Itâs the early morning after the day I met Klanven and was appointed as his helper.
I get into the first carriage in the morning, heading to the royal palace where I part for a while with that man as Iâm guided by a woman, said to be the head maidservant, to the room where Iâll spend my daily life for approximately a month from now on. We walk for a short time in the Red Rose Court where royalty live, a place that I normally could never have stepped foot into. Left and right are ordinary doors; caught in the middle of them, a door which is much more gorgeous than the others comes into sight.
The maidservant stops in front of one of the ordinary doors, unlocking it.
ãItâs here. All the preparations are in place.ã
ãThank you.ã
ãHis Highness Klanven, who you will be looking after, will stay in the room beside yours. When His Highness calls you, the bell provided in your room will ring, so please be aware.ã
ãYes. I understand.ã
When I reply, the head maidservant bows once before leaving. Watching her go, I enter the room Iâve been given. With simple furniture arranged inside, it really is a room for servants.
âI feel much more calm in this room than in a room thatâs too extravagant.â Thinking that, I walk to the window, forcefully opening the curtains. Surprised by the force, the birds outside fly away, chirping sweetly.
ãâ¦..The weatherâs so nice.ã
The sun shines tenderly, and the sky is filled with blue that spreads everywhere high up. But in contrast to the weather, my mental state is cloudy and dull. I manage to swallow down a sigh thatâs about to slip out. Then, leaving the window, I look down at the maidservant clothes provided for me, neatly folded on the bed.
Right after yesterday, my duties as Klanvenâs helper begin, even as Iâm unable to prepare my heart properly. How can I be optimistic and smile at this?
This is something I chose by myself. I donât have any right to complain after so long, that would be far too whimsical and selfish of me. But even so, I feel so depressed I canât bear it.
ãWill I be okay?ã
Iâm anxious in a lot of ways. But although itâs true that I was half-bullied into this, in the end I was the one who took on this duty. I canât keep saying âIâm anxious, Iâm anxious.â I have to switch these feelings and carry out my duties right away.
âCome on,â I motivate myself, taking off the dress Iâm wearing. Instead of that, I put on the maid clothes, a dress that just reaches my ankles in a subdued deep purple color. The size is perfect as if itâs been exactly measured. I put on the pure white apron, sitting down in front of the dresser furnished in the room. I undo my usual hairstyle, putting my hair completely in a bun, and then putting on a cap the same white as the apron â itâs complete.
ãItâs like this, isnât it.ã
I stand up, checking myself from top to bottom in the full-body mirror kept in the corner of the room. Yep, if you just consider my appearance, I look like nothing but a maidservant.
âIt suits me more than I thought it wouldâ¦â¦â Or, rather, does this actually suit me more than my usual dress? Itâs rather tricky, Iâm not sure if I should be delighted or upset.
I donât want to say this but this maidservant dress is, to put it simply, a âclassical maid outfitâ right from the start. Iâll repeat once more: Itâs a maid outfit. And on top of that, a classical maid outfit. I didnât think anything of it when I saw other people wearing it, but now that Iâm wearing it myself, I canât help but feel some extremely complicated feelings like âWhat the heck is this cosplay?â No doubt thatâs the ãpastã ãmeãâs feelings. I did say ãit suits meã by myself, but now that I think about it, thatâs more than just a little painful for me since Iâm a complete old lady mentally, no matter my physical ageâ¦â¦. No, I shouldnât say any more.
Right now, thereâs more important things.
ãâ¦â¦.What do I do about these?ã
I look down at both my hands and tilt my head, âhmm.â On my right hand is the magical jewel bracelet. On my left handâs ring finger is a very simple, thin silver ring with not a jewel or anything on it. Both of these were given to me by that man.
The bracelet is still fine. I can hide it under my sleeve; even if someone sees it, the blooming lotus flower in the magical jewel shows that this is an official item from the Black Lotus Court territory.
The problem is the ring. After the incident with the curse some months ago, he asked me ãIs there anything you want?ã so I requested matching rings for us. Recently, a sharp-sighted noble daughter friend of mine saw it; by the time I realized it, embarrassing rumors like ãIf a married couple or a pair of lovers wear matching rings on their left ring fingers, their love will last for eternityã had spread over the capital, and then the entire country. Judging from what Iâve heard, thanks to that the countryâs precious metals stores are all smiles, making easy money. It unexpectedly played a role in improving the countryâs economy, but for me, I just canât get rid of these embarrassing feelings.
Well, certainly that rumor is the equivalent of wedding rings in the ãpastã world, so itâs certainly not wrong but â itâs still embarrassing. Every time I look at my ring or at that manâs ring, these extremely embarrassing feelings attack me. But Iâd be lying if I said it didnât make me happy.
Staring fixedly down at the ring, âhmm,â I nod. At least this much ornaments should be allowed. It wonât turn into a problem since itâs just an ordinary silver ring that doesnât even have any sort of magic unlike the bracelet. I can just remove it if it gets pointed out. âBut Iâll keep it on until then.â Deciding that, I lightly slap my cheeks with my hands as I get all fired up.
Well now, these are all my preparations. Now all thatâs left is to wait for that man. Heâs probably been given the room on the opposite side of Klanvenâs, but he was taken away to another place when we arrived at the castle.
It seems heâs been taken to the Blue Iris Court, but I still feel like heâs late. Itâs really unthinkable that he, a man, would take more time to get dressed than me, a woman. Just what is going on?
Bored, I aimlessly wander around the room. As Iâm doing so, I find a lovely golden bell hung beside the shelves. So this is the bell the head maidservant was talking about. âI hope this doesnât ringâ¦â¦â I do pray for that, but itâs going to be a month at any rate so I canât even say that. Itâs no use even if I grumble and complain. Itâs my opinion that you have to carry out your duties once youâve taken them on.
Itâs just a month at most. I have to work hard so I can happily take my bookmark back.
Nodding at my reflection in the bell, I grab the doorknob. If that man doesnât come, then Iâll go meet him myself. There wonât be any problem if I go to meet him now since I heard Iâll be officially announced as Klanvenâs helper and introduce myself to him again, when Iâm together with that man.
Then I leave the room, starting to walk towards the Blue Iris Court where that man probably is. Leaving the Red Rose Court, I walk through the corridors connecting court to court. Perhaps itâs because itâs early in the morning, the castle is more deserted than usual, and there are barely any people walking. Itâs silent as if everyone is still asleep. âItâs nice to see the palace like this once in a while too.â As I think that, a shadow suddenly falls in front of me.
ãâ¦â¦Um?ã
Standing in front of me is an unfamiliar young man. Iâm not in my regular dress now, but in maidservant clothes. There shouldnât be any reason to stop me from walking like this. I blink in surprise, looking up at the man to see a broad smile on his above average face.
Well, ãabove averageã might be an impolite way to put it. But since Iâm used to people with unparalleled, outstanding beauty, with that man at the top of the list, my judgment is going to be harsh no matter what. So please forgive me.
ãDo you need something?ã
The young man deepens his smile at my question, peering into my face. His sense of personal space is rather small. Just what is going on? Iâd like to get to the actual problem here. Seemingly having no idea of my thoughts, he starts chattering away.
ãNo, I just thought I hadnât seen you before. Are you a newcomer?ã
ãYes. I was just assigned today.ã
ãOh, is that so? Just assigned today, you probably donât know left from right in this place, do you? Itâs still early, so why donât I show you around the palace?ã
ãHuh? No, thatâsâ¦â¦.ã
I canât hide my bewilderment at the unexpected words. Is this actually the so-called playboy? I feel like saying âNo way.â Itâd be best not to hang out with this old lady past her prime. Is this young man so used to playing around like this?
This might be the effect of the maidservant uniform. The incredible maid outfit â this isnât the time to be saying these things.
ãIâm very sorry. Iâm in a hurry.ã
ãWell, you donât have to say that, huh?ã
I bow and try to pass beside him, but his hand grabs my right wrist. Iâm dumbfounded at that overly-familiar gesture. Even if I try to pull my hand away, he doesnât let loosen his grip even slightly, still smiling.
Should I just stomp on his foot and escape? Itâs just then when it happens, as Iâm about to take my last resort. A white gloved hand grabs the wrist of the young man whoâs grabbed my hand.
Neither me nor the young man can hide our surprise at the new person that appeared out of nowhere. Mouth agape, I look there to see a person step in between me and the young man, clad in knight clothes with a magnificent sword hung by his waist. The knights of the Blue Iris Court are the only ones who can wear those clothes, a vivid blue as the base color.
Brilliant golden hair that reaches his back, tied up by his name, he has his back to me as he grabs the young guardâs hand.
ãW-what are you doinâ outta nowhereâ?!ã
He must have tightened his grip on the young manâs hand. The young man raises his voice in pain, letting go of my hand and shaking off the hand of the person that seems to be a knight. Then, the young guard glares at the knight. But thatâs just for a moment before his face instantly turns blue just like the knightâs clothes.
ãExcuse meâ!ã
Right as he hurriedly bows, he turns on his heel and flees. Itâs like his earlier pushiness was a lie. Unable to find the words to say, I and the knight watch him leave, before I unconsciously let out a sigh of relief.
Then, after a moment I calm my heart, calling out to the knight who still has his back towards me.
ãI donât know who you are but youâve saved me. Thank you very mâã
âMuch,â Iâm about to say, but I canât. Since I can now see the knightâs face as heâs finally turned around.
A white, androgynous beautiful face that you could never tire of no matter how many times you look at it, so beautiful that it could shame even night fairies. The hair color and length have changed, but those are definitely the same, unmistakable beautiful sunrise-colored eyes. Without realizing, I reach out my hand to the scar that runs under his left eye. Thereâs only one person I know who has that scar. This person, not avoiding my hand but receiving it like itâs only natural, is:
ãâ¦â¦Edi?ã
ãWhat?ã
The beautiful voice that answers me is definitely the voice that is familiar to me. Thereâs no doubt about it. This man was very much the same as my husband, even though his hair is now blonde and he is wearing a set or armor instead of elegant robes, so much different from what I am used to.
ãWhat happened to your hair?ã
I cannot help it but to be bewildered at the fact that he looks so much different from the way he usually did. The man looks at me and says âAhhâ as if realizing something.
ãAs you can see, I was assigned as the guard of His Majesty Klanven. And no matter what, we simply cannot have Agedilus Von Lancent escorting His Highness, so I allowed myself to borrow a few things to disguise myself.ã
ãHaa, is that right?ã
ãDo I look strange?ã
ãNo. I think it looks good on you.ã
That right, he looked surprisingly good. If anyone was to look at him right now, they would probably see one of the castleâs elite knights. And judging that I wasnât able to tell his identity at first glance, other people surely wouldnât be able to tell that this young man here was in reality the castleâs court magician, Agedilus Von Lancent.
ãWhy are you here? Are you waiting for someone in the Red Rose Court?ã
ãThatâs right, since I knew that youâd come here I thought I might wait for you and at least say hello.ã
Hearing my words, the man answers âI see.â But I could feel that there was something more to his response than usual. Does changing his hair color from black to blonde changed his personality this much? Since his aim was to pose as someone else entirely, I had to play along, but what should I say hereâ¦â¦â¦â¦
ãFilmina?ã
ãYes?ã
He suddenly talked to me while I was lost in thought. In the light of the morning, I could see that he was looking at me with his eyes filled with sadness. When I smiled back at him in my usual manner, he did not answer with a smile, but instead opened his mouth.
ãMy current name is Edilka Vince. I would like you to call me that even if we are alone for now.ã
ãAs you wish. So, âEdilka-samaâ, is that right?ã
When I answered, the man gets up and starts to move down the corridor. And since I was going to Klanvenâs chamber, I walked right beside him.
I only notice it now, but there are more people walking through the corridors than before. Maids, palace guards, knights, officers, doctors, wizards, but none of them was as bright and dazzling like Edilka-sama.
He was so handsome that peopleâs eyes were being attracted to him regardless of their age or sex. Womenâs gazes were particularly hot and bothered, so much in fact that even I could feel them burning me right next to him. But even so, the man just continued to walk forward, as if it wasnât bothering him in the slightest.
If that man was his usual self, Agedilus Von Lancent, he would often look at people staring at him with scorn, as if they did something they absolutely shouldnât have done. It may just be my own personal opinion, but I think that change right now really suited him.
Walking down the corridor with a man who was my husband but at the same time was not my husband, we soon arrive at the door leading to the Red Rose Court. Then the man procured a permit to enter out of his pocket to one of the guards, one that allowed him free enter and leave whenever he pleased. The door opened with ease and we were allowed inside.
ãYou know where His Majestyâs chambers are?ã
ãYes. You can leave it to me.ã
If I remember correctly, Klanvenâs chambers are the one right after the set of doors we were just passing by. We eventually arrive at our destination, after passing through corridors without getting lost and being stared at by other people.
ãItâs right here. By the way, my chamber is the one to the left of His Majestyâs chambers, right next to you, Edilka-sama.ã
ãI understand.ã
The man knocked on the door without any hesitation. P, please wait just a moment, my heart is not ready just yetâ¦â¦! But it was too late to think that. There was a voice coming from inside of the room, telling us to enter and the man walked right into the room.
ãOhh. Good morning to you, you two.ã
Klanven was resting his body on the sofa. He smiled at us when he saw us entering the room. His long platinum hair were scattered all over the sofa, creating an image that begged to be commented upon, but I absolutely couldnât do that.
Walking right after the man, I step into the room as well. Looking at Klanven right now, he looked like a completely different man from his yesterdayâs self. It was plain to see.
ãHuh? Your disguise is very well-made if I do say so myself.ã
When Klanven complimented that manâs disguise, he simply bowed his head slightly and thanked him for his kind words.
ãMy name is Edilka Vince. From this day forward, I shall serve as Your Majestyâs escort!ã
I also fold my hands in front of my apron, and bow my head down, doing my best to give Klanven the best formal greeting that I could do.
ãMy name is Filmina Von Lancent. Iâm looking forward to serving you, Your Highness.ã
ãYes, yes. I hope that both of you will treat me well.ã
Klanven just nodded his head and responded to our greetings. I was hoping that this polite greeting was just the beginning of a fruitful and friendly relationship.