Chapter 212
The doctorâs words hit Anastasia like a ton of bricks.
She had had a child before. She thought back on the years that passed. Every time she fell ill and was hospitalized, whether it was just a cold or something more serious, Salma or Monica would always be there to keep her company.
She remembered during her last check-up, when the doctor asked if sheâd ever had a child, Monica had jumped in to answer. And now, it was as if everything fell into place. Anastasia suddenly understood what important piece of her life she had forgotten
Turned out, she had forgotten she had a daughter.
Grief washed over Anastasia, and tears suddenly spilled down her cheeks, startling the doctor.
âWhatâs wrong? Is there something bothering you? Do you really want a child? Although your uterus is in an unusual position, and pregnancy might be difficult, modern medicine has made great strides. We canât say for certain that you canât have children.â
The doctorâs words stung like a slap in the face. âSo, youâre saying itâd be hard for me to get pregnant again?â she asked.
The doctor hesitated a bit before saying, âAccording to your check-up results, your uterus isnât positioned like most womenâs. It was indeed a miracle that you were able to conceive last time. Plus, your back injury should be quite severe. I would advise against trying to get pregnant again, as it could be dangerous.â
Aside from reproductive issues, Anastasia was actually quite healthy. But wanting a child could indeed present some difficulties.
Anastasia couldnât remember how she had managed to leave the hospital, with the doctorâs words still echoing in her ears. She had had a feeling that seeking the truth would be a brutal and difficult process. Even though she had braced herself for it, when the truth finally came, she was still unable to bear it.
Anastasia collapsed onto a bench, watching the bustling crowd around her. Her hand clutched the hospitalâs check-up results, as she silently shed tears.
She didnât know how to break it to Herman; she couldnât even remember who the father of her child was, and she had no idea what to do
next.
Herman had always wanted children, but it seemed like she might not be able to conceive again. She had no idea what she had done wrong to deserve such punishment.
When Herman called, it took her a while to pick up. âHello, Iâm on my wayâ¦â Anastasia tried to keep her voice steady, hiding her
_emotions.
After hanging up, Anastasia broke down again, letting out a good cry, before pulling herself together and heading home to pack up Salmaâs clothes. She threw the hospitalâs check-up results in the trash, trying her best not to let Ḥerman see her internal turmoil.
As Anastasia went to pack up Salmaâs clothes, Monica à rrived at the hospital to take care of Salma. Looking at Monica and Salma, Anastasia thought about the years of deceit, and the daughter she had never met, who was sent away by Salma.
She wanted to ask, where did Salma send her daughter? Why would Salma do such a thing? Why would she keep it a secret from her?. But she couldnât ask, at least not now.
âAnastasia, whatâs wrong?â Herman noticed Anastasiaâs distraction and asked with concern, âAre you tired? If you need a break, I can hire a caregiver for Salma.â
Salma also noticed Anastasiaâs pale face. âAnastasia, you just left the hospital. You canât overwork yourself. You should go home and
rest.â
Normally, Anastasia would insist on staying to take care of Salma, but right now, her mind was a mess and her emotions were unstable. Afraid she wouldnât be able to control her emotions, she agreed, âAlright, Mom, you rest well, Iâll head home.â
Anastasiaâs quick agreement surprised Salma, but considering Anastasia had just had major surgery and looked pale, she didnât think much of it.
Salma smiled at Herman. âHerman, take Anastasia home and let her rest.â
Monica added, âYou guys go ahead. Iâll stay with Salma.â
Herman took Anastasiaâs hand, only to find it was cold.
âOkay, weâll head home now.â Herman arranged for a caregiver, then took Anastasia home.
Back at home, Anastasia seemed out of sorts. She went straight to the bedroom, diving under the covers and wrapping herself up tightly.
Herman, naturally, could tell Anastasia was upset. He sat on the edge of the bed, gently asking, âIs there something bothering you? Tell me, maybe I can help share the load.