Chapter 57: Birdwatching
âBirdwatching?â Serena asked when Carson showed up at her door on her day off. âYea, it is a fun
activity,â he said. âWe can go outside, the kids will love it.â Serena looked over her shoulder at where
the kids were playing on the floor. Sheâd wanted to spend the day with just them, but now Carson had
shown up for a day together.
âHave you ever been?â he asked. âNot in any official capacity,â she admitted. âI guarantee fun,â Carson
said. âKids, do you want to go birdwatching?â Serena asked, turning to talk to Olivia and Oliver.
âWith Logan?â Olivia asked, jumping up. Serena stepped aside so they could see it was Carson at the
door. âLogan is busy today,â she said. âYou remember my friend Carson? He wants us all to spend the
day together. Doesnât that sound like fun?â âOkay,â Olivia said, less enthusiastically. Oliver remained
quiet, but they both pulled their shoes on. Serena turned back to Carson. âLogan promised heâd come
see them after we got all moved back in,â she explained. âHe hasnât had the time yet though, being
Alpha and all.â âI see,â Carson said with a nod. âWell, I will make sure we all have fun, anyway.â âLet me
get my shoes and a sweater,â Serena said. She grabbed what she needed and found Carson on the
porch with the kids. He was showing them how to use a pair of binoculars. âDo I need any special bird
watching equipment?â she asked. Carson shook his head. âNah,â he said. âIâve got two pairs of
binoculars, and I know all the best places to see birds.â
âAlright,â Serena said. She took the kids hands in hers. âLead the way.â
Carson headed off the porch and turned to the left, bringing them in the direction of the tree line. The
intermittent forest spread throughout the pack territory was a great place to see wildlife.
âIâll climb to the very top of a tree so I can see the whole forest,â Olivia was saying, chattering to
Oliver. âYou canât climb that high!â Oliver argued. âMommy, can Olivia climb that high?â âNeither of you
are going to be climbing trees. We are going out to see birds,â Serena said.
*Birds are in trees,â Olivia pointed out. Serena chuckled. âShe has a point,â Carson said. âDonât
encourage her,â Serena teased. âIâll be the one chasing her up trees.
âOver here,â Carson said, waving them over. He crouched down low next to a bush and put his finger to
his lips.
âOkay, you two, keep quiet,â Serena muttered to the kids in a whisper. Oliver nodded. Olivia made a
face, but she didnât argue. Serena crouched down with the kids and Carson handed her a pair of
binoculars. âThere is a woodpecker over there,â Carson said, motioning in the direction he saw the bird.
Serena looked in her binoculars first. She saw the woodpecker standing on the tree trunk with a grub in
its beak. âDo you want to see?â Serena whispered to Olivia. She nodded, and Serena picked her up,
holding the binoculars so her daughter could see. âHow about you, Oliver?â Carson asked. He opened
his arms, but Oliver took a step back
âIâll wait for Mommy,â he said. Serena set Olivia down and then picked Oliver up so he could see.
âOliverâs a little shy,â she whispered, leaning closer to Carson. She didnât want him to feel bad, but he
shrugged like it wasnât a big deal. Serena was happy he wasnât taking it personally Kids were always
saying and doing things that could offend adults, but it was nice to see at least one who wouldnât be
offended by her kids. When the woodpecker flew away, Carson led them off in another direction. âCan
we do something else, Mommy?â Olivia asked.
âYea this isnât as fun as being with Logan,â Oliver added. Serena could have slapped her forehead with
her palm, if she hadnât been holding her kidsâ hands.
âThis is fun,â she said, âbeing out in nature.â
Carson looked back at the kids and smiled.
âBuowalching isnât your thing, huh?â he asked. Olivia shrugged.
âYouâre not very fun to be around,â she said. Again, Serena felt embarrassed
âCarson Iâm sorry,â she said quickly âThey obviously havenât learned how to be polite.â Carson chuckled
and shook his head.
âDonât worry about it, he said
âObric you need to apologize to Carsonâ Serena told her daughter. âHot stie snapped, I want to see
Uncle Logan. He is more fun!â Serena gave Carson an apologetic look
âMaybe we should call it a dayâ she said
âGood idea,â he said. If she didnât do anything, Olivia would throw a full-on tantrum. As they headed
back to the house, Serena let the twins run ahead a little and play. Carson came up beside her. âIâm so
sorry,â she said to him. âI was having a good time.â Carson grinned. âI guess theyâre a little too young to
appreciate a stand-still activity,â he said. Serena smiled and nodded. âIt would seem so,â she said.
âMaybe a hike with snacks at the end next time.â âThat sounds like a good idea,â Carson said. They
walked in silence for a ways. Serena enjoyed being near Carson. Every now and then, his shoulder
would brush against her arm, and it would always startle her. It wasnât an uncomfortable feeling though,
and she found herself smiling and blushing a little bit every time it happened. Olivia and Oliver let
themselves into the house. Serena rarely locked the door. The pack was such a stable, friendly
community there wasnât a lot of crime. It was easier to have the kids be able to get in when Dana
brought them back from daycare. Serena paused on her porch with Carson. She didnât want to invite
him in because she wanted to have a chat with the kids about politeness. Carson didnât make a move
to leave, though.
âThanks for getting us out of the house,â she said. âIâm sorry it didnât go the way you wanted it to.â
Carson shrugged. âDonât worry about it, I have a good time any time I see you or the kids,â he said. âI
appreciate that,â Serena said. She bit her lower lip, smiling at him and flirting a little. Carson grinned.
âSo, Iâll see you again sometime, then?â he asked. âYea, we can plan something that the kids will like,â
she said. âI can help with that.â
âGreat, Iâm looking forward to it,â Carson said. He nodded and then left the porch. Serena sighed,
heading inside where the twins were playing on the floor with their toys again. âThe two of you were
very rude today,â she said, letting the door close behind her. âCarson wanted to spend the day with us.â
âHeâs no fun,â Olivia said. âWe want to see Logan!â Serena rolled her eyes. âI know that, sweeties,â she
said, taking a seat on the couch so she could be close to them, âBut Carson is mommyâs friend, and
you two hurt his feelings. I know neither of you like it when your friends hurt your feelings.â âNo,â the
both grumbled.
âSo, next time Carson invites us out to do something fun, I want the two of you to be on your best
behavior, okay?â Serena asked. The kids nodded in a non-committal way. Birdwatching Serena
sighed, letting them go back to playing together. She was embarrassed that they had been so blunt
about not wanting to spend time with Carson. She was starting to like Carson, which was complicated
in itself.
The fact that her kids wanted to spend time with Logan more made her want to tell them he was their
father. Now that he had confessed to not being ready to be a parent, Serena found herself in yet
another hard spot. With the kids busy playing, Serena leaned back on the couch and lost herself in
thought. Carson was nice. He liked the kids, he wanted to get to know them and her. He was solid, and
strong. Serena wasnât sure she could ever have anything more with Carson because of her connection
to Logan. Whether Logan and Carson knew it or not, Serena knew the truth, and she wouldnât feel right
being the woman between them in any capacity. She didnât think it was fair to pursue a relationship with
anyone until Logan knew the truth. Telling him the truth was made more complicated by both Holly
being pregnant, and the fact that he didnât want to be a parent. Serena sighed. She hadnât ever planned
on seeing the father of her kids again. It would have been easy to go on with her life, settle down with
someone, possibly even her mate if she ever met him. Now, she was in a dangerous position and
someone was going to get hurt. She didnât want it to be her kids! But how long was she willing to put
her whole life on hold for someone who didnât want to be a parent?
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