âHuff. Huff.â
âYouâve worked hard.â
As I returned to the green room, I patted Rihyukâs shoulder in encouragement, and he collapsed onto the sofa with a thud.
âI really burned myself out there⦠Huffâ¦â
It must have been tough performing a duet with senior Cha Woo-hyun, as our main vocalist gulped down water handed to him by Bijoo.
We nodded in agreement and said,
âYou definitely burned bright.â
âLike firewood.â
âYour vocal cords were blazing. You were trying so hard not to be outdone by senior Cha Woo-hyun.â
Rihyuk clicked his tongue and said,
âYou should try going up there. All of you. It felt like running a 100-meter dash with a cheetah.â
âI can imagine without trying.â
âEven after it ended, singing with you felt so comfortable,â he said calmly, nodding his head.
Imagining the solemn expression of the ballad singer made us burst into laughter. Then we comforted Rihyuk.
âYou did well. You were amazing.â
ââ¦Really? Youâre not just saying that?â
âJust like Woojoo hyung said. You were so good that we went âwowâ watching from the green room. The fans loved it too.â
âHmm.â
As the youngest member and I playfully teased him, Rihyukâs eyes brightened with pleasure.
Bijoo squinted at us from the side.
âBoth of you were on your phones.â
I coughed and flashed a thumbs-up to Rihyuk, whose cheeks were tinged with a slight blush.
Then we turned our attention to the TV in the green room.
The Jo Yuri Band and the main vocalist of the girl group NYX were in the middle of a rock-based performance.
-Wow!
The popular band received a great response, but the cheers intensified whenever Muri, NYXâs main vocalist, appeared on screen.
Jung-hyun commented while reaching into a giant bag of popcorn,
âNYX is getting a great reaction too.â
âOf course. They became a hot topic after performing well in the second season of âSong Masters.ââ
âOh, thatâs great.â
I remembered when they first debuted a year before us, how timid they were when they came to greet us.
Although we had never spoken, I felt a sense of kinship since we had seen each other around as trainees at TJ Entertainment.
âBut,â the youngest member said,
âThis year, there seem to be fewer stages for girl groups. Last year, there were so many.â
âIt seems to be that time.â
Every article I read as 2015 came to a close mentioned it was âthe year of the boy groups.â
The second-generation top girl group Daylight had virtually stopped activities.
Girls on Top, who debuted in 2011, were also gradually slowing down.
Except for Scarlet, most of the top girl groups were focusing on solo or acting careers.
Groups like Serenity, Blingk, and NYX, who debuted the same year as us, were on the rise, but they were still seen as emerging girl groups by fans and the public.
It was a kind of generational shift.
Agencies were fiercely competing to fill the vacancies.
This year, along with TNT and Teen Spirit, we had secured the largest share among boy groups, a different situation from the one that had settled last year.
âWow.â
We applauded for the Jo Yuri Band and Muri, enjoying the performances that followed.
âTied to this chain~ Tied⦠What? What? Those seniors are really tied up.â
âKoala Apocalypse. Apocalypse~â
âItâs Eucalyptus. Jung-hyun hyung.â
We laughed at the performance of the trio folk group âLee Jihon and the Underdogs,â famous for their silly songs.
For some reason, Lee Jihon, wearing a kangaroo hat, clapped his hands rhythmically, chanting, âEucalyptu~us~.â
Amid such unique performances, special stages were interspersed throughout.
Bijoo, munching on soufflé bread like a hamster, said,
âThis year, it seems to be trendy to modernize songs from the â70s and â80s.â
âRight. That seems to be the trend.â
âThatâs why there are so many special stages. Other idol seniors are also singing old songs.â
The reason we were so busy today was due to the retro trend that had hit this year.
âWho started this trendâ¦â
As we sighed, wondering if this was why we had so many stages,
Minki hyung, sipping canned coffee, looked at us with an incredulous expression.
âHey.â
âWhy?â I blinked in confusion.
âItâs because you guys started this trend,â they accused.
ââ¦What?â Our eyes widened before realization dawned on us, and the stylists began to giggle.
âAre you saying we shot ourselves in the foot again with this trend?â
âIt seems so.â
âNo wonder the seniors from TNT were giving that guy resentful looks earlier.â
So that was the reason. I had wondered why, after wishing them âGood luck with the special stage!â, they had looked back at us with such annoyance.
âWeâre the culprits thenâ¦â A proud smile spread across our faces as we realized we had not only shot ourselves in the foot but had also inadvertently stepped on othersâ.
While Han Taehyun was belting out trot songs on TV, Rihyuk fiddled with his tablet PC.
âIt seems the older generation likes it because of us.â
âReally?â
âYeah, our parents at home are enjoying it a lot. Not just Souffléâs fans, but fans of other groups too.â
ââ¦?â
December 30th.
Idol fans watching the PBS Song Festival at home were experiencing something unusual.
ââ¦?â
Usually, during the end-of-year season, a silent battle ensues over the TV remote control.
âOh, why watch something so boring?â Parents would typically switch the channel to fishing or dramas, but now they were engrossed in the stage performances.
âThe original is still unbeatable.â
âThat song is ancient. Do kids these days even know it?â
I had thought the performance, featuring old songs rearranged in a new style, was somewhat dull, but it had an unexpected benefit.
âWhatâs this?â
As I blinked at my parents, who were lost in a nostalgic trip, they remarked, âBack in the day, we wouldâve watched this kind of thing on TV all the time, but nowadays, itâs just not fun anymoreâ¦â
Sure enough, my dad stealthily reached for the remote and pressed the buttons.
âI should switch to DMB⦠Oh, itâs the volume.â
The volume increased by two levels.
Despite their grumbling about preferring the original song or disliking the arrangement, my family continued to watch the TV.
And thenâ¦
âWho is that? They sing well.â
For the fans of the idol group participating in the special stage, it was a subtle opportunity to get their name out there.
âA search shows theyâre Yeon-hoo from Teen Spirit. Seems like theyâre one of the idols known for singing well.â
âThey look so innocent and pure.â
âI searched the news, and it seems they had a brief stint as a child actor in a historical drama.â
âIs that so?â
As a sense of satisfaction washed over me, the second half of the PBS Song Festival introduced a new stage with a VCR.
âThatâs Newâ¦â
âNew Black.â
ââ¦â
The parents were already discussing among themselves.
âWhat happened with that? I heard there was some controversy about them being mistreated on the internet.â
âHave you ever seen the broadcasters apologize? Adults always seem to be causing trouble for the kids.â
âTsk, such terrible people.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
People were about to say, âThatâs New Black,â but they stopped and blinked, sensing that the parents knew more.
âMom and Dad seem to know them well.â
âKnow them? Not really.â
Mom shook her head and explained, âI just came across them while searching for recipes on MyTube.â
âMyTube?â
âItâs handy when trying to cook unfamiliar dishes. Thereâs this kid, Bijoo, whoâs really good at household chores and cooking.â
Pulling out a phone to search, I found a video titled âBijooâs Cooking Recipe â Hamburger Steak!â In it, renowned chef Park Jae-woo watched in admiration as Bijoo twirled in place, sprinkling salt.
ââ¦They both seem to really like it.â
Dad seemed to enjoy the playlist full of songs, while Mom watched with fondness.
As the five members sang âThousand Dreamsâ by Nostalgia and waved to the audienceâ¦
Posts started popping up on the internet, each household sharing their reactions.
âNewBlack has debuted, and my parents are loving it, LOL!â
âI think my parents know more about NewBlack than I do?? Do they have some kind of pheromone that appeals to the middle-aged?â
âIâm curious about the secret to their appeal to the middle-aged.â
âMy mom says: âItâs because the good-looking kids are cute.ââ
âMy mom mentioned their looks too.â
âIâm wondering, does NewBlack have an older fanbaseâ¦? I thought I might have been mistaken all this time.â
âI thought they were popular with the kids, but it seems to be a wide range.â
Then, fans of other idols began to comment.
âTo the charcoal-grilled aunties, Iâm sorry for being rude all this time.â
âAuntieâ¦â
âAt the fan meets, you all looked so young, I thought we were about the same age. My apologies.â
âDonât call me auntieã ã ã ã Weâre still young, baby.â
âWe know everythingâ¦â
âNo, thatâs not itã ã â
Amidst these unexpected misunderstandings, the Soufflés were quick to embrace it, saying, âYeah. Who says aunties canât be good fans?â
And among themâ¦
âWhoa. That stung for a moment.â
The Soufflés held their breath, remarking how sharp the young ones are these days.
The next day.
I heard that the music festival we appeared on, PBSâs âMusic Gala,â had achieved the highest viewership in the past six years.
âPBS Music Galaâs viewership hits a jackpot at 13.8%, up 4% from last year.â
âHighest viewership since â09, PBS Music Gala.â
âYear-end music festival report card: HBS cries, PBS laughs.â
The articles suggested that along with the success of the classic song group, the special stages featuring old songs had attracted a new audience to the traditionally idol-centric year-end music festivals.
âAnd this year, âNewBlackâ was voted number one idol in a public survey.â
âHehe.â
âHahaha!â
We all giggled with delight as Rihyuk read the article aloud.
âEven if itâs just lip service, it feels good.â
âRight?â
While we were thinking that our influence couldnât have been that significant, Minki spoke up.
âYou guys had quite an impact.â
âReally?â
âThe manager received a call from PBS today. Apparently, your appearance did affect the ratings.â
âIs that true?â
He nodded.
âThere was a slight increase when you guys were on, but after your stage ended, the ratings dropped significantly.â
âWhy?â
I wondered why, considering there were still performances by TNT and TeenSpirit to come.
âSome people must have thought your performance was the finale.â
I couldnât help but laugh at the unexpected response.
It seemed that viewers unfamiliar with TNT or TeenSpirit had turned off their TVs thinking, âThatâs NewBlack for you.â
âItâs kind of bittersweet.â
It felt like a funny mishap due to peopleâs lack of knowledge about modern idols.
We all nodded in agreement with the youngest memberâs words.
âAnyway, thanks to that, weâre getting treated well.â
âYeah. Remember how short our stage was at the TBC year-end festival in â14?â
âRight.â
Perhaps due to PBSâs ratings success, TBC had slightly altered the cue sheet order.
Originally, we were scheduled earlier, but now, our stage was set for midnight as the new year of 2016 began.
It seemed like our segment had been extended too.
Everything was great untilâ¦
âHere we are again.â
âIâve missed this. The red doors and the blue goblin statues.â
The familiar view of Sangam-dong TBC, where we had previously filmed an opening, appeared outside the car window.
The snowflakes were still fluttering outside.
On a day when you could taste the bitterness of Siberia with your whole bodyâ¦
âWeâre happy. We are happy.â
âThe outdoor stage isnât cold. Itâs not cold.â
Once again, we were chosen for the outdoor stage set up in front of the Sangam-dong TBC building.
The TBC year-end music festival was divided between the outdoor stage in Sangam-dong and an indoor stage in Ilsan.
Having succeeded this year, we were hoping to be called for the warm indoor stage.
âTa-da! Congratulations! Youâve been selected as the main performer for the outdoor stage!â
Thatâs how the message came through, with an air of excitement.
Since you canât cram all the major artists into one place, the outdoor stage needed its own highlight of the dayâand that was us.
As I lamented the snowfall outside, our phones kept lighting up with notifications.
Namoo: [LOL, this is epic!]
Namoo: [Ilsan is the jackpot]
Hanjo: [(Hanjo sent a gifticon)]
Hanjo: [Enjoy a cup of coffee, everyone]
Yugeon: [I can hear it⦠the sound of disassembly]
âAaargh!â
That was my reaction to the Street Boysâ teasing messages about winning the Ilsan office lottery.
While I was about to send an angry reply, another message popped up on my phone.
Han Taehyun: [LOL, I didnât expect to copy and send last yearâs message again]
Han Taehyun: [Youâre performing outdoors? LOL]
I softly hit the block button and changed my messenger status to âMention outdoors and get blocked.â
Eunsung, who asked, âIs outfield okay?â also got blocked.
Ignoring the people eager to tease from all sides, I looked outside.
âJunghyun, open the window, will you?â
âOkay.â
With a whooshing sound that seemed straight out of a snowy landscape movie, flurries whirled into the room.
âPffft!â
A young couple passing by laughed and waved at us, and Jiho responded with a bright smile.
âPost the story of spotting us!â
âSureee!â
After receiving their warm response, I closed the window.
Shivering, the managers asked us.
âAre you that cold? I didnât know you hated performing outdoors this much⦠Should we prepare a heater?â
âNo, itâs not that. Itâs because of the fans.â
âOh.â
âI was hoping to meet them somewhere warmer this year.â
That was a bit disappointing.
We arrived near the outdoor special stage and warmed up in the waiting room until the snow stopped.
âBrr, itâs cold.â
The chill seemed to seep into our bones.
Even when we stepped outside for rehearsal, our hands, faces, and ears felt like they were freezing through our padded jackets.
Shivering.
Before starting the camera rehearsal, we huddled around Junghyun like penguins.
âNew Black, letâs start the rehearsal.â
âReady!â
âJunghyun, try to breathe a little quieter for a moment.â
âGot it.â
Junghyun, who had been puffing out breaths like a fog machine, let out a small sigh, and we all laughed.
After a well-aligned rehearsal.
We waved to the fans who were watching and headed back to the waiting room.
From now until the midnight performance, we had some personal time, so we each opened our bags.
âLetâs warm up our hands.â
We rolled the warm hand warmers in our palms and pulled out a handful of prints.
The stories were from fans who had won the ticket lottery for the small theater tour we were planning after our comeback in January instead of appearing on music broadcasts.
Of course, the winners didnât know about the small theater tour yet, but I bet theyâd be thrilled to find out.
âWow, I didnât realize how far away Seoul was.â
âThatâs why weâre offering a âcome to youâ service this time.â
For instance, places like Jeonju or Gunsan in Jeollabuk-do.
We planned to visit various cities in each region and meet the Suples nearby.
Eating famous local foods during the day and meeting fans at nightâit was a perfect schedule.
Junghyun read a fanâs story.
âMeeting you guys changed my winter.â
âOh.â
âAfter eating Soufflé bread, I gained 3kg. Thanks to the new friends of fat on my belly, I think Iâll spend this winter warmly.â
ââ¦Thatâs our fault.â
Bijoo nodded in agreement.
As we prepared for the performance, we decided to select a few stories from the event to read aloud.
âItâs settled then. We should also meet and apologize to that person.â
While discussing this, my siblings and I began selecting stories to be featured in the upcoming event.
The end of 2015.
As the year drew to a close, our comeback was on the horizon.
11:55 PM.
Amidst the fervent anticipation of the New Year, we took to the stage.
âYes, finally 2016! The Year of the Monkey is just around the corner.â
âWeâve gathered many stars here tonight to join us for the New Yearâs bell-ringing ceremony at Imjingak!â
Behind the MCs, who were puffing out white breaths in the cold, the singers shivered.
âBrr, itâs cold.â
I envied the Scarlet members nearby, who were smiling warmly in their furry coats.
Earlier, Jiho had teased me, saying I looked like a character named Doflamingo, and I had playfully hit him for it. But he really did look the part.
In contrast, dressed in our formal suits, we could only shiver.
âShall we have a quick interview?â
Jun from Daydream, who had been interviewing girl groups, strode over to us and extended the microphone.
âWow!â
âYes. Wow!â
âNew Black!â
âYes. New Black!â
We greeted politely and responded with a âWow!â spreading laughter among us.
As the crowd at the outdoor venue cheered, we waved and made âVâ signs at the camera.
âYouâve been really busy this year. From variety shows to commercials, New Black has taken over!â
When asked about our thoughts on the year, I took the microphone.
âTruly, 2015 felt like a year where we received a lot of love. There were many unbelievable moments.â
âIndeed.â
âIt seems like it was a year filled with only happy moments for us.â
âIndeed.â
My younger siblings, sounding nasally, joined their hands like my followers and repeated âIndeed,â making the other singers around us laugh.
The youngest then burst in, shouting into the microphone.
âSoufflé!â
âWow!â
âBeing together this year couldnât have been better! Happy New Year!â
Following Jihoâs greeting, we all waved our hands together.
The youngest, who had been proudly repeating âcouldnât have been betterâ to get it right, now wore a satisfied smile.
After the interview with the singers born in the Year of the Monkey, 1992.
âYes! 59 minutes and 50 seconds! Letâs do a 10-second countdown!â
â10!â
Excitement for the New Year filled the faces of everyone present.
My heart raced.
â5!â
Together with my siblings, we joined in the countdown, and the broadcast showed the scene at Imjingak.
Bijoo whispered, âLetâs make a wish. A wish.â
â2!â
â1!â
Dong!
The deep sound of the bell began to resonate repeatedly.
As the pre-arranged fireworks burst into the sky with a bang, we linked arms and laughed together.
âFinally, the New Year 2016 has arrived!â
As the MC announced excitedly, Junhyeon mumbled a question.
âDid you make a wish?â
âNo.â
I hadnât made a wish this year.
âBecause all the wishes Iâve had so far have come true.â
âDonât lie. You missed the timing, didnât you?â
âYeahâ¦â
As the fireworks exploded in the night sky, my siblings burst into laughter at my wistful gaze.