she would live. And now she left me. Leaving me all alone.

She taught me how to smile.

She brought me out of the deep dark world, bringing light in my life.

She made my whole life change.

Then why did she leave me? Left my dreams incomplete. Left my heart broken. Left my soul ripped.

Now, I've come back to the world of darkness.

Now, I had forgotten how to smile.

Now, my whole life had changed again.

Why was this happening to me?

Why was I living in broken pieces?

Why did my heart have to remain lonely?

Why did my soul have to bear this?

It was as though, I could still feel her presence around me. Yet, she wasn't with me.

I was living all incomplete.

I was living all alone.

I was living with chains around my hands.

It was as though I was a punishment to myself.

I needed her, I needed her so bad.

Every moment, I was hoping, wishing she was here.

Every moment, I was wishing that it was all a nightmare

Yet she didn't return.

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