[Nanako PoV]
Itâs been a while since Iâve been harassed.
I had been with Haruka for a while now, and everything had been fine.
So I was caught off guard. I was suddenly sprayed with water.
My shoes were thrown away.
Donât worry, I have an iron will. Besides, I have Haruka.
Thatâs why itâs okay to be harassed like this. Maybe theyâll get tired of it and it will end.
Haruka-chan, you were having a hard timeâ
Shinjo-kunâs friendship with Shinozuka-san gradually changed into a softer atmosphere.
Shinjo-kun, who hadnât even made eye contact with me before, called Haruka by her name.
At karaoke, he protected Haruka.
Haruka-chan didnât seem to know how to interact with Shinjo-kun because of her old guilt, the fact that she had said she wouldnât get involved, and the fact that it was a time when she was wracking her brains trying to figure out how to solve my misunderstanding.
Haruka-chan is stupid and rough and looks like she doesnât think about anything, but â¦â¦ sheâs really very kind and sensitive.
Thatâs why I want Haruka-chan to be the only one who gets along with Shinjo-kun.
I have Shinjo-kun in front of me.
Thereâs definitely something wrong with this brother and sister. â¦â¦ Why do you have to step into my heart so much?
Shinjo-kunâs single word almost broke me. ââ-Use this.â
He said that and tried to push the towel to me.
My iron will was about to break.
My mind raced back to the middle school days I spent with Shinjo-kun.
Ordinary daily conversation. A simple greeting. What a simple exchange â¦â¦.
âI was enjoying the time I spent with Shinjo-kun without calculating â¦â¦.
Shinjo-kun, with his cold eyes, gradually changed to a softer expression with a troubled look on his face.
I loved â¦â¦ watching it.
Why nowâ¦â¦?
No, I was aware of my own mind even then. But I was so vain at that time that I pretended not to see it.
I couldnât wipe off the cold uniform with my handkerchiefâ-
The sand in my shoes was disgustingâ-
I was embarrassed that Shinjo-kun could see me looking so dirtyâ
But more than that, more than anything, I canât forgive myself for breaking Shinjo-kunâs heart.
So my mouth was moving on its own.
ââââ
I donât know what Iâm saying, Iâm so incoherent.
I just thought that if I hated myself, everything would be fine.
Shinjo-kun just listened quietly with his towel in his hand.
Before I knew it, I was breathing on his shoulder.
Thatâs it. I wonât be a part of this anymore.
With that in mind, I turned my back on Shinjo-kun and was about to leave, butâ¦
But then Shinjo-kunâs voice pierced my heartâ-
ââ- Karaoke, Iâm glad you invited me. It doesnât matter now why you couldnât come. â¦â¦ Nanako-san is Harukaâs dearest friend. âPlease be good friends with Haruka.â
I felt a soft touch on my back. Shinjo-kun draped a towel over me.
It destroyed my iron will into pieces.
I couldnât see ahead â¦â¦ because I was hazy with tears.
âHigg, Higg â¦â¦, Ugh, Ugh, Ugh â¦â¦.â
Emotions stirred my mind. My heart, which was fortified with an iron will, is being destroyed.
Why am I being bullied?ãWhy couldnât I get along with Shinjo-kun?ãWhy are these siblings stepping into my heart so much?
Iâ, Iâ
I heard the sound of slapping footsteps along with a familiar voice.
âNanakoâ-!ãAah, mou, you idiot!!ãI told you not to wander around after school by yourself!? ãIâve got to wipe, Iâve got to wipe, Iâve got to wipe â¦â¦, ayayaya, Iâve got to take off my shoesâ¦â¦.â
Haruka flew over and scrubbed my body and hair with a towel.
It hurt, it was a little painful, but it felt good.
Itâs as if sheâs sweeping away the stagnation in my heart.
[Makoto PoV]
I donât know how I got into this situation.
I had thought that Nanako had betrayed me.
But after seeing Nanakoâs reaction, I began to think that this was not the case.
I met up with Anri and Haruka, and we were sitting on a bench in the courtyard, basking in the sun.
The summer-like sunlight was comfortable.
Nanakoâs wet uniform was beginning to dry.
Anri was combing Nanakoâs hair. Haruka was next to her, holding Nanakoâs hand for a long time as they continued their idle conversation.
âYouâve got beautiful hair. â¦â¦, it will look great when you do it properly.â
ââY-yeah, â¦â¦, thank you. Iâm so embarrassed when people look at me like that. â¦â¦â
What are you talking about, Nanako!ãYouâre actually super cute, you should be more confident!ãGo set your hair properly tomorrow!ââ
ââ¦â¦ Haruka-chan â¦â¦, I â¦â¦â
âHmm?ãThis is the perfect opportunity for you to tell Oniiâ¦..Ni-chan the truth!â
âB-but thatâs my subjective opinion, and it doesnât change the fact that â¦â¦ I hurt Shinjo-kun.â
Anri smiles at me. I felt as if she was telling me to listen to her.
I stood up from the bench and stretched.
Then I turned to face Nanako.
ââ- Tell me honestly. Whatever it is, Iâm okay with it now.â
ââ- I see, I understand the situation.â
When I said that simply, Nanako-san had a surprised look on her face.
âEhâ¦â¦, y-you really believe me â¦â¦ B-but, i-if I went to karaoke properly, â¦â¦, and if I didnât invite anyone I knew, â¦â¦.â
âYou got it wrong. Itâs all over now. â¦â¦ Nanako told me everything honestly. The past shouldnât matter now, but you faced it. Thatâs enough for me to believe you.â
Nanako told me all about her time in middle school.
How she had approached me out of calculation. Things I really wanted her to enjoy at karaoke.
The incident that happened to Nanako-san â¦â¦.
I had no idea that Nanako, who was so cheerful, was being bullied.
I didnât notice it at all.
For some reason, Nanako-san, who had cleared her tears, had a calm face.
Yes, she was a girl who smiled like this.
I had sealed the memory away and forgotten about it.
Anri beside me had a stern look on her face.
Maybe she was remembering her own middle school days.
Anri muttered in frustration.
ââ¦â¦ Itâs really not fair to those who flock together, isnât it? I canât stand it. What do you want to do, Makoto?â
Itâs very sensitive to get involved in a problem between girls.
If I say something to the girl whoâs bullying Nanako, itâll only make it worse.
Thatâs why.
ââ¦â¦ I canât do anything about it. âHowever.â
They all turn to look at me.
I just tell them how I feel.
âI just want to see Nanako-san as bright as she was in middle school.â
Nanako-sanâs face turns bright red.
Haruka grabbed Nanakoâs hand, looking somewhat happy.
I stood up from the bench and took Anriâs arm.
Anri stands up too. Itâs not my turn any more.
I looked at Haruka. Haruka didnât escape my gaze this time.
Strangers donât change the environment.
I am influenced by the people I love, and that changes me.
Haruka slaps herself in the face with a bang.
â¦â¦ N-no, thatâs going to hurt like hell.
âUUSHYAA!ãNanako, letâs get into it!ãWeâve got a ball game coming up soon, letâs play well and make friends with our classmates!ãLetâs start practicing right now!â
âEh W0wait I-I-I have a new otome game.âUwawaâ
Haruka pulled Nanakoâs hand and ran towards the gym.
Nanako was confused, but lightly bailed on us and left. Her face was somewhat refreshed.
We were a little stunned.
Anri and I naturally cuddled up together.
ââ¦â¦It will be fine, right?â
âYeah, Harukaâs an idiot.â
Itâs a little bit different than usual.
âYouâre a big idiot too, right, Makoto? You should take care of me, a yankee whoâs been twisted up like this. â¦â¦, ehehe.â
ââ¦â¦ Now youâre talking.â
Anri is right, Iâm sure Nanako will be fine.
Letâs leave the rest to Haruka.
I felt as if something that had been holding me back had lightened.
We started to walk towards my grandfatherâs house.