Chapter 17

Just before you read this chapter please note that this chapter sucks, cuz I ran out of ideas, and this chapter is quite short but I just wanted to update. So please no hate!

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Recap:

Hopefully third times a charm.....

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I took a deep breath and started reading in my head.

'Where I do I begin. I guess from the start. I know it doesn't seem that way but I never meant to hurt you, I never meant for things to go the way they did.

I only wanted someone who understood the lack of... Everything... Inside me. Someone who was broken, someone I could relate to.

I feel so bad right now, cause I tore your world apart, and now all I can think about is how I broke your heart. I messed up big time.

I know it sounds weird that someone like me would write something like this, but over the 2 years without you, I feel empty. I know I have hurt you in every way possible . I guess I never realised how big of a role you had in my life until you left. Come back, I swear I'll right the wrong.

~Damion

At first I was confused, but then I read it over and over again. Understanding it more each time. When I read it for the last time a flood of emotions ran through me. Anger. Happiness. Sadness. Confusion.

Now that I've moved on from him, he wants me back? I'm sorry Damion but you're really late. I don't want anything to do with you not now, not ever. But yet a little part of me wants you, more than Ethan. Because at the moment I think Ethan is hiding something, and even though you hurt me in million different ways, I could always understand you. I don't know why you did the things you did, you were a real mysterious guy but even though I didn't know the real reason, you were like an open book to me. I know there was always something bothering you, and since you didn't want anyone else to know, you put the bad boy mask on.

One question still remains will this note effect mission 'make Damion regret rejecting me' or not? Agggh Seriously Damion you had to give it to me 4 nights before the competition. What am I supposed to do now? I personally do want to go back to Damion but then Ashley wants to stay with Ethan. Either way it will not work. Either way I will lose one of them.

"Oh my god, Lexi, are you alright? You look like you've been crying " I heard Renee say as she put her arm around me and gave me a side ward hug. I lifted my finger and wiped the little tear that was rolling down my cheek, I hadn't realized that I was crying until now. I turned to face Renee, I nodded my head and said

"No, I'm fine"

"Are you sure?" Renee replied, I nodded my head again. "Then what's in the note?" She signalled to the note in my hands with her eyes. I cleared the freshly made tears and handled her the note.

She took it and I could see her eyes scan the note, her expressions changing with every line.

"Is it that Damion guy?" She asked once she had finished reading and handed me back the note.

"Yeah. Now he's made me confused about who I want. I mean half of me wants to be with Damion yet the other half wants to be with Ethan. Tell me what to do?"

"Well I'm sorry I can't do anything about it. It's your choice who you choose and who you are willing to spend and share the throne for the rest of your life with. If you're going to take my advice, I think you should give Damion another shot, I mean just look at this sweet note he has written." she said, which got me thinking, she's right I can't just pick Ethan just because Damion rejected me. But does Damion deserve my forgiveness? Does he really want me back or is it some sort of cover for something? If I pick Damion what will happen to Ethan or vise versa?

I let out a big huff of air and said "Fine, I'm willing to give him another shot. But none of this will effect what I have in store at the competition. Hopefully."

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