self-hidden image

I hide myself, to not let others know

I cry in the rain to hide away my tears,

I use a mask to blend in my face,

I lie to hide my truths.

Hide away in dreams to not confront nightmares,

Break mirrors to not see myself,

I have notice I have become something ugly,

Something I am not.

But I can't seem to stop,

Hiding away in crowds into dark corners,

Hide away the pain and obsession,

What have I become?

What has this madness come from?

When did it become so overpowering?

When did it consume my mind?

When did my eyes become dark and menacing ?

I hide between people to not show up,

I tend to hide my scars with bandages,

Hide away the fears with thoughts,

I hide away my words, in silence.

In the end, I can't seem to point out myself

You ask me, "Who are you ?"

I would say, ''I don't know''

I lack of sleep and sight,

I became a self-hidden image.