I can do nothing but be silent. Unfortunately, it seems my prediction is spot on. So it really is that dangerous, huh? Those lips, gently smiling, are far too unfitting for the words they say. My smile mask stiffens.
Goodness gracious, this really is something I didnât want to know about at all. No, no, I want dangerous, inside stories like this to be far away from ordinary people like me, I donât want to know. No matter how you think about it, this isnât something I shouldâve heard.
I know realize the reason why that man and the princess tried to stop Klanven. Itâs a regret Iâll definitely regret later, but no matter how much my bookmark has been taken hostage, I almost feel tears well up at my own thoughtlessness.
ãThe reason Iâve come to the palace is also to protect myself from those people. Since you canât tell whoâs a friend and whoâs an enemy in a temple, can you now? By all rights, I should start preparations directly at the grand temple, but I couldnât take it anymore. Good grief, it really is a nuisance.ã
This is extremely rude, but Iâm the one who has to deal with this nuisance. Iâm sure the princess and that man also think the same. There are no smiles on those two as they drink their already cold tea, they had already ordered him to stop talking but he didnât. Very doll-like, they look rather scary.
ãWell now. Clementine, about the maidservant whoâd assist me in my daily life while Iâm in the castle.ã
ãAs you said ãdonât decide until the last moment,ã I still havenât selected one. After this, weâll gather the candidates along with the head maidservant and decide.ã
ãRight, thanks. My bad, might have to apologize to the head maidservant. Thereâs no need for that anymore.ã
ãâ¦â¦What do you mean?ã
The princessâs voice gets lower. Thereâs no way he couldnât realize that, but Klanven still doesnât mind, continuing his words.
ãWell, Iâm thinking Iâll request Filmina to assist me instead, you see.ã
ãExcuse me?!ã
As he suddenly selects me out of nowhere, Iâm almost about to drop the teapot Iâve been holding.
âWhat is the meaning of this?â I look at Klanven, and as I expected, of course heâs just gently smiling. I end up thinking âdoes he not have any other expressions?â
As Iâm looking confusedly at his smile, âclang!â the sound of cutlery colliding roughly resounds in the room. And that too, twice.
âWham!â My interrupted trains of thought finally reboot, looking there to see that man and the princess have both struck their teacups onto their saucers, glaring at Klanven with earth-shattering intensity.
ãWith all due respect, Uncle. I cannot accept that.ã
ãShe is my wife. My apologies, but I would like to turn that down.ã
Even though both of them have such beautiful voices, pleasing to the ear, both of their voices have suddenly turned low and deep. Even though Iâm used to that manâs displeased voice, itâs the kind of voice that makes me want to suddenly kneel and apologize before him without even knowing whatâs going on.
Despite that, Klanven tilts his head to the side, asking the two with a calm voice so contrary to theirs:
ãWhy not?ã
ãBecause no matter what, Filmina is not a maidservant, she is this Agedilus Von Lancentâs â the Lancent familyâs wife. She cannot be your maidservant.ã
That man nods agreeingly at the princessâs words. Thereâs no chance for me to interrupt them as theyâre unusually in mutual understanding. To think, the princess and this man working together as a team, what a dream team! It seems like they can make even the impossible happen. But despite that, Klanven objects, ãIs that so?ã with his head still tilted.
ãIt isnât really necessary for my helper to be a palace maidservant, is there? Whatâs important is whether I can trust her or not. And when it comes to that, isnât âAgedilus Von Lancentâs wifeâ someone I can trust the most? Since when I told Filmina about how I came to stay at the castle, she didnât even pry unnecessarily. Besides, if the wife of the hero of the world becomes my helper, just that alone gives me more prestige. Even among the people who are targeting me, a small amount of people might fear âthe head wizard of the royal palaceâ and not make a move.ã
ãâ¦â¦Do you mean to use my wife as a shield?ã
ãWell, you can interpret it like that.ã
Tension runs through the arbor as Klanven easily doesnât deny it. That man whoâs about to stand up at any moment and leave, the princess who furrows her beautiful eyebrows without hiding her displeasure, His Highness Klanven who looks at the two with a smile, and I, who canât do anything but stand shocked and look at the three of them. Itâs chaos. This atmosphere, as if it can suddenly explode with any excuse, makes me nervous. Klanvenâs amber eyes suddenly look at me.
ãFilmina, what about you?ã
ãHuh?ã
ãIâm asking what you want to do. Of course, if you donât want to, you can just refuse.ã
At those words, the princessâs amber eyes and that manâs sunrise-colored eyes instantly face me. I reflexively stiffen at those extremely sharp, powerful gazes. âNo no no, Iâm not the bad guy here. Thereâs no reason to glare at me like thisâ¦â¦â Even if I say that, these two wonât listen to me.
ãFilmina, please refuse.ã
ãFilmina, refuse.ã
â¦â¦They say almost the same thing to me. Iâve thought about this for a while now, but are these two actually close friends? If I ask them that, theyâll completely cut me off with ãGimme a break!ã but as far as I can see, from todayâs responses they look just like friends.
ãThereâs no reason why only you have to take on the role. You have no way of protecting yourself, let alone protecting His Highness. Just what are you thinking, jumping into a dangerous situation by yourself?ã
ãMy apologies, but Agedilus is right. I donât want to experience the fear of possibly losing an important friend of mine again.ã
For starters, I wish you two would please calm down a little. Their responses are just because theyâre thinking about me, but is it really alright to say these things when His Highness Klanven is right there in front of us? Heâs just smiling, but I donât know what heâs thinking underneath that smile.
However, these two are quite right. The only thing I can do to protect Klanven at the critical moment is, like I did a long time ago, use myself as a shield. I learnt basic housework and dressing myself from my wet nurse Suzette, so in that area I can do more than an amateur maidservant. But Iâm sure Iâm no match for an experienced one.
Itâs absolutely unthinkable that I can carry out the important role of being Klanvenâs helper. These two donât even have to tell me that, Iâll reject it. Thinking that, the moment I open my mouth, my eyes suddenly meet Klanvenâs. For some reason, I feel like Iâve lost my words. My voice wonât come out.
ãIâ¦â¦ã
Despite that, I somehow try to speak. Klanven crosses his arms on the table, looking back straight at me. For some reason, I strangely canât take my eyes off of his gentle smile.
ãThatâs right. Becoming my helper means the possibility of you being exposed to danger is very high. You canât accept that so easily.ã
ãUncle, thenâ¦â¦ã
ãClementine, calm down just a bit. Iâm talking to Filmina right now.ã
Then, for the first time he makes a bitter smile as he says that to the princess, before smiling at me.
ãFilmina, then why donât we do this? If you accept the role of my helper, Iâll grant your wish. As as long as Iâm capable of doing so, though.ã
ãâ¦â¦!ã
I donât know what I should reply with. As reluctant as I am, thatâs a proposal I havenât even asked for. Or, to be precise, perhaps I should say itâs a proposal I canât go against.
It almost slipped my mind, but Klanven has taken something hostage from me. My one and only daisy bookmark.
ãYour Highness, please stay within your limits even while messing around. Do you think my wife can be lured by such a childish promise? â¦â¦..Filmina?ã
That man calls my name dubiously. Not responding to that, I look at Klanvenâs amber eyes, shining golden.
ãââI would humbly like to accept the role of Your Highnessâs helper.ã