I release a tired breath as I jump off the off the treadmill, grabbing a towel from a nearby table to wipe the sweat off my face and chest.
âOne hour on the dot at full speed. Iâm impressed,â Carlos whistles as he strides in, his eyes on the digital clock. âYour body is recovering well,â he comments, grabbing a bottle of water and flinging it to me.
âAs well as possible, all things considered.â
The path to recovery had been grimâstill is. You donât get clean overnight, especially not after the drugs Iâd been on. Iâve managed to recover my muscle mass but my stamina is still lagging behind.
âHowâs the craving? On a scale from one to ten?â
âEleven,â I state honestly. âA thousand?â I shrug when he gives me an odd look. âWe both knew it wasnât going to be a smooth journey.â
If anything, itâs still bumpy. The only improvement has been that Iâve managed to increase the time between my doses. Now I donât need one dailyâjust every few days. Almost two years later, and I still havenât managed to relinquish the hold it has on me.
âI swear I donât know what they put in that shit. Iâve never seen drugs like that, and Iâve been surrounded by dope my entire life.â
âIt puts fentanyl to shame,â I give him a strained smile.
And it does. If anything, it puts drugs to shame.
Prevalent in restricted circles, itâs mostly used in one particular industryâhuman slavery.
The drug inhibits free will, making one pliable to taking orders and ensuring that the self takes a back seat in favor of the desires. Not only does it turn one into a human puppet, but it also ensures an insane dependency, creating an everlasting bond between slave and master. You live to obey, or you die a wretched death trying to beat the cravings. Been there, done that and wouldnât recommend it.
Carlosâ men had tried to identify the compounds of the drug in an effort to help me beat my addiction, but theyâd only managed to discover that itâs based on synthesized scopolamine in combination with a few other mysterious compounds.
Since we hadnât been able to replicate the exact formula of the drug, weâd had to look for alternatives to help me slowly wean myself off it. A cocktail of known and unknown drugs later, and we succeeded in replicating a weaker but more chaotic version of it. And is the only thing that keeps me afloat.
âYou think you can do it next week?â he asks grimly, and I nod.
âIâm ready.â Or as ready as Iâll ever be.
Weâd compiled a schedule with fixed dates when I would considerably lower my dosage. All in an effort to eventually get clean. And next week will probably be the worst so far since weâre limiting my dosage to only once a week. When the withdrawal will strike⦠I wouldnât want to be around myself.
âI told doc to be on standby and everyone is ready to help,â Carlos adds.
âIâll be a nightmare, wonât I?â I attempt a joke, though he doesnât laugh. But then, he never does. Heâs always a surly motherfucker, but heâs the only one I trust. Without Carlos, I donât think I would have managed to get to where I am. Heâd been the first person Iâd reached out to, and by some stroke of luckâor rather common enemyâweâd both struck a reluctant partnership that had turned into a full blown friendship.
Weâd quickly realized that we had more in common than weâd thought, including bone deep betrayals and family issues that would give any normal person the chills.
âWe have an emergency meeting,â he relays, his gaze distant.
âHow bad is it?â I ask, knowing he wouldnât have personally come to get me if it wasnât urgent.
âWorse than we thought,â he sighs. âWe need to regroup.â
I purse my lips at his pronouncement, quickly pulling a shirt over my head and following him to the conference room.
âGentlemen,â Carlos greets them as he takes his seat at the head of the table.
I pull a chair next to him, aware how I look dressed in shorts and a sweaty shirt. But the others donât seem to mind it too much. Not with how motley our entire crew is.
There are five people in the room, Carlos and me included. And itâs the only circle of people that both of us really trust.
To the right, Anita has her elbows on the table, an eyebrow raised as she regards Carlos expectantly. In her late twenties, she has a permanent scowl etched on her features, making her appear grumpy and unapproachable. Sheâs the most secretive of the bunch, and from what Iâd gathered, she is on the run from the Venezuelan government. Sheâs a dissident through and through, made even more valuable by her expertise in military grade weaponryâand the state secrets sheâd smuggled with her.
Sheâs definitely helped me get comfortable with all types of weapons.
For someone born and raised in the mob, youâd think I would already be a pro at it, but Iâd tried to avoid getting involved in the unsavory part of the business as much as I could. Too bad, though. The more you want something, the less you have a chance of getting it. And Iâd experienced that too many times.
Too. Damn. Many. Times.
My first wake-up call had been when Iâd found myself locked in a cell, with a needle stuck in my arm, miles away from home and about to be put on an auction block.
No matter how much you want to stay neutral, in this life thereâs no such thing as standing on the sidelines. Youâre either in, or youâre outâin a body bag.
So Iâd taken my lessons in stride, and in two short years Iâd learned everything I should have learned in twentyâand more.
Anita had been a patient teacher as sheâd dealt with my dimmed focus after a drug withdrawal, or my erratic self during a drug session. Yet Iâd persevered, and in the short time weâd been acquainted sheâd managed to get me in top shape with all types of weaponry.
Next to her, leaning back in his chair and with a straw in his mouth is PanchoâPanchito. Two years younger than me, heâs a computer whizz on the run from a Colombian cartel. His prowess with coding and creating all types of software had ensured his reputation soared across the Americas, and with it, his name has drawn the attention of various bounty hunters. After all, he hacked into government files and is in possession of the names of a lot of corrupt officials.
On the other side of the table is Thomasâour resident MMA fighter. A thirty something year old wall of muscle, heâd been involved in illegal fighting since he was a lad, first in South London and then across the pond, becoming a celebrated fighter in Bostonâwhere heâd also met Carlos. For all his success, though, heâd angered some pretty important people when heâd refused to lose an important fight to appease a VIP guest. His family had been killed in retaliation, and heâd subsequently become a wanted man.
at this table is a fugitiveâan outlawâone way or another. What we all have in common is the bounties on our headsâa combined twenty million between the five of us.
But we also have a common goalârevenge. And together, weâd decided to help each other pay back those whoâd hurt and betrayed us in spades.
âIs this meeting necessary? I was trying to fall asleep.â Panchito sighs, massaging his temples. His eyes are completely bloodshot, and I have no doubt itâs been a few days since heâs last slept.
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!â She whips a small container, throwing it towards him. âDrink this after the meeting and youâll hit the pillow like a newborn,â she winks at him.
He turns the container around, looking at it skeptically.
âItâs just valerian, you dolt.â She shakes her head at his suspicious gaze. âIâm not going to drug you and molest you in your sleep,â she rolls her eyes dramatically.
âAs if I need to be asleep for you to do that,â he grumbles, but I note the hint of a smile on his features.
âMe?â she cries out in outrage. âMe?â
âI think he refers to your birthday when you got a too handsy,â I joke, immediately regretting my words when she turns her gaze towards me.
âI did no such thing.â
âYou did too,â Panchito purses his lips in amusement. âYou pinched my ass and told everyone, and I quote,â he pauses, coughing to adjust his voice to sound like Anita. â
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âYou little shit,â Anita jumps out of her seat, intent on tackling Panchito. Seeing the imminent danger, he ducks under the table.
Panchito might be a computer genius, but heâs not a fighter. And Anita could very well end him if she wanted to.
I keep my chuckle to myself, though, not wanting to wake the raging beast any more than it already is. Their bickering is well known, and though they look like they canât stand each other ninety-nine percent of the time, they would still have each otherâs backs in a life and death situation.
But thatâs the beauty of this teamâof , as Panchito had baptized it. For all our differences, there are far more things that bring us together than keep us apart. After all, weâve all risen from the ashes to reclaim our positions.
âCan we focus on the meeting?â Thomas intervenes, placing his massive arms on the table with a thud and looking between Panchito and Anita. âI thought we agreed that you two would stop squabbling like two teenagers.â
âTeenagers?â Both Panchito and Anita scoff at the same time before looking at each other and bursting into laughter.
âThomas is right. Cut it out you two,â Carlos finally intervenes, getting out of his chair and turning the projector on. âThereâs a reason I called you this early in the morning,â he continues as he pulls some images on the screen.
âPanchito managed to get us some pretty damn rare footage,â Carlos praises.
There are four pictures on the screen, all pixelated and blurry, suggesting theyâd been captured from a low quality security camera.
But as I focus on making out the people in the picture, some features immediately jump out at me.
âThatâsâ¦â I frown.
âOrtega,â Carlos points towards the older man in the picture. âAnd a newcomer.â He turns towards me, trying to gauge my expression.
âWhy? How?â The questions tumble out of my mouth as I find it hard to believe what Iâm seeing.
âI donât get it,â Thomas mentions, squinting at the screen.
âThat,â I point to the younger man in the picture, âis my brother.â
Everyone frowns in confusion.
âBut why would your brother be in contact with Ortega?â Anita asks.
âWhy indeed,â Carlos muses.
Ortega is one of Carlosâ biggest enemies. Once the leader of a small cartel, heâd joined forces with Carlosâ father, Arturo Jimenez, in order to build an impressive network running all along the East Coast.
Jimenez had been a force to be reckoned with within the underground world, and heâd managed to build a far-reaching empire by swallowing smaller cartels and giving them a new purposeâtotal domination. It had worked wonderfully until heâd dropped dead some years ago. Since then, his empire had crumbled and all the sharks had started feeding on the smaller fish.
Ortega had been one such shark, quickly trying to gain the upper hand and keep as many people on his side as he could, in the process stealing what should have been Carlosâ birthright.
But with everyone assuming Carlos had died, and with him mortally injured in that intermediary period, it had been easy for Ortega to take everything for himself.
Carlos had kept tabs on him for the last couple of years, tracking all his weaknesses in hope to intervene one day and get back what should have been his.
To see Ortega with my brother, though? Thatâs one hell of a shock.
âWhen was this taken?â
âTwo days ago in Philly. At the port.â
âThe port?â My eyebrows shoot up.
Carlos gives me an understanding nod.
âWhatâs with the port?â The others ask.
âAfter he took the Guerra leadership, Michele got the family involved in some shady stuff,â I explain. âHuman trafficking and illegal organ harvesting.â
Iâd gotten a snapshot of what had gone down courtesy of some of my contacts in New York. There had been a big bust involving a lot of the crime families in the area, which had resulted in the end of the human trafficking ring.
âSo you think he might be expanding this? With Ortega?â
âIt would make sense why they would meet in Philly,â I grunt. âFrom what I managed to uncover, Micheleâs side of the business was based exclusively in New York. He was involved with another Ukrainian guy, Meester. But he died a while back and the entire operation was squashed. It might have been too suspicious to have the meeting in NYC,â I add thoughtfully.
âDid we have anything on Ortega and human trafficking?â Thomas frowns. âI thought he took over the drug part of Jimenezâs business.â
âHe did.â Carlos replies. âBut I donât know if it was enough for him,â he sighs as he pulls a map of the East Coast on the screen. All the routes are marked, and every territory is color coded to show who owns what.
âThere are too many players in New York for Ortega to manage He may have taken over the people who stayed behind after Jimenez died, but he would have still had to fight the other established players for supremacy,â I say, leaning back in my seat and perusing the colored spots.
âThe Italians have a monopoly over the city, while the Russians control the areas around,â I start. âAnd with how things have shifted lately, they are all connected to one another. Agosti has claim on human trafficking, and the Russians from Brighton Beach control the drugs that come and go from the city. Lastra and Marchesi are tightly connected with both, so that leaves only two outsiders.â
âDeVille and Guerra,â Carlos adds as he pulls info on the two families on the screen.
âExactly. And DeVille isnât known for openness. Although their business is thriving and they own most of the casinos in the area, they arenât known to interact with . Now, Guerraâ¦â My hands clench into fists. âMy brother took power rather suddenly and Iâm not sure what people think of it. Heâs unstable. Erratic. Everything a leader be. But heâs also the only remaining member of the main family.â
âExcept you.â Thomas raises an eyebrow.
âExcept me,â I nod bitterly. âAnd that would also make him the perfect candidate for someone looking to expand into the city.â
âRafâs right. The only way for Ortega to become relevant in NYC would be to get a strong ally. Someone who already has an so to speak.â
âAnd Michele is probably looking for outside backing, since no doubt everyone else has turned their backs to him.â
âYour brotherâs a hottie,â Anita whistles when his picture shows on the screen next to Ortegaâs.
With his dark hair, pale skin and eerily light eyes, heâs always been considered quite the catch.
âHeâs also most likely a sociopath,â I add drily.
âOf course,â she shakes her head. âWhy are the crazy ones always the hottest?â she sighs, and I catch an odd look on Panchitoâs face.
âOur return to the city might just need to be hastened.â Carlos interrupts with a stern look. âWe need to figure out what Michele and Ortega plan, and make sure it doesnât come to fruition. Because if they do join forcesâ¦â
âItâs going to be that much harder for us to break them apart,â I continue.
âReally?â Panchito drawls, looking between Carlos and me. âHave you two forgotten that here has a bounty on their head? How do you think weâre going to get into NYC undetected and stay there?
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âI have an idea. Which is why I called you here.â Carlosâ eyes find mine as he holds my gaze. âWe might need to find an of our own.â
âNo,â I put a hand up, groaning. I can already tell what heâs thinking and a million reasons go through my head as to why it would be a bad idea. âDeVille would never agree to partner with me. Iâm still a Guerra, remember?â
Theoretically it would be the best course of action, because if thereâs someone who hates Michele as much as I do, then itâs DeVille. But thereâs also the small detail that DeVille hates Guerra out thereâme included.
Our familiesâ enmity is legendary, and everyone knows weâve never, and likely will mix. For generations, both families have engaged in a war of attrition meant to weaken the other and their last stunt had ended with the ruination of my sister, Gianna.
I still remember that day, and more than twelve years have passed. DeVille had sent one of their men to infiltrate our family, posing as Giannaâs bodyguard with the sole purpose of seducing her and broadcasting her shame to the world. And it had been very public, and very shameful, as heâd posted a video of them fucking for the entire world to see.
Since then, theyâd been rather quiet, but still exercising a financial embargo over our family in certain business sectors.
âThe enemy of my enemy is my friend,â Carlos smirks. âI think itâs worth a shot. With DeVilleâs protection we might be able to move undetected in the city while we gather more info and plan our next move.â
âUnless they kill me first,â I grumble.
âYou can give them what theyâve always wanted,â Carlos says, moving back to the table and taking a seat. âComplete annihilation of the Guerra family.â
I narrow my eyes at him.
âItâs worth a try,â I eventually shrug.
The idea of finally paying Michele back for all my suffering sounds madly appealing. And with DeVille by my side I know his downfall would be infinitely sweeter.
A cruel smile pulls at my lips as I think about Michele and his eventual fall from grace.
And then weâll see whoâs the last one standing.
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