intoxicated

Hook on what the night shows,

It feels almost ethereal to stand here

Hook on what the sound of you laugh was

Before you left into the Earth's ground

And vanish before my eyes could every opened

My mind is not mine anymore

Memories lost of who I was,

when you came into my life.

So intoxicated into making you mine

That I never wanted to admit my feelings

Hook on the past dusk

Since we were never the lucent day

The polar opposite of virtuous

That everything we did was always dreadful

And it could never turn right by me

I always felt like drowning in sleep

Hook on the ecstasy of your eyes on mine

So intoxicated into the bad that I never want any good

Now I am lost in myself

That I seem to living through you to be me

Mark my heart as yours and now I'm paying the consequences.

Now I am lost in the soulless world of numb feelings

As I seem to try to bring back memories of my past

But they all have my face blurred and only yours is seen clear

I don't know who I am since I am marked as yours

And I am secretly scared of what's to come

Since I am intoxicated on everything that is you.

The ecstasy of what is broken tortures me

For being in love with you and not with me.