My body shook as a fit of coughing took over.
âCough! Cough!â
âAre you okay?â
âIâm fiâcough!â
While mother searched for a napkin, Rihyuk and I couldnât stop coughing.
âBro, drink this, itâll help!â
âThatâs soda with alcohol, Jiho. Rihyuk shouldnâtâouch, he shouldnât drink that.â
âWhere should we go?â
A chaotic conversation buzzed in my ears, making no sense.
âIsnât it just a glass of water⦠hic!â
âHiccup!â
After the coughing fit subsided, Rihyuk and I were left with a duet of hiccups.
Like a round song, one hiccup led to another.
âDonât imitateâhiccup!â
âHiccup!â
I locked eyes with the chef bringing out the dishes, feeling utterly embarrassed.
Junghyun picked up his smartphone with a âhmmâ.
âI could make a beat out of this.â
ââ¦â
âOr maybe notâ¦â
As Rihyuk and I glared at him, he quickly put away his phone and focused on the food.
After waving off Bijooâs concern,
Mother and Yein burst into laughter at the sight of Rihyuk and me hiccupping like fools.
âIâm sorry.â
I said, smiling awkwardly.
âI have sensitive hearing. I was so surprised because I had a good first impression of Rihyuk.â
âHmm? Was that something to be surprised about?â
âWhen we first met, I thought Rihyuk didnât like me.â
I smiled, glancing at Rihyuk, who was feigning indifference.
How was our first meeting?
I was stretching in the practice room when he suddenly said, âIf youâre going to give up, do it now.â
It was like a scene from a drama, where he couldnât accept me as his daughter-in-law, his eyes fiercely determined.
So naturally, I thought he disliked me at first.
âItâs surprising. I didnât expect you to like your first impression of me.â
âIt was really good.â
Mother said, wiping her mouth with a napkin.
âThe new guy is really handsome, I hope he doesnât give upâ¦â
âMom.â
Rihyuk sighed, and mother stopped talking with a smile.
She seemed to really like that he called her âmomâ for the first time today.
Rihyuk said awkwardly,
âThat would be too embarrassing for me.â
âGot it.â
âAnd can everyone who raised their hands put them down? Donât ask mom about the contents of the email.â
We chuckled and lowered our hands at the sight of someone shooting lasers from their eyes, demanding privacy.
I also spoke up, smiling.
âItâs a shame. I wanted to hear more about first impressions.â
âDo you have stories about first impressions too?â
âEveryone does.â
Mother looked at us with a playful glint in her eye and then laughed at her sonâs pleading look.
âIâve always wanted to meet and talk because Iâve only heard good stories about everyone.â
She looked at each of us in turn.
âBijoo, Junghyun, Iâve heard many good things about you. Andâ¦â
Her gaze passed the kindly smiling Bijoo and the warm-hearted Junghyun, then lingered on the youngest, who was grinning mischievously.
âIâve heard a lot of good stories in various ways.â
âMe? Really?â
âItâs so nice to meet everyone.â
We all burst into laughter at her sudden change of topic.
Our youngest made a sad face, then quickly avoided stepping on Rihyukâs footâ
Ouch.
âJiho, itâs meâ¦â
âAh!â
âYou should step on the left side.â
After whispering in the youngestâs ear, Rihyuk winced as his foot was stepped on.
In the midst of the cheerful atmosphere, as we were finishing dessert, the mansionâs owner asked,
âWill you go back to the hotel right after dinner?â
âYes, itâs dark, andâ¦â
âItâs quite late. How about staying here for the night?â
I glanced at my siblings, and they all seemed tempted.
But since we couldnât just say yes without consideration, we just smiled broadly.
Rihyuk said awkwardly,
âItâs late, wouldnât we be imposing?â
âDonât worry about that. Brother, Iâve had the guest bedrooms prepared since before you arrived.â
âWell, then staying over doesnât seem like a bad idea.â
We responded to the scrutinizing looks.
âWeâd love to.â
âThen itâs settled.â
It seemed we had quickly decided to stay the night.
We felt bad for Minki, who would have to come back to pick us up, so it was even better.
As we were finishing the meal, mother said to Yein,
âYein, can you show your brotherâs room first?â
âOkay.â
âWhat room tourâ¦â
Rihyuk hesitated, thinking it was about his room, but Yein shook her head and said,
âItâs the cleaning supplies room.â
âWhere? Letâs go now.â
I laughed as the Seo siblings, who got along so well, left together.
I turned my gaze towards Rihyukâs mother after sending her son ahead, sensing she had something to say.
âThank you all so much,â she said, a gentle smile gracing her lips.
âYou write such long emails about the members. My eldest isnât usually one for many words.â
We shared a quiet laugh.
âNoodles are meant to bring longevity. Cutting them short isnât the right way. Itâs not that Iâm upset about my cold noodles being cut, but historically speakingâ¦â ð�
He sure talks a lotâ¦
âHeâs not one for mood swings either.â
We smiled again.
âWhoâs the culprit! Confess now! Who dared to leave a speck of dust on my bed? Oh, it was an accident by Bi-Joo? Then itâs okay.â
His mood swings are like a rollercoasterâ¦
Every time his mother spoke about her son, her comments were amusingly off the mark.
âHeâs not one to criticize or favor anyone. Iâve only heard good things about the members from him.â
Our embarrassed laughter was met with her words of gratitude.
âThank you.â
âNo, not at all,â I replied.
âWe owe a lot to Rihyuk too. He sings well andâ¦â
âHeâs amazing at cleaning.â
âHe reads a lot, knows so much. Andâ¦â
We exchanged glances.
âUgh, this is killing me. Find Rihyukâs strengths, quick.â
âThereâs none.â
âHeâs been less than helpful, to say the least.â
Racking our brains until steam could almost be seen, we finally burst out laughing and said,
âHeâs good at singing.â
âHeâs really good at it.â
âHeâs truly excellent at singing.â
Our desperate search for compliments made his mother laugh as if she knew what we were thinking.
âIt seems Rihyuk has found some good friends.â
âWe think weâre the lucky ones to have met him,â I said, and my siblings nodded in agreement.
We relied heavily on Rihyuk, the main vocalist of New Black, for everything from vocal directing to the highlights of our performances.
âThousand Dreams,â the OST for Nostalgia, was a challenging song we couldnât have sung without him.
Sometimes we wanted to get rid of him, but he was an irreplaceable member.
âIndeed,â his mother said with a smile.
âBy the way, has Rihyuk shown any particular interest in something lately?â
âHe seems quite taken with the history of Goguryeo these days.â
âGoguryeo history.â
âAnd he likes Goguryeo dried sweet potatoes.â
âDried sweet potatoes.â
Bi-Joo laughed, and I felt like I had said something wrong, but his mother understood perfectly.
In that way, she learned about her sonâs recent interests and hobbies.
âI feel like heâs burdened when I call him.â
âAhâ¦â
âBut I do wonder how heâs doing.â
We laughed awkwardly.
It was ironic that we both hesitated to contact each other, thinking it would be a burden.
Bi-Joo spoke cautiously.
âBut it seems Rihyuk is curious about how youâre doing too.â
âIs that so?â
âYes, really.â
Since meeting us, she had shown the brightest smile.
âBi-Joo must be thrilled to have brought us together,â I thought as she stood up.
âI was thinking of having a glass of wine.â
âBut I might not be able to get up until my flight if I do.â
âAh. Rihyuk told me about a new term, âalcohol coma.ââ
âYes, thatâs me.â
I nodded with a sad face, and my siblings chuckled.
Motherâs footsteps lightened as she led us upstairs.
Her face, slightly flushed, reminded me of her son.
At concerts, it seemed he inherited his ears from his father and his face from his mother.
I thought of the equation âblush + blush = Rihyuk.â
âWhen choosing the new house, I thought all five of us might come, so I decided on it.â
âReally?â
âRihyukâs wish since childhood was to have friends over for sleepovers.â
It was a wish fulfilled late, but she seemed content with the fact that it had come true.
Suddenly, I realized how fluently and clearly she spoke Korean, despite her years in America. Perhaps it was connected to Rihyuk.
We asked her.
âWas it Rihyukâs wish?â
âHe always wanted to bring friends home to sleep in the same bed.â
âAhâ¦â
âBut given his personality, it was hard to have friendsâ¦â
We couldnât help but laugh at the oddly objective part of her statement.
Then we said our goodbyes and climbed the stairs.
In the dark room, we all looked up at the glow-in-the-dark stickers on the ceiling.
Silence.
The stars connected, forming English sentences.
As if reading a sentence from each star, I recited wistfully,
âI will become a genius scientist.â
We all burst into laughter.
While my siblings burst into laughter, Rihyuk voiced his frustration.
âBe quiet.â
âSo, you wanted to be a genius scientist. Our little Hyuk.â
In the dimly lit, vast room illuminated by a soft lampstand, the bookshelf was brimming with books akin to a childrenâs science lab.
Hyuk placed his hand over his eyes.
âI never expected my old roomâs belongings to be preserved here just as they were.â
âItâs nice to see traces of your childhood, though.â
Time seemed to have stopped nearly a decade ago, yet the various trinkets scattered around belonged to the little Hyuk of the past.
âIt feels quite strange.â
âRight?â
âWho wouldâve thought Iâd be living with these people ten years ago?â
âIf I had known, would I have come to Korea?â
At our playful question, Hyuk shook his head.
âWhat are you talking about? If I had known, I would have come even sooner.â
ââ¦Heh.â
âAh. Whatâs with that âhehâ now?â
âHmmâ¦â
As we squirmed awkwardly under the blanket, Hyuk, staring at the ceiling, spoke.
âBut you know,â
âYeah?â
âCan I tell you something?â
âOf course.â
Hyuk sighed and asked,
âWhy on earth are we all sprawled out on one bed like this?â
âA wish fulfillment of sorts?â
âIs it because thereâs no space, so weâre lying in a row?â
âYes.â
Our appearance, lying in a row across the bed like skewered rice cakes, elicited a look of pity from the one in the middle.
âWhat kind of wish is this?â
âThere is such a thing.â
âShouldnât we leave now? Everyoneâs exhausted, and here we are, lying in a row trying to sleep.â
âI wish we could leave.â
Junghyun replied with a gloomy face.
âWe canât go.â
âWhy not?â
âThereâs a reason for it.â
Jiho looked at me with a distant expression, and I nodded, singing a sweet ballad.
âI canât go to my room~ Not even once~â
âNo. Go! Please!â
âIn case you feel neglected~â
âGo!â
With a whoosh, someone shook the blanket, and we burrowed deeper into it.
The next morning.
âThank you for letting us stay.â
âSure. Come visit often.â
The next morning, we bid farewell to our mother.
âIâll come again.â
Hyuk approached his mother for the worldâs most awkward hug before dashing back to us.
And so, we boarded the vehicle and headed straight for the airport.
âNow, letâs get to work! Work!â
âWork, work, work!â
Unfortunately, we werenât immediately returning to Korea.
We had a rest in the United States to adjust to the time difference before continuing our tour in Central America, including Mexico, and then South America.
âAhahaha!â
At every airport in Mexico and the South American countries, the Soufflés who came to greet us were always passionate.
âJenmin! Here! I exist!â
âMy existence!â
âCongratulations on the award!â
Seeing fans who had prepared Korean phrases just for us was incredibly touching.
Among them, a teenage fan who sobbed uncontrollably, begging âMariela Lopezâ to be included in the autograph, was particularly memorable.
When I wrote her name and a doodle of an astronaut inside a spaceship, she collapsed in tears.
We even laughed at a sign with a typo that read âNew Black Human.â
âWait. Is that a typo?â
âWe should seriously consider the possibility that itâs not a typo,â said Hyuk.
Junghyun pondered and then said,
âPerhaps itâs a profound lesson, suggesting we should become humans before becoming singers?â
âDonât say it with such a surprise tone. Kim Junghyun.â
âDoo-doom.â
Someoneâs perfect imitation of a sound effect made us all burst into laughter.
We also had a brief interview with a cable TV station.
âWhat do you think is the secret to your popularity?â
âDo we have popularity?â
We dodged the typical trap questions with a grin.
âIâm not sure about our popularity, but generally, fans seem to enjoy our performances.â
âAnd the lyrics of our songs seem to have an impact too.â
Before coming to South America for the tour, Seok Hwan had told us about the factors behind K-popâs popularity.
âInnocent lyrics.â
âHuh?â
âThe lyrics of Nine are so pure, they love it.â
The rough choreography and lyrics of âNine,â which we crafted with all our soul and a teen spirit flavorâ¦
âThey find it cute.â
To the Soufflés in South America, it seemed incredibly adorable.
A wholesome pop song without alcohol, drugs, or adult themesâ¦
Our songâs roughness seemed no more intense than a kindergarten snack juice party.
Jiho shook his head.
âWhat are you talking about? Weâre not cute.â
âYe?â
âYo!â
âAnyway, I should only use that âyeâ until I graduate.â
It felt strangely sad to say such things to an old child who was almost as tall as me now.
âIt means youâre like an adult.â
âWow!â
After fulfilling interview schedules about nostalgia OSTs and K-pop in South American countries.
Before each concert, we took deep breaths and tensed up.
âHooâ¦â
The hot energy rushed even to the backstage of the concert hall.
As the VCR played and the audienceâs cheers faintly reached us, we looked at each other and nodded.
âWe must avoid it.â
âJust follow my lead for the stage formation.â
âThis time, Iâll definitely avoid it.â
Even as the audienceâs cheers were loud enough to resonate through our bodies, we didnât let go of the tension.
The excitement could have overwhelmed us, but our minds stayed cool.
There was one reason for this.
The difference in concert culture from Korea.
-Itâs⦠a bit tricky.
When I called Taehyun for advice about the overseas tour, he told me something.
-Over there, if the audience gets too excited, some⦠tricky things might fly overâ¦
At first, I doubted it, but it turned out to be true.
During the highlight of the performance.
As everyone jumped excitedly and we performed Nineâs choreography, slapping the air with our palms.
Things that glittered in the lights, filled with the fansâ hearts, were thrown onto the stage.
Each time, my Confucian spirit awakened without me realizing it.
âYikes!â
Rihyukâs eyes screamed, and we swallowed hard while dancing.
âThere it is. Flying underwear.â
âDodge it!â
âThatâs a manâs, itâs quite big!â
We watched the wave of underwear flying onto the stage like a swarm of missiles.
Fortunately, no one was hit until the end of the tour.
âArgh!â
Correction.
Fortunately, most could be avoided.
After successfully completing the tour in South America.
We finally returned to Korea.
ââ¦â
I placed my hand on the shoulder of someone who looked out the car window as if they had lost everything.
âJust wash it off.â
ââ¦â
âThatâs right. Hyung. Youâve already washed a lotâ¦â
ââ¦â
Soon, even the managers chuckled, and Rihyuk glared with dagger eyes, which I avoided.
The driver, Wonseok hyung, said.
âYou all really worked hard.â
âThe hyungs worked hard too.â
âReally. Are we going straight to the company instead of the dorm?â
âYes. I slept well on the plane, and I want to meet the A&R and producing team members soon.â
âYou must be tired. Meet them tomorrow.â
I replied with a smile.
âIf I announce my visit, only the junior staff are there.â
âWell, thatâs true.â
When I go saying âIâm here!â, usually the team leaders are gone, and only the junior staff or assistant managers are left alone.
âArenât the hyungs going straight to a meeting?â
âYeah, weâre meeting a TBC broadcaster PD shortly. Weâll also support the director.â
âDonât drink too much.â
âThatâs not for us to decideâ¦â
I sent a grateful look to the managers who smiled bitterly.
Then I said.
âIf youâre tight on time for the appointment, please drop us off here. Weâll enter the alley ourselves.â
âAlright.â
Leaving our luggage in the car, we all got up, feeling stiff, and got out in front of the crosswalk.
I took a deep breath.
The air of Seoul, which I had missed, seemed to pierce my lungs.
Just as I was about to enter the alley of Sinsa-dong with my brothers, heading towards the company.
âHey, itâs New Black.â
âNew Blackâ¦â
âDoesnât it seem like New Black?â
There seemed to be more murmurs directed at us than usual.
Junghyun said.
âIt might just be my imagination, but the people who just crossed the crosswalk⦠Arenât they following us?â
âSeems like it.â
âThey donât seem like sasaeng fans⦠Be careful.â
We felt a sense of wariness towards the strange uninvited guests who seemed to be following us as we entered the alley.
âWhatâs going onâ¦?â
We all blinked.
âWhy are there so many people?â
It looked like at least a hundred people were lined up, stretching all the way to Lemon Enterâs building.
I hesitated, and my brothers also stopped in their tracks.
âUhâ¦!â
When the person at the end of the line opened their eyes wide, making a sound as if air had filled their lungs.
Waves of gasps and screams spread in an instant.
And thenâ¦
âWhat, what is that?â
Our first reaction to such an outburst from the crowd was,
âWhere are you going?!â
âWait, just a moment!â
It was a moment of stepping back from strangers whose identities were unknown.
In front of the Lemon Entertainment building.
The applicants gathered for the audition to select new trainees widened their eyes.
âNewBlack!â
The reason they had applied to Lemon Entertainment was right before their eyes.
As they gazed with admiration, NewBlack, who had been staring blankly, was startled upon seeing them.
âWhoa!â
Swoosh!
Like elite cockroach warriors retreating swiftly, the trainee applicants blinked in disbelief.
âWhatâs happening?â
The image they had conjured up in their minds was so splendid.
But the NewBlack they encountered in reality somehow reminded them of a sunfish, an impression that surfaced unexpectedly.