Lance leaned against his car, a cigarette dangling from his lips, watching passersby on the street.
The middle-class neighborhood had strict entry rules, and the security guard eyed Lance suspiciously. He didnât have any psychic powers to detect criminal intentâhe just instinctively distrusted non-residents, especially those as good-looking as Lance.
Lately, Lanceâs ventures had started gaining traction, and heâd gotten to know more about Patriciaâs father, Mr. William Lawrence.
Mr. Lawrence was a municipal civil servant working under the mayor, holding a position that was neither particularly high nor low. He was a member of the Federation Party, one of the Federationâs three major political factions alongside the Liberty Party and the Socialist Party.
Originally, there had only been two dominant partiesâthe Liberty Party and the Federation Party. The Liberty Party advocated for the freedoms of the middle and lower classes until a significant split occurred years ago, giving rise to the Socialist Party.
Socialists believed that excessive individual freedoms could bring disaster to society and the nation. They championed industrial and economic development, a stance fundamentally at odds with the Liberty Partyâs emphasis on liberalism, which Socialists derided as âreckless freedom.â
The core ideological conflict was the priority of individual versus national interests, and the two camps couldnât reconcile. The Socialist Party, heavily backed by capitalists, grew rapidly, often taking the reins of government and dominating Congress.
In this political climate, Mr. Lawrenceâs Federation Party had little leverage to help his career. Thus, at forty years old, he remained stuck in a middling municipal position.
In an era where ideals bowed to capital, idealism alone had little meaning.
A pair of young women walking by waved at Lance. He returned their wave with a smile.
Summerâs breeze carried an inexplicable charm, stirring emotions in the air. It wasnât about wanting to do anything in particularâsometimes just feeling the wind was enough to be content.
âLance!â
Patricia emerged from the community gates, her vibrant presence like a fairy stepping out of a painting.
Lance tossed his cigarette aside and stepped forward, pulling her into a hug. âYou look stunning.â
Being complimented by someone you like is always heartwarming, and Patricia beamed. âI thought so too!â
She naturally took his arm. âThereâs something I need to tell you.â
Lance opened the car door for her. âWhat is it?â
Patricia hesitated, a bit flustered. âWilliam and the others want to invite you over for dinner tonight. Theyâve prepared a meal for you.â
Getting into the driverâs seat, Lance started the car. âThatâs good news.â
âYou donât feel awkward about it?â she asked.
Shaking his head, Lance replied, âIf meeting the people closest to you is awkward, then you should question whether I truly love you or if I just want to sleep with you.
âThis is something I need to do. Either I convince them, or they convince me!â
âIâll be a warrior!â he added with a sunny smile that made Patriciaâs heart melt.
That afternoon, the two went to see a movie. Cinema was one of the few cheap and widely accessible forms of entertainment in this era.
They chose a more upscale theater, where tickets cost 25 cents. Such venues were cleaner and smelled better than the 10- or 15-cent establishments, where one could never be sure what the previous occupant of their seat had done. ÈÃâá»à¸¿ÃÅ
At the 25-cent theater, staff ensured the seats were clean, and the patrons tended to behave better.
The film, Love in a Chaotic Time, was a war romance. People of the era seemed to believe that hardships and tragedy made love more profound.
Patricia was deeply engrossed in the story, while Lance appeared distracted.
Despite her focus, Patriciaâs face grew redder as the film progressed.
The climax featured the female lead, after years of waiting, finally receiving the male leadâs ashes. Cradling her growing belly, she wore a determined smile as she faced a new life.
The crowdâs response started with a smattering of light applauseâtentative and subdued, like a frail old man unbuckling his belt in the restroom.
Soon, however, the applause swelled into a thunderous ovation. The audience was moved by the heroineâs steadfast love, loyalty to her family, and enduring hope.
Patricia clapped enthusiastically, while Lance joined in with less fervor.
âYouâre crying,â Lance noted.
âIt was so touching!â Patricia said, squeezing his hand. âDonât you think the heroine was amazing?â
Lance shook his head. âActually, she should have been a little more selfish. If she had been, her husband might not have died, and their child would still have a father.
âPatricia, from an artistic perspective, the film beautifully ties war, love, death, and new life into a poetic cycle.
âBut as an ordinary man, if we were married and war broke out, Iâd take you far away.
âI couldnât choose between loyalty to my country and loyalty to you. But if I had to, Iâd choose you.â
Already emotional, Patricia couldnât hold back any longer. She kissed Lance passionately.
After a long kiss, she pulled back, shy and flustered.
Patricia had been raised in a strict church-run girlsâ school, where the nuns were notorious for their harsh discipline. Public corporal punishment was a common tool used to break both the body and spirit of rebellious students.
Such schools had seen their fair share of student suicides, though the church and government often suppressed such news.
Patricia, a model student, had never dared step out of line.
Sensing her shyness, Lance gently took her hand and led her out of the theater. By now, the sky had darkened, and the heat of the sun had faded.
The couple sampled some street food, which Patricia ate with great enjoyment despite its mediocre taste. âI rarely eat street food. My dad says itâs unhygienic.â
Lance didnât argue. âHeâs not wrong.â
Patricia froze mid-bite and looked at him. Lance wiped a bit of grease from her face.
âBut if you avoid everything unhealthy, youâll miss out on experiences. When youâre old, youâll regret it.
âA small compromise in health for a lot of joyâthatâs a trade worth making.â
âYouâre right, Lance!â
The two tried various street foods until Patricia was full.
By the time they returned to Patriciaâs home, she looked at Lance nervously. âTheyâll know weâve already eaten.â
âThen tell them the truth,â Lance said.
While it should have been Lance feeling nervous, Patricia was the one unsettled. She appreciated that Lance respected her as a person, not just as an object or a body.
As they pulled into the Lawrence familyâs gated community, the security guard recognized Patricia.
âMiss Patricia, whoâs this handsome gentleman?â
âMy boyfriend. Please open the gate.â
The guard nodded and sighed as the car drove through. Such moments were a universal melancholy for all security guards.
When they reached the Lawrence home, Patricia asked, âAre you nervous?â
âNot as long as Mr. Lawrence doesnât hate brandy,â Lance replied, holding up a bottle.
Patricia, drawing a deep breath, took his arm and knocked on the door.
Inside, the Lawrences had been watching through the window. Mrs. Lawrence found Lance quite likable, though Mr. Lawrence remained reserved.
Mrs. Lawrence opened the door, her appearance polished in a pale pink dress and a pearl necklace. Her radiant smile was naturalâor at least, not from wax.
âWelcome, Lance,â she said, taking the brandy and passing it to her husband. âThank you for the thoughtful gift.â
Mr. Lawrence glanced at the brandy, then at his daughter, recognizing her influence in the choice. It was his favorite, and he quietly appreciated Lanceâs generosity.
âThis is an expensive gift. Perfect for tonight,â he said, handing the bottle back to his wife. âOpen it up.â
He then led Lance to the living room. âWhat can I get youâtea, coffee, juice?â
âWater.â
Mr. Lawrence raised an eyebrow before chuckling. âNot nervous, are you?â
From their spot nearby, Mrs. Lawrence and Patricia were eavesdropping, eager to see how Lance handled Mr. Lawrenceâs subtle yet calculated first âattack.â