Chapter 22 - Inseparable souls
I was hungry. I was tired. I was frustrated, annoyed with everything around me.
I was killed, and now I'm something different. Something only he and his cousin that knows.
Will I ever be the same person I once was? Will I ever stay like I am If I don't continue eating off Vampires?
Thereâs something telling me that THEY know exactly what I'm about. But THEY won't budge to tell me and I seriously don't know why though, I mean, it won't hurt to teach me all I need to know If my life is now totally different to anyone else's!
Who knows what could happen if I had to go against the so-called-rules of being a Flesher. I could seriously and honestly die -- or be really dead, like not on this planet anymore -- all because Chad or Clayton, but mostly Chad -- since him being my maker and all -- are not telling me any of these so-called-Flesher-rules!
Huff.
They frustrate me -- mostly Chad -- because everyday I want to be able to do things that won't cause me to seriously die. If they could just tell me everything I need to know, then I wouldn't be honestly (Oh god I can't believe I'm admitting this) be honestly so scared of things.
Being a cold unbeaten heartless Flesher, I grew an ego that nothing can scare me, but some things actually do!
But that's just my personal issues that I'm going through at the moment, not thing really big to stress about compared to my new ghost friend.
I was pretty shocked when I found Kieran dead after I had kissed him -- or so it seemed -- and then even more shocked when he followed me to Clayton's farm. But not only was he now my ghost friend that won't leave me the hell alone, but also he's going to be my new bunk roommate at the warehouse.
I was honestly not looking forward to that day when Chad or possible Clayton finds out about my new ghost friend Kieran. The questions that ran through my head as Kieran and I were still walking to the warehouse were;Â will Chad or Clayton be able to see Kieran? Will they tell him to leave and never come back? Will Chad be seriously mad at me if he found out that I had killed innocent human Kieran, an hour after Chad had last seen Kieran?
What was I going to do? I stressed, pulling some of my red hair in frustration, glancing at happy-faced Kieran beside me.
He caught me staring at him and smiled a really happy toothy-smile, looking like a cashmere-cat.
How could he be so happy and so ... so ... jolly to be dead now? I mean, okay yeah now that I'm dead I still don't feel sad about my death, more like I would seriously recommend to the depressed people in this world to become a Flesher, like me, but then this whole world will be riddled with Fleshers, Vampires, Ghost friends and possible something else that I haven't come across yet.
Not that I would want to come across another super natural being. Nope, I think I'll pass, I've seen quite a fair amount of weirdo un-human things and I don't want to come across another thing just yet!
Maybe a clone. Yeah, maybe someone that could turn into the same person as me. Now that, I wouldn't mind at all. Then there would be two of me to gang up on Chad. Hehe, he would sooo be off my case then that he would be begging me on his hands and knees for my forgiveness. That I wouldn't give to him anytime soon. Nope. I'll let him suffer a few years and then maybbbbe I'll reconsider ending the cold shoulder and becoming friends with him, maybe even best friends, who knows?
"What you smiling about?" I heard a sing-song voice next to me, then remembering it was only Kierran.
I groaned inward.
"Nothing that would concern you Kierran" I said with a tired expression on my face. "So... since we are going to be both living in the same house, with each other, we got to lay down some rules, okay?" I waited for him to nod before continuing. "Okay, so firstly since, well you know, since I'm a girl and all there will be no . . . spying on me when I lose about 70% of my clothes in the house, preferably I'm speaking about the bathroom," I pointed out the obvious, seeing him roll his eyes.
"I'm not like that, don't worry" He reassured me with a smile.
I just nodded, carrying on, "Now rule number 2. Since know one exactly knows that you, well, that your now a walking-talking ghost, you will hide at all costs when or if I have . . . visitors over" The last part, flashes of Chad or Clayton came to mind.
I gulped, hard.
"Got it! No showing my face to your visitors, okay the next rule?" Kierran asked.
Oh god, I thought, I'm so screwed if I get caught!
***
The warehouse finally came into view and that's when I started taking full alert for vampires. I really don't want Kierran to find out just yet about Chad and Clayton being newly vampires just yet or about me being a flesher that works under the vampires. He will have a heart-attack! Okay, metaphorically speaking, he can't have heart-attacks, but he could just . . . I don't know, run away or something?!
Whooow, since when have I started worrying about if Kierran ran away or not?! For all I care, if Kierran did run away then hallelujah for me!
"Okay, I want you to keep quiet now and stay strictly behind me at all times. Got it?" I made sure to sound the most serious that I could muster, trying to make Kierran intimidated for me and not screw around.
"Why are you whispering?" He whispered back.
I hit him across the head but he easily dodged my attack. "Hah! I just remembered, you can't hit me, you'll just go right through me" He smirked.
I wanted to hit him again, but he was right. If I hit him, my hand will go straight through him due to the fact that his a ghost.
"Whatever, did you hear me though or do I have to repeat myself?" I snapped angrily.
He shrugged. "I heard you. But quick question. Why are you so paranoid that someone is going to see me? Wait . . . Youâre not, embarrassed to be seen with me . . . are you?" He asked, sad emotion dripping off each word.
I groaned, this time out loud. "No you stupid-head! I just don't want anyone seeing you with me . . . Incase tomorrow everyone finds out that you died. And that would kinda look suspicious to that person that saw me with you, so enough chit-chat letâs go!" I whispered back with annoyance.
I crept slowly forward and looked at the dark warehouse. Neither movement nor sound was present. The house looked quiet. Too quiet for my liking.
Was I scared?
*Snort* No!
With Kierran right on my trail, I went into ninja-spy mode and crept alongside the bushes, in the black shadows, hiding myself from the bright moon above.
My eyes constantly on things that looked like figures, though was just blacked objects once my eyes readjusted.
I climbed the staircase up the front porch went suddenly the door bangs open, revealing the inside of the living rooms light shine into my eyes, as well as a figure in the door frame, with hands on its hips.
Busted.
"Where the hell have you been?!" I heard the figure shout out angrily, only known as the person to do so was Chad.
I quickly stood up straight, to hide Kierran as much as possible.
"Oh! Hey there Chad!" I said, sounding a little, over the edge, squeaky. Chad stepped forward, his face finally appearing and boy did he looked pissed off.
"I asked you, where were you? And why the hell did you show up at 2 in the morning?" He angrily repeated, with a killer look in his green-blue eyes.
"Wow, its 2 in the morning? That late? Hah . . ." I laughed awkwardly, trying to at least lighten the mood, even though I knew there was no way in hell that sentence would even lift the anger out of Chad anytime soon. He gave me a bored, angry, get on with the explaining I don't have all day, look. So I made up the first thing I could think of. "Hmm, wouldn't you really like to know what I did today with Kierran, wouldn't you?" I teased, knowing I'm playing with fire at this moment, but anyways, what's there to lose here. Plus its fun messing with Chad, I guess. "But it's late, I would like to go to bed now and NOT discuss the 'Kiss and tell' to someone especially you" I shrugged, waiting for Chad to get going so that I could --
Oh shit, he's reading my mind now, isn't he? I thought.
He lifted his eyebrow. "Why do you want me to 'get going' so eagerly? Hmm?" He moved forward, stepping closely towards me. I panicked because of what's behind me. "What's the reason ey, Sasha?" We were now toe to toe.
"N-nothing," I tried sounding confident, well at least I hoped. "Like I said, I'm really tired, had a long day so can I please go to bed now?" I asked with real annoyance.
He narrowed he's eyes at me, testing me, as if to try and see through my eyes that I was clearly lying my head off.
But nonetheless, he stepped aside and ushered me to go inside. I hesitated but did not show it. I have him a pointed stare and to my relief all he did was roll his eyes, saying "We'll discuss this" and then he zoomed off, back to his own house.
I smiled then, with happiness and turned around to find Kierran not there.
I stressed.
"Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god! Where the hell is this boy" I ranted, pulling at the hairs on my head, not feeling anything though, and pacing up and down the porch. "Kierran! Kierran where did you go?" I whisper-yelled into the silent night, looking around cautiously for any ghost, that I just happened to lose.
Silence.
More silence.
More and more silence.
And then suddenly I heard rustling, and then I see Chad again walking up the stairs to the porch, seeing me and giving me a confused look.
"Why are you still standing outside here?" He questioned with confusion and a little amusement gleaming in his eyes.
My mouth was open and I just stood there staring at Chad like a retard camel. My question I asked myself was, why did Chad come back again?
"Fine, don't answer me then," he snapped, turning to walk inside the house. "Weirdo" He muttered but I heard him. Yup, loud and clear.
"Hey!" I complained, now moving from my spot and following him inside the house that was still pretty messy, but I called it my new home. "I'm sorry but if you got something to say, say it to my face!" I snapped at him now, angrily crossing my arms over my chest.
He turned around and gave me a look that got me more irritated.
Shrugging he said, "I don't know what youâre talking about, Sasha" He said innocently. But then he coughed and muttered "Weirdo."
I narrowed my eyes at him, but then my eyes caught sight of what he wore. "Hmm funny, real funny Chad, the guy that wears kitten pajamas" I smirked at his face when he scowled at me. I laughed then, holding my stomach as I continued to laugh hysterically, pointing to his pajamas.
Chad had now changed from his black jeans, white wife-beater top, to blue pajamas with cute little kittens on them.
One word, adorable!
âHa-ha, whatever.â He said before quickly turning around and storming off to the couch, making sure to stomp his feet extra hard to show me that heâs really not happy with me for making fun of his pajamas.
I couldnât help it! His face was priceless as well as his pajama pants were just so-not-Chad style, that to me, it was like seeing Harry Potter wearing daisies in his hair while singing along to Mary Poppins.
âWhat? Is someone shy?â I teased, moving around the couch and plunking myself down on my separate couch next to Chadâs. âDo I sense a blush?â I teased further, enjoying every moment of teasing the life out of Chad.
âPffft, No!â He defended, a little too quickly.
He just made me smirk even more. âOh yes your definitely blushing, I can see it!â I laughed, though I was lying because he wasnât even facing my way, but preoccupied with fluffing up his pillow that he sleeps on. I was about to say some more teasing lines, but suddenly Kierran popped up from the window, looking in the living area at me.
I made a squeaky sound in my throat and jumped from my spot on the couch. Though to my relief, Chad had not yet sensed that Kierran was standing outside the window or that I got a fright from him appearing so sudden. I had almost forgotten about Kierran, due to being distracted by Chad.
I looked from Kierran, to Chad, and then back to Kierran, mouthing for him to âDisappear!â But that just got Kierran to mouth back, âWhat?â
âI said dis-a-ppear!â I mouth silently back to him, but again he didnât understand what I was saying. Come on, it wasnât that hard to read my lips, especially while the room had such a dim, bad light anyways.
âJust go!â I snapped, realizing I said that out loud, and really loudly enough to get Chadâs attention and for him to give me a confused look.
âYou want me to go?â Chad asked, sitting up now.
My eyes were still wide, but managed to choke out a, âOh sorry, I didnât mean to say that to you, I meant to say that to . . . um, an irritating mosquito thatâs bugging meâ I lied, asking coolly as I did and lightly looking at the window to see Kierran still there. He was strangely giving Chad a look that I couldnât understand as I had to look back at Chad again.
Unfortunately Chad followed my gaze, so before he could look to the window, where Kierran was still standing (Groan), I used my super speed, swiftly got up and jumped on top of Chad.
I donât know what made me want to jump on top of him, because there were other ways to distract Chad, but you see, I panicked and that was what jumped into my head at that moment.
Chad was stunned that he just laid there, looking up at me with a shocked expression. I wouldnât blame him. I was pretty shocked so myself.
This was the first time I actually jumped a guy. I wouldnât say this was my first time sitting on a guys lap â not implying that Iâm a slut or something â just that I had sat on Romanâs lap before. This was just different to me, I guess, like when I had sat on Romanâs lap I felt fine and normal. But sitting on Chadâs lap was a new feeling. A feeling that was unfamiliar to me. An unfamiliar feeling that got me strangely hot. That got me strangely cold. That got me strangely going crazy inside. A feeling that would be more intense than any other. A feeling of lust. Powerful lust.
I wanted him.
No I didnât!
Oh yes I did!
Wait, think before you do, Sasha! Fuck thinking!
But I didnât want to do something I might regret.
Oh fuck that regret feeling!
My lust will have its pleasure and must have it now!
I actually heard myself start to purr, which was weird, a vibrating feeling coming from in-between my legs. It was needing something. I needed to get this feeling over with because it was driving me crazy and frustrated.
The look in Chadâs eyes were mirroring mine. The look of wanting. The look of needing and pleasing.
But in a mere second, I was flipped over, lying underneath Chad and staring up into his eyes, like a hungry puppy asking for attention.
He was breathing heavily onto my face. I would have been breathing heavily myself if I was still human.
We stared each other in the eyes, not breaking contact, also hearing an angry grunt from somewhere but not paying the slight bit of attention to it but just taking in each otherâs features.
The crazy feeling going more crazy inside me, and all I wanted was to have him now.
Just kiss me! I pleaded, knowing Chad to be reading my mind.
Picture of Kierran on the side :) I edited it
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