Chapter - 18

Dehleez pe mere dil ki

Jo rakhe hain tune kadam

Tere naam pe meri zindagi

Likh di mere humdum

Haan sikha maine jeena jeena kaise jeena

Na sikha jeena tere bina humdum

Sacchi si hain yeh taareefein

Dil se jo maine kari hain

Jo tu mila to saji hain

Duniya meri humdum

O aasma mila zameen ko meri

Aadhe aadhe poore hain hum

Tere naam pe meri zindagi

Likh di mere humdum

Haan seekha maine jeena jeena, kaise jeena

Haan seekha maine jeena, mere humdum

Na seekha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena

Na seekha jeena tere bina humdum...

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Samaira's pov -

I was very angry with him not because he misunderstood me but because he misunderstood me and didn't even think to talk it out .

I was on my way to the kitchen when i bumped into Rahul . I ignored it and was about to walk forward when he suddenly said something making me halt at my steps .

"Why can't you give me another chance Samaira ?  It's not like you love him or something . Remember one thing Samaira he can never love you like i did because I loved you and he is forced to even live with you ." He said and left while i just froze at my spot for a moment .

I realised that in a way he is right . If i take it into consideration our marriage was just a compromise and nothing else if didi had never ran away then i am very sure i would have gotten back with Rahul .He is forced to live with me . But then why is he making me feel like that  ?

"It's not like you love him ." His words echoed in my head while i was on my way to the kitchen to fetch a glass of water when unknowingly a drop of tear left my eye and i wiped it in a second before it could have come to notice keeping the glass on the counter and went upstairs to get ready .

I was relieved that he wasn't there in the room because I didn't want to ask myself those questions again .

Samaira's look -

I got ready and went downstairs to the hall where the roka ( engagement ) was being held .

I acted like everything was fine when nothing was fine in reality . His words were lingering in my head . Is he forced to live with me ? Was he serious when he asked for a divorce . Should I talk to him about it ? I was very busy in my thoughts so i didn't even realise when Divya and pragya bhabhi came and stood next to me . When suddenly Divya said -

"Looks like someone is still in the thoughts of my brother ." She said and i flinched due to the sudden voice which pulled me back from my world to this world .

"You shouldn't have interrupted their love moment in the kitchen . She is probably still angry about it ." Pragya followed in a teasing tone and i looked at both of them in a little sad way which they seemed to notice .

"Samaira , Are you fine ? You are looking  dull today ." Pragya asked to which  i just nodded and then said -

"No i am perfectly fine !" I said with a little smile which was fake of course and sipped juice from my glass when maa called me .

"Haan maa ! Aayi !" I said and left from there .

( "Yes mom ! Coming !" )

"Bhabi something is definitely off ! I am noticing that from the time we reached here ." Divya said keeping her hand on her chin and rubbing it acting like a detective .

"Haan ! Dal mai kuch kaala hai ." Pragya bhabhi replied looking at Samaira and then at aniket who were miles far from each other but aniket was taking glancies at Samaira from time to time .

( "Yes ! There is definitely something fishy ." )

"Naa bhabi dal mai kuch nahi balki puri daal hi kaali hai ." Divya said putting a hand on pragya's shoulder while she just laughed .

( "No sister in law something is not fishy but everything is fishy !" )

"Pagal ladki ." She said hitting her on the back of her hand and left from there chuckling at Divya's cute actions .

( "Mad girl ." )

"Lagta hai mujhe hi kuch karna pdega ." Divya said and left from there smirking .

Back to Samaira's pov -

I went to mom and she and Gayatri aunty both needed help for checking and making sure  if the arrangements were perfect or not .

"Samaira ! Ek baar Zara na upar jaana chat par waha par na fulo ki tokri hai woh utha Lao ." Maa said while i nodded and left to fetch the flower basket from upstairs .

( "Samaira ! Go upstairs and fetch the basket of flowers ." )

I went to the terrace and got a basket of flowers . There where two baskets i didn't know which one to take as i forgot to ask mom so i took the rose petals basket which to my surprise was quite heavy and covered my whole face and i had to walk downstairs so i didn't even realise when i lost my balance and fell from the stairs .

I was about to hit the wall when someone suddenly caught me and pulled me closer with a jerk . The flower petals flew in the air and before i knew it i was in someone's embrace which i obviously recognised and the flower petals were raining on us .

It was obviously him . My dear husband !

"Are you fine ?" He asked concerned checking her from head to toe .

"Yes i am fine !" I said and was about to walk but suddenly hissed in pain .

My leg had twisted so i almost shouted in pain which concerned him very much and in a second he picked me up in bridal style .

Author khud bachpan se single hai isliye auro ki love story mai maaza aata hai ..

"Keep me down !" I protested but he remained silent and didn't even say a word and took me to the room .

"Keep sitting on the bed and don't even try to get down . I will get the pain relief spray in a second ." He said and was about to go when i suddenly asked .

"Why do you want me to stay in bed and not get up ?" I asked

"Because you are hurt ." He answered in his usual stern tone .

"Like you care !" I said in a low toned voice and he turned around and looked at me with a hurt look .

"I do care about you samaira !" He said with a tint of pain visible in his voice .

"This pain is nothing compared to the pain you gave me a few moments ago . You know this pain is bearable but that pain isn't . I am asking myself questions which never even crossed my mind before ." I said with pain visible in my voice and got up from the bed then went to the dresser and took out the spray and sprayed it then looked at him keeping it aside .

"This pain will heal itself in a few moments but how will that pain heal ?" I asked with visible hurt in my eyes which was not because of his words but because of Rahul's words which made me insecure and gave me a misconception that maybe he is just forced to live with me and my presence .

"No answer right ? Don't say something you don't mean aniket and yes don't say anything with any sense of guilt or pity because it will only vasten the misconception ." I said and looked at him while chuckling darkly and was about to leave the room when he held me by wrist pulling me closer to him very gently and then said .

"Only i know what i feel , felt and will feel about you . You don't samaira ! All this is because of a misunderstanding and miscommunication but i promise i will sort it out . Not because I am feeling guilty or pity but because --

Author thodi buri hai suspense par chodegi hehe 😂

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Is he gonna say those three words ?

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