craving the pain

I carry around such a ludicrous feeling,

I don't know where it comes from,

But it craves my pain too well,

An unexplainable feeling.

Deep down in my chest and gut,

I don't know where it hits the most,

But it craves my pain,

My soul too wrapped up, healing from its damage.

I seem to crave this madness feeling,

Feeling sick and out of pocket,

Feeling loose and empty,

Fighting to stay awake in the morning.

As I repale the sleepless nights,

Not knowing how to keep going,

Make it stop, but I don't know how

Since, I seem to crave it too much.

A awful feeling in my soul,

I don't know anymore,

Since, it craves my pain too well,

Carrying it for me, so please ease the pain.