It was a very uncomfortable feeling.
It felt like sticky eyes were clinging to my body and then sliding down.
When I was about to glance around the audience.
âWhy are you like that, oppa?â
I came to my senses at the question of Soufflé, who was sitting across from me, and answered with a serious expression.
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ââ¦?â
âI was thinking about what kind of spaceship to draw. Whether to do it as a UFO or a rocket.â
Soufflé clapped and laughed at the sight of me drawing a space station.
âWhat kind of space station is this, oppa? Thereâs a spaceship parked in front of the bus stop.â
âThatâs what makes it special. One and only.â
âOh. Thatâs good.â
Then Soufflé took the sign and moved on to Bijou.
While Bijou was snorting with a headband that a fan gave him, I looked around again.
On the side, the signing event was going on peacefully.
The seats were filled with cannon lens cameras and Soufflés waving their hands at me.
As I smiled with a V on the corner of my eye, I was lost in thought.
Was it just my mood?
The feeling that was very strong just before had disappeared.
Maybe it was the uncomfortable feeling that I felt when stalkers among the fans looked at us.
It was like a sticky slime that made me feel unpleasant as soon as it touched my body.
âWhatâs wrong?â
Minki hyung, who was standing behind me and noticed the signs of something wrong, asked me with a mask on.
I covered my mouth and whispered.
âItâs nothing.â
âDo you see any fans?â
âNo.â
âIf you feel anything weird on the spot, let me know right away. Iâll take care of it.â
âThank you. Hyung.â
As I waved my hand and smiled at the curious Soufflés in the audience, another fan came in front of me.
âHello!â
I shrugged it off as a momentary mood.
It must be because I was tired from running around the music shows without resting after the concert. Whatever.
The only thing that could be a problem at the fan signing event was that sometimes fans who were banned from entering would cause a fuss.
But that part was well managed by the company on a blacklist.
I didnât have to worry.
âWhere are you from?â
The Soufflé wearing a hijab answered me in Korean with a smile.
âI came from Indonesia.â
âSelamat Malam(Hello).â
As I greeted him in Indonesian, his cheeks turned red and he laughed.
Since the Windflower era, the number of foreign fans who came to the fan signing event had increased.
As I spoke in a mix of Korean and English, I looked into the fanâs eyes.
How sparkling they were.
It was my favorite moment at the fan signing event.
It was a happiness that I didnât know unless I experienced it, to meet the shining eyes that were directed at me right in front of me.
âThank you for cheering me on from afar.â
The fan, who was reluctant to move on at the managerâs suggestion, waved his hand with a regretful face.
As my front was empty again, I stretched out and looked around.
Usually, the fan signing event should flow smoothly, but today, my front was often empty.
âUhahahaha!â
It was because of our youngest.
He was in a good mood today and was having a stormy chat with the Soufflés.
âJi, Jiho. Iâll move on.â
âOh, you canât. We havenât finished talking yet, have we?â
âThat.â
âJust 10 more seconds.â
I laughed at the sight of the fan worrying that he had to move on before the manager.
The fan managers were also more relaxed than usual, maybe because the music show was over and we had plenty of time.
The atmosphere of the signing event was great.
âHmm?â
I heard Jun-hyunâs voice nearby.
He was talking to a male fan who was sitting in a comfortable hoodie.
âDid you go to the bathhouse?â
We were startled.
âNo, I meanâ¦â
âIf you say your fashion is free like thatâ¦â
âIâll have to scold you later.â
Thatâs what I was thinking.
When a male fan asked me with a surprised face, âMom?â
âHow did you know that, bro?â
âUm, I just had a feeling.â
âWow. Thatâs amazing.â
Was he really from the bathhouse?
As I made a sheepish face, looking back and forth between Junghyun, who was smiling warmly, and the fan, who was saying âwowâ, people burst into laughter.
And we laughed too.
Jiho made a cute gesture towards the audience, and the Soufflés answered with a somewhat flustered face.
Rihyuk pointed his finger at the fan he had seen earlier and said, âLook. A diamond ring. Here.â with a pitiful face.
Because of Junghyun, who kept guessing what we had for lunch, the Soufflés sniffed their clothes with a worried expression.
When Bijoo, who was holding a pancake flipper that a fan had given him as a gift, said âYap!â like a fairy godmother, I pretended to be hit by a rocket.
âHello.â
I met eyes with the person who started to sit down on the chair opposite me.
Heâs avoiding me.
I smiled awkwardly and asked the person who was nodding his head.
âWhatâs your name?â
We were able to have a friendly conversation right away.
He also smiled and said something, and I joked with him and laughed.
I noticed something suspicious in the corner of my eye.
âYour necklace is pretty.â
âReally?â
He touched his neck every time he talked to me.
âAre you very hot? Do you want me to give you my hand fan?â
âYeah. Thank you.â
He took the hand fan with a slightly embarrassed face and smiled faintly.
I could see faint beads of sweat along his nose bridge and the side of his chin.
He rubbed his hem with both hands that came down under the table.
His expression was calm, but his unconscious actions revealed his anxiety.
And not a good kind of anxiety.
âHow should I draw a spaceship for you?â
âYou can draw it however you want.â
âThen Iâll draw a UFO for you.â
I didnât relax my tension because of the awkward feeling, but nothing happened while I was signing.
Rustle rustle.
He rummaged through the bag he had put on the floor and took something out.
âI prepared this as a gift.â
âWow. A penguin doll. An emperor penguin.â
âYou promised to cosplay as a penguin when you won the first place in the fireworks. So I wanted to give it to you.â
âThank you. Iâll use it well.â
Minki, who was behind me, reached out and put the doll in a cardboard box behind the table.
When the fan who moved on to Bijoo got a sign and went down.
âHyung.â
I whispered to Minki.
âThe penguin doll just now.â
âYeah.â
âPlease check it out without the fans noticing.â
âGot it.â
Minki looked at the box right away and said, âItâs full.â and asked Wonseok to change the box.
The managers moved the box.
When the Soufflés blinked, noticing that the air was slightly strange.
I gave my youngest a look.
âNandong.â
âYes.â
The youngest, who lifted the fish doll that Soufflé gave him to the sky, shouted with a bright smile.
âRihyuk hyung!â
ââ¦?â
âYour friend is finally here!â
âHey!â
The fan signing venue was filled with laughter.
Meanwhile, the managers who were checking the contents of the box at the entrance that the fans couldnât see, frowned.
âTwo, three!â
âThank you, we were New Black!â
We came down, waving our hands to the Soufflés in a cheerful atmosphere.
âDiamond ring-!â
âPuhaha!â
âLook at my diamond ring. Look at this diamond ring.â
He shook his diamond ring with a pitiful face, saying âEeehâ, and the fan laughed again.
âIâll never fail at a joke again.â
Rihyukâs firm determination made us laugh for a moment.
When the manager hyungs went to arrest someone, Bijoo, who was brushing his hair, asked.
âWhatâs going on, hyung? Is it because of the penguin doll earlier?â
âYeah.â
âI was curious too. Whatâs going on?â
It seemed that everyone was being polite by looking at the atmosphere.
âUsually when I talk, everyone goes âOh, Jihoâs faceâ and their eyes widen and they look at me. But he was like âHuh? Huhâ¦â with his mind elsewhere when I talked to him.â
âThe person who didnât laugh at my history joke, I remember.â
âOh. The one who didnât eat alone?â
We smiled warmly at the sight of our kids who noticed something at different points.
âThere you were.â
We heard the whole story from Wonseok hyung, who walked towards us.
âUju said it was suspicious, so I opened the doll. It seemed like there was something inside.â
âBut?â
âA wireless camera came out from inside. A miniature camera.â
ââ¦â
Junghyunâs face showed that he had lost his appetite.
Bijoo asked.
âSo what did you decide to do?â
âHe says itâs not him, he doesnât know anything about it. But Iâm going to call the police and take action. Thereâs no special damage, so it might be hard to take any big measuresâ¦â
âWow. You almost got into big trouble by bringing that home.â
I got goosebumps just thinking that our faces were captured by the hidden camera that was transmitting wirelessly.
âFor now, the staff are all sticking around and monitoring. And Iâm going to register his identity on the blacklist.â
âThank you for letting me know. Hyung.â
âRest in the waiting room for a while. Iâll be back when I finish the work.â
This was the first time I saw him so angry.
He walked down the hallway like an angry bull, and we followed him to the waiting room with the other staff.
My chest was pounding, but luckily it didnât last long.
Maybe because I heard about it, it felt somewhat unreal. Riyuk sighed and said as he flopped down on the sofa.
âI guess weâll have to stop accepting gifts at fan signing events from now on.â
âYeah.â
âDidnât TNT seniors have something like this happen before?â
There was an incident among the TNT members where one of them drank a drink he received at a fan signing event and ended up in the emergency room.
There was a drug in it.
I knew because Seonwoong hyung would say âHave you ever been poisoned?â with a wistful expression to everyone he met.
âThen letâs not accept giftsâ¦â
Bijoo answered with a regretful face.
We basically had a policy of banning gifts or donations, but we accepted small items like hats or headbands at fan signing events and such.
We wanted to have fun with each other.
But now that this happened, it would be hard to accept gifts in the future.
We had to check the dolls we brought to the dormitory first.
âHow are you guys? Are you okay?â
âYeah. Well.â
Riyuk said.
âItâs not like the fans came directly or anything, and I expected that someday this day would come.â
âYou look the most surprised.â
âWow, my skin is originally pale.â
We laughed at Riyuk, who looked pale.
But they didnât seem to be very surprised. At least I wasnât.
These days, they followed us even on the plane.
Some of them even drove their cars and followed our vehicleâs tail. I didnât care about this kind of thing.
I was just worried about something else.
âHow are the fansâ reviews? Nothing, right?â
I fiddled with my smartphone.
I searched, but only hashtags like âJunghyunâs bathhouse jokeâ, âRiyuk_got_a_friendâ were visible.
âThey donât seem to know.â
âWhat are we going to do tomorrow? We have a signing event tomorrow. If we decide to ban gifts, weâll have to ask them from the next album signing event, right?â
âLetâs do that. Letâs not let them know if possible.â
There was something I learned from being a singer, and that was that it was best for the fans not to know about bad things.
We were living off our image.
When they hear âNew Blackâ, they should think of keywords like âgood mood, happinessâ. It would be troublesome if negative keywords like âworry, controversyâ came to mind.
It was because of this association effect that celebrities suffered image damage from incidents and accidents that were not their fault.
So it was always important to make them feel good and leave good memories.
Riyuk said.
âBut you found it well. You did well.â
âRight. I thought you were a detector dog.â
âItâs not Woojoo. Itâs a dog.â
We all burst into laughter at Junghyunâs imitation.
Our bear, who was smiling, held out his fist.
âYou did well. Hyung.â
âYeah.â
I held out my fist with a warm smile.
And.
âJunghyun.â
âYes?â
âLoosen up.â
ââ¦â
âMore. More.â
ââ¦â
His sullen face timidly clenched his fist.
I heard that the person who tried to hand over the hidden camera doll at the signing event was banned from participating in the official schedule.
It would be hard to take legal action.
I nodded my head as I heard how it was roughly handled.
-Weâll take care of the rest. Donât worry and finish your dinner schedule well.
âYes.â
-Make sure you take a good proof shot.
I answered that I knew to Seokhwan hyungâs request.
The place we came to was a famous restaurant near Hapjeong Station.
âHi!â
As we arrived on the second floor, passing the restaurant stairs, the ones who arrived first waved their hands at us.
They were the main staff of Nostalgia, including John Edwards, the director, and the lead actors, Rupert Dean and Bella Page.
The faces that could be seen through the open door made the nearby customers whisper in wonder.
âIsnât that the director of that patriotic movie that came out today?â
âOh, the one who sang Arirang?â
And soon we heard the laughter of the guests who found us.
âNoblack!â
âYes, hello. Iâm Noblack~â
I bowed to the grandfather who greeted us. A middle-aged man whose face was flushed from drinking recognized us.
âNine nine?â
âThatâs right. Nine! Nine, nine~â
We sang a variation of Nineâs chorus, âEat meat, meat, meat deliciouslyâ, and laughter erupted.
As we slid the door shut and entered, John Edwards, the director of Nostalgia, said.
âYou look like superstars.â
âOh, no.â
As we waved our hands, Bella Page pointed to the other side of the door with her chopsticks.
âWho are those people?â
âWho?â
âThe people who followed you. The ones wearing masks and carrying cameras.â
âUmâ¦â
I was at a loss for words to explain âpaparazziâ, so I used that term and the actors looked at us with warmer eyes.
âYou go through it too?â I guess.
âNice to meet you. Iâm Woojoo.â
As we shook hands and greeted the people we met for the first time, we smiled proudly.
âIt works. It works.â
âWe can communicateâ¦!â
I worked hard on Clay, or rather, I had an enthusiastic conversation with Clay, and the English I studied paid off.
Sometimes I couldnât understand some sentences, but the interpreter helped me, but most of the conversations went smoothly.
âClay said he was sorry he couldnât come and asked me to say hello for him. He really emphasized that he was sorry.â
âI can imagine.â
We laughed at the directorâs words, which he quoted with both hands.
The director turned to Rupert Dean, who was sitting next to him.
âRupert, why are you so quiet? You said you wanted to meet Newblack once.â
âUm, yesâ¦â
The other person greeted us with a shy face, âHiâ.
Bella Page picked up the white kimchi with a look of âwhatâs wrong with him?â
âDidnât you say you were going to talk a lot about music?â
âI will.â
âHe said he loved the song so much, he wanted to meet the composer and sang the song.â
âWhen did I?â
We nodded our heads as we watched the two bicker like siblings, who seemed to have become close while filming the movie.
Rupert Dean glanced at me and cleared his throat and greeted me.
âYour song was good.â
âThank you.â
âI really listened to the song and thought, oh, this person knows about musicâ¦â
âI saw your movie before and you really acted wellâ¦â
âAhâ¦â
âUmâ¦â
People laughed as we complimented each other and felt embarrassed.
It felt awkward to talk comfortably when people around us were talking like this.
And our staff, who were standing around us, filmed us with 6mm cameras.
The director asked.
âThis is going on YouTube, right?â
âYes, thatâs right.â
Todayâs meeting was not only to treat the guests who visited Korea, but also to promote the movie.
We used our channel, which had over 2 million subscribers, to promote the movie.
We did our own thing, filming new content with foreign stars, and they enjoyed the promotional effect. It was a win-win.
âThis is called âflower sirloinâ in Korean. This is a special partâ¦â
âOh. Flower sirloin.â
âWhen you eat it, wrap it in this lettuceâ¦â
As Rihyuk explained the food, they nodded and showed interest.
They were surprisingly good at using chopsticks.
John Edwards, the director, quickly picked up a piece of cooked meat and asked.
âBut who else was supposed to comeâ¦?â
âExcuse me?â
âNo. There seems to be too much meatâ¦â
âOh, weâre going to eat it!â
We smiled confidently at the westerners who were disgusted by the amount of meat.
We nodded our heads in agreement to his expression of âthis one?â
Junghyun said.
âWeâll show you.â
âDonât show me. This kind of thing.â
I laughed at the sight of Rihyuk trying to stop us.
While the meat was being grilled, I asked Director John Edwards.
âDid you finish the premiere well?â
âIt was a hot atmosphere. I bowed deeply on the red carpet.â
ââ¦â
âI only did the stage greeting at the theater and came back. Theyâre probably watching the movie right now.â
The director, who seemed to recall something, said with a cheerful smile.
âItâs about that time now.â
âWhat time?â
âThe time when âThousand Dreamsâ, the movie you made, will be shown.â
The 6th floor of a shopping mall in Yeongdeungpo.
The premiere of Nostalgia was in full swing, with nearly 500 seats filled with audience.
âWowâ¦â
They marveled at the movieâs visual beauty, filled with dreamy backgrounds and fantastical colors.
âItâs amazing.â
And the splendidly arranged numbers from the original musical.
It was a fun first half that made them feel anxious and regretful as time passed.
-Thud thud.
On the giant screen, the protagonist with a tired face stopped walking when he found a huge bookshelf.
-â¦
Along with the rusty letters on the sky-high nameplate, a caption saying âForeign Language Books Cornerâ came out.
Some of the audienceâs eyes sparkled.
âOh, this is whereâ¦â
âDid they say New Blackâs song will play for a bit?â
âIt doesnât seem to fit.â
It was a topic that had been buzzing on the internet along with the visit of the Nostalgia production team.
The audience, who were satisfied with the movie so far, repeated âPlease donât ruin the moodâ in their minds.
Then, the piles of books on the floor of the screen began to move.