almost

I might have become distanced

I might have cried to much

I have felt so empty at all times

I feel like I might not be good enough,

I almost opened up,

I almost told you the part of me hidden,

Almost told the secrets between the moon and I

You think I might not love you

But, it isn't true, I almost did

With you it was either a might or almost

The two painful words that haunt me deeply

I wish to have a certain, always, or forever

But, it would never be true

Because inside I am too empty

Too sad, too scared, too hurt

Of the words that you told me

To maybe never feel to truly to be loved

Ever again by these painful words