Chapter 198

Sarah’s eyes were bloodshot and she looked at Judith in shock. She asked in disbelief, “You don’t even know the father of the child. How dare you give birth to him?” “How courageous she was when she made such a decision,” Sarah thought. Judith smiled bitterly and said, “Why not? At that time, I had a car accident, but they were still in my belly. “I thought that they must want to come to this world very much, so they were so strong. I never had the thought of abortion. The moment I accepted the reality, I decided to give birth to them. “No matter who their father is, I will raise them by myself. With this belief, I gave birth to my children.” Perhaps it was due to sympathy, and this was the first time Judith told a stranger her story. In the face of Adam and Alissa, Judith had hidden some things from them because she didn’t want them to worry about her too much.

But when she decided to say it out, she found that it was not that difficult.

She thought, “We have to face reality. Only when something happens will one know who will make things even better, who will help him in a dilemma, and who will make things worse. The answers will be clear at that moment.”

“What about now? Have you found the child’s father?” Sarah was shocked by Judith’s experience. Judith shook her head slowly, “Why should I look for him? In other words, I don’t know who he is at all, and I have no way to find him. “One night, I went to your barbecue with my friends. I saw what happened to you and heard people call you Sarah. I remembered it.” Judith avoided the important thing and did not want to talk about the past anymore. She seemed to have forgotten that Frank was sitting outside. She thought, “Sarah will definitely doubt that I saved her for no reason. I had better tell her the whole thing.”

“So that’s the case.” Sarah forced a smile. “Even a stranger, who had not talked to me, saved me at all costs. But the man I love does not even dare to see me once. This is really a great irony.” Sarah could not stop her tears. Tonight, she had intended to see Jason for the last time, but he had not appeared. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to come, but that he didn’t dare to come. This was what made her despair the most.

The child did not have a father. Sarah was afraid that if she gave birth to the child, others would scold him. That would be a great pain for her child.

In a fit of anger, she wanted to commit suicide with the child.

She glanced at Judith. Judith was still in a sorry state as before, but she always had steel-like strength.

Sarah looked at Judith’s clear eyes that seemed to be able to see through people’s hearts. Unknowingly, courage gradually arose from the depths of her heart. She thought about it and said, “My mother is a family wrecker, so I have had no father since I was born. I was often called a.bastard child. I don’t want my child to bear the same pain. “Although my mother married into the Farrell family later and my foster father treated me very well, I can’t forget what happened to me. It was like a shadow that has long been in the depths of my heart.” Judith heard that and thought, “It turned out to be like this. No wonder she had the thought of suicide. Those days were really hard.” Frank was outside and heard their conversation clearly. Frank was in disbelief. “After that, she even had a car accident. How much had she suffered all these years?”