Translator: Soafp
It was a very rainy day. I usually eat lunch with Dojima in the courtyard, but today weâre having lunch in the classroom.
The two of us were talking about novels and the upcoming test. We were having a peaceful time.
Suddenly, something happened.
Saejima, the mischievous boy in the class, stood next to Dojima and poured the juice he was holding over Dojimaâs head.
âOh, sorry about that, your hair was a little shaggy, Iâll fix it.â
As he said this, Saejima capped the plastic bottle and roughly crushed Dojimaâs head with one hand.
I had to speak up immediately.
âWait, what are you doing!!â
The class was filled with giggles. I could tell by their expressions that they were all laughing.
I recognized them by their expressions. They all thought this was a joke. Theyâre just having fun using Dojima to see my reaction.
Some students have a suppressed smile, some have a high-pitched laugh, some look a little disgusted, and some make fun of us while pricking their fingers.
My heart was rapidly squeezing out of me. Scary. I was filled with such emotions.
âHaa, Itâs just a bunch of loners being loud to each other.â
âYes, itâs not good to ignore them. You have to tease them properly. Weâre in the same class.â
âUwa, he really poured juice on him. Oi, you should do the same.â
âYou know, Dojima scares people because you never know what heâs thinking.â
âThatâs why weâre messing with him.â
The voices of my classmates passed through my ears. Itâs my fault. Because of me, Dojima will be bullied too.
This is no joke to those who are being bullied.
This time, itâs not just about being ignored. Heâs going to be used as a toy like this.
When I thought about it, my legs began to tremble. But â¦â¦.
But, but, Dojimaâ
I took out a handkerchief from my pocket with trembling hands.
Then, I gently wipe Dojimaâs wet head.
Itâs juice, so itâs sticky. I have to wash his head to get it clean. I donât know what to do about this situation. Even Dojima is scaredââ.
âI-Itâs okay, Dojima. Oh, the school uniform will get dirty.â
Dojima touched my hand as I wiped it. I donât know why it felt so warm.
I donât know what it is, but despite this situation, Dojimaâs eyes look really beautiful.
âHizaki, your beautiful handkerchief is going to get dirty. Iâve got a big towel in case something like this happens. Look.â
Dojima took out a towel from his bag and started to wipe his hair.
âBy the way, Hizaki, is this because my hair is shaggy and he wanted to clean it out of kindness?ãI see, I need a haircut for this.â
âDo-Dojima, you know, this â¦â¦.â
Dojima is the same as always. When I saw Dojima, my fear eased.
âOi oi. Iâm talking to you, you know?ãTurn around. You, are you right in your head?â
Saejima-kun is flirtatious and is in the boxing club, so he scares me. But it doesnât matter. Because Dojima isâ¦
âStop it!ãAre you crazy!?ãStop pouring juice on Dojima out of nowhere. â¦â¦ Dojima is a quiet boy, stop it.â
âWhat?ãWhat, are you guys dating?ãThen Iâll put it on you too.â
As I froze in the corner of the classroom, my former group of girls looked at me with cold eyes.
What did I do so wrong?ãI was just writing a â¦â¦ novel. â¦â¦
When Saejima-kun moved to open the lid of the plastic bottle, there was some wind noise.
I felt Dojimaâs body move. It was a moment too long to tell what had happened.
The plastic bottle was gone in Saejima-kunâs hand.
Instead, there was a plastic bottle in Dojimaâs hand.
âEh?ãW-what?â
âHizakiâs hairstyle is nice â¦â¦. Thereâs no need to fix it. In fact, your hair is rather messy, isnât it?ãOkay, Iâll play with your hair.â
Dojima spoke while brushing his hair.
The quality of Dojimaâs voice at that moment was different from usual. His voice was different from usual, and the atmosphere he wore was heavy.
His tone was inorganic and calm at all times, but his words were just a little harsher.
When Dojimaâs true face was clearly seen, the atmosphere of the class changed. It was because Dojimaâs mood had changed completely.
âHaa?ãYouâre going to fight me, â¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦ Right, this happened to me when I was in elementary school. Itâs been a long time since I remembered â¦â¦. Iâd turned off my emotions and forgotten all about it. I canât shake it no matter how Iâm treated. But if you put your hands on my precious friendââ
There was a loud popping sound.
It was the sound of the plastic bottle in Dojimaâs hand exploding.
The classmates didnât know what had happened and a small scream was born.
Saejima was so startled by the bursting sound that he slumped down in front of Dojima and fell on his butt on the floor.
ââ¦â¦I-I donât get it. Wait, w-what are you doing? Haa?ãCan a plastic bottle break â¦â¦â
âAh, Iâm sorry. I spilled your juice all over it. I donât have any right now, so Iâll pay for it next time. Iâll take care of the cleanup.â
Dojima takes a glance at Saejima. He feels uncommonly intimidating â¦â¦. That alone made Saejima shiver. He hugged himself, trying to push down the fear.
Dojima let out a single sigh and looked at me with a slightly troubled face.
âHi-Hizaki, Iâm sorry. I hope you didnât feel bad when you see me.ãI thought I turned off my emotions because I didnât want to scare you. â¦â¦ Should I not get involved with Hizaki anymore?â
Dojima looks as if heâs a child.
Objectively speaking, Dojima is sick. But to me, Dojima seemed like a pure and wonderful person.
âIdiot!ãWhat are you talking about?ãWeâ re going to study at Saigeria today, arenât we? â¦â¦ Iâm friends with you and â¦â¦. Thatâ s why Iâm going to â¦â¦ wipe the wet spot off so you donât catch a cold.â
ââ¦â¦ Y-yeah. I see, friendsâ¦â¦. Hahaha, haha, me and Hizaki are friends. Okay, do your best to wipe me down. Wait, doesnât Hizaki have juice aswell?ãMy towelâ-.
The air in the class was heavy. But I donât care about that.
Dojima and I are different in this class.
Thatâs fine. Because Iâm not alone. I have friend â¦â¦ who is important to me.
Dojima got a haircut.
He held a cutout of a Korean idol in his hand and cut his hair at my favorite hair salon.
âItâs been a long time since Iâve had it this short. It makes my head feel so soft.â
âHaa?ãYou said you wanted it short!ãI mean, it looks good on you.â
âFumu, my vision is good, I can see Hizakiâs face clearly.â
The fact that we are hated in class has not changed.
But there was a slight change.
When we were eating together in the courtyard, or on the way home, a few students talked to us.
âU-uhm, I read your web novel and it was really interesting. Iâm looking forward to reading it in a bookâ¦â¦â
âWell, itâs hard for me to talk to you in the classroom, so I canât help you muchâ¦â¦, but Iâm looking forward to your novel.â
âD-D-Dojima-kun. What kind of martial arts did you practice?ãI can see your muscles even through your clothes. â¦â¦
âUwaa, Iâm really looking forward to your novel. The rest of the class is talking about it.â
âDojima â¦â¦, Iâm sorry for pouring juice on you the other day. Iâm really sorry. I was out of line. â¦â¦. Do me a favor. You can box, right?ãWill you spar with me for real?â
Not all of my classmates are jerks either. Maybe I am, but Iâm just too weak to go against the big flow. Iâm afraid of being hated myself. But these kids were brave enough to talk to us. They were brave enough to apologize.
[Puggy, how are you?ãThe recent developments are quite thrilling and interesting. Do ypur best to keep up.]
[Puggy!ãIâm looking forward to your next outing!ãIf thereâs anything you want to eat, go ahead!]
My brother and sister send me messages every day. Just looking at them gives me a warm feeling inside.
Today, Dojima is sitting next to me, munching on his lunch.
âMumu, do I have something on my face?ãRight, Chisa, would you like to eat this side dish?â
âBuu!?ãWhy are you calling me by my first name?â
âN-no, friends are supposed to call each other by their first names. â¦â¦ I read that in one of Chisaâs novels. â¦â¦â
âR-right. Well, then it canât be helped. Well, letâs see, youâre so precious. â¦â¦â
âMumu, for some reason, I feel a twinge of embarrassment. â¦â¦ Chisa.â
I was surprised to hear him call me by my first name, but come to think of it, my brother and sister also call each other by their first names, so itâs okay.
I felt like we were getting a little closer than usual.