Ex-Husbands Regret Chapter 454-âDo you really have to go mom?â Lilly asks, her eyes shifting between me and the open suitcase on my bed.
I hated last last-minute rushes, but we have been so busy in the office these last couple of days, that every time I went home, all I could think about was sleeping. I was dead tired on my feet and I had no energy to do anything but eat and sleep.
âYes,â I tell her softly. âThis is an important deal and your father has to be there to seal it.â
âI still donât understand why I canât come with you? I want to see how daddy does it. How he closes a deal.â I fold the last piece of clothing, which is a blue silk blouse, before placing it inside with the rest of the clothes. Once that is done, I zip up my suitcase before dropping it on the floor.
âYou know you canât,â I answer her while sitting on the bed.
âWhy not?â
âBecause you are still a child. Thatâs why?â
âIâm not a child, Iâm almost ten.â
Rolling my eyes at the obvious lie, I pull her into my arms before kissing her soft cheeks.
âWe both know you are eight. Lilly. Nowhere near ten... And besides, children arenât allowed for such things. It would be really unprofessional if your dad decided to bring you with us. Plus, there is the matter of school. Weâve already talked about this.â
She pouts, but her brows pull together and she bites her lip. She does this when sheâs running things through her head and thinking.
âBut I want to visit Tokyo,â she whines.
I knew it. I just knew it. Lilly isnât the kind of child to throw a tantrum. She rarely does. The fact that she was lamenting about not being able to accompany us raised questions in my head. She wasnât a needy child, so I knew being gone for a couple of days wouldnât be a problem.
She surprised me when she began complaining the moment we told her that we would be traveling. For the past two days, she has pestered me, always asking why she canât come along.
âHow about this, when you are on school break, we can plan a family trip to Tokyo?â Gabrielâs voice sounds from behind.
We both turn to him. Lilly and I had been so lost in our conversation that none of us had heard him come in.
âReally?â Lilly asks, her voice brimming with glee.
âSure.â He replies, a huge smile aimed at her.
With a scream of happiness, Lilly rushes to Gabriel, almost falling in the process, and hugs him. Well, hugs his waist given how tall he is.
âThank you daddy!â her voice is a bit muffled by the cotton of his clothes, but I can still hear her words.
âAnything for you.â
Lilly lets go of her father and, with one last cry of happiness, she leaves the room. Probably to go and tell her nanny the good news.
âYou are spoiling her, Gabriel.â I say with a small smile.
He shrugs his shoulders as if itâs nothing. âAnd I donât plan on stopping it. Lilly, along with all the other kids you give me, will be spoiled.â
Stunned. Shocked. Surprised.
âDid you just-â I couldnât even finish the sentence.
Oh my god. He just insinuated that we were going to have more kids. That Iâll give him more kids. That this marriage isnât ending any time soon.
Was he delusional? But then, Iâve come to realize that Gabriel goes a little crazy when he wants something.
âYesâ he smirks. âNow, are you done packing?â
My mind is still fried, but I manage to nod my head.
Gabriel has managed to surprise me at every turn. The more days I spend as his wife, the more I see a different side to him. I always thought that he was a cold and selfish bastard. In my head, I thought he was the devil incarnate. Now, though, Iâve gotten to see a side of him that I never saw, and itâs clashing with what I always believed to be true.
Slowly by slowly, the surrounding walls have started tumbling down. Little by little he has started breaking through.
It scares me, because it hasnât even been that long since he walked back into my life. It soares mekbecause whaOf I fall again and he breaks me?
It scares me, because he has this power over me, and Iâm slowly finding it hard to resist him.
Would it make me weak if I just gave in?
I thought that I was over him. That Iâd gotten rid of him in my heart. Being m around him has taught me that ?
hadnât done!
he shit. All I did was to hide my feelings deep down. Someplace I didnât have to think about them or acknowledge them.