âI didnât cry.â
Seokhwan hyung narrowed his eyes at my answer. Then he pointed at us with his finger and said, âHmm.â
âYou guys look like youâve been crying, no matter how I look at you.â
âCrying?â
I asked my siblings.
âWe didnât cry, right?â
ââ¦We didnât cry, sir.â
âItâs because the tteokbokki was too spicy. I wanted to order mild, but I accidentally ordered nuclear.â
âYou know I donât cry.â
One by one, the answers of the puffy-eyed Dancing Fish, the youngest Fish, and the Pirarucu followed.
I smiled and said to Seokhwan hyung, who was looking at the fishes.
âLook at Junghyun. You can tell we didnât cry by looking at Junghyun.â
âJunghyunâ¦?â
Our manager, who turned his head, looked speechless.
ââ¦â
âWhatâs wrong, sir?â
âYou came back healthier in an hour, Junghyun.â
Adequate tears are good for eye health, they say.
Junghyunâs eyes were clearer and brighter than usual.
Seokhwan hyung coughed and turned his gaze back to us, then chuckled.
âWe have a schedule later, what are you going to do with your eyes so swollen?â
âItâs okay, itâs radio.â
âWasnât it a radio that you can see?â
âYou just have to adjust the angle well. Like this, it looks like you barely cried on camera.â
I smirked and fixed the angle, and the managers and staff looked at me.
âAnyone can see that you came back sobbing.â
âYou look really sad.â
âCan I take a picture of this and save it, hyung?â
ââ¦â
Since it came to this, I gave a pose with a tearful expression to the staff who held the phone camera.
âGive me a line too. A sad line.â
I made a wistful expression as if looking at the sea, and uttered a word.
â110,000 copies.â
The eyes of the siblings moistened, and Seokhwan hyung burst into laughter.
After laughing together for a while, Seokhwan hyung spoke.
âI also got a call yesterday and felt a pang of tears. Iâm like this, how must you feel?â
The other person looked at the laptop and said.
âYou know this is not the end, right? According to our estimate, we expect to sell three times the amount of the initial sales this year.â
âHuhâ¦â
We looked at each other.
âThatâs over 300,000 copies if itâs three times.â
âThatâs just an estimate for now.â
âOh my, what is this.â
The siblings nodded and agreed.
âWhy are you so surprised? The mini album 2 that came out this spring already sold over 200,000 copies.â
âAlready?â
âThis one will probably record around 200,000 copies too.â
It was an estimate that the company had set internally, but considering the sales so far, it was likely to be accurate.
Even if we set the minimum, itâs 500,000 copies.
âThatâs amazing. If you add them up, thereâs quite a gap between us and Hyper below.â
Hyper was the boy group that debuted from KM Entertainment around 09 when I was a trainee.
They won several awards too.
They were a famous boy group for their powerful, intense, and sexy choreography.
And we sold more albums than those seniorsâ¦
âItâs good, but it feels like Iâm not sure if this is okay.â
âMe too. I feel like Iâve been watching Hyper seniors since elementary schoolâ¦â
I know that success and debut years are not determined by lottery like seniority.
But it feels awkward to have our name above the seniors we looked up to since we were trainees.
Ace, Daydream, Daylight, etc.
They were singers we did for monthly evaluations, or had in our phone playlists.
We were happy with the fast success, but we couldnât help feeling nervous when we thought we sold more albums than them.
âI suddenly had this thought.â
âWhat thought?â
Bijoo said seriously.
âMaybe we have a kingdom somewhere in an unknown world. The Soufflé King there tells his people to buy New Blackâs album.â
We clapped and laughed at Bijooâs rational hypothesis.
But the daze still didnât go away.
I wish someone would hit me and wake me up. Except for Junghyun.
I felt like I had become the protagonist of a drama titled âWhen I Came To, I Was a Popular Idolâ.
âAnyway, itâs a good thing. Weâre right after Teen Spirit in the overall indicators.â
Seokhwan hyung continued.
âThe problem is what will happen until next year.â
âI guess weâll have to unplug the internet again.â
âThe idol community and SNS will be a mess until the end of the year. There are already a lot of people spreading baseless rumors.â
The director said he was preparing legal action with a lawyer.
âYou guys are the ones who got hurt. It doesnât make sense to care about others. You canât even beat elementary school students.â
Was this a compliment or an insult?
âBe careful for a while.â
âYes.â
âItâs the way of the world that people are jealous when others do well. The better you do, the more weird things will get tangled up. Iâm sure youâll do well, but donât give any room for error in your behavior or demeanor.â
âYes. I understand.â
He asked us several times.
âBy the way, are you okay with Teen Spirit?â
âTeen Spirit?â
âItâs the TNT fans. Theyâve calmed down a lot since you appeared on that show, Space Rabbit.â
Some of the TNT fans who had been spamming us with hate comments since the Masquerade had quieted down a bit.
It was probably because of the way I looked with the TNT members.
âRight now, the Teen Spirit fans are the most furious. How can they be right after Teen Spirit, does that make sense? Something like that.â
âOh.â
âTheyâre young, so theyâre really⦠How do I explain it. Their comments and stuff are generally⦠rough.â
âI know that. But why Teen Spirit all of a sudden?â
âI was wondering if youâre okay with their members. TNT is lucky that you guys get along well in privateâ¦â
He seemed worried that one of the Teen Spirit members might say something weird about us.
We looked at each other and said.
âThatâs nothing to worry about.â
ââ¦?â
âWe might be mistaken, but it seems like they like us a bit.â
âReallyâ¦?â
His eyes narrowed as if he didnât believe it.
âThatâs strange. Theyâre not the type to like anyone⦠Well. If thatâs true, then thatâs good.â
âDid you solve some of your worries?â
âSomewhat.â
He nodded and said.
âThen letâs end the album talk here.â
The proposals flew at us.
âLetâs talk about your broadcast and advertising schedule this time.â
âHuh?â
We looked at the pile of documents and tilted our heads.
âWhy?â
âThe proposals seem to have decreased.â
If before Junghyun had to hold them with both hands, now Rihyuk could hold them with one hand.
The album was definitely doing better than ever, but the amount of proposals was inversely proportional.
âWhy would they be thinner?â
The manager smiled and said.
âFrom now on, we have to go to bigger places, thatâs why.â
As the manager said, the album was sailing smoothly.
A week after the release, it was also on the charts in various countries.
And.
-New Black, US Billboard Album Chart âFourth Entry Among Boy Groupsâ
-New Black, Billboard 200 Chart â118th Placeâ Record âTNT Followed Up to the Chinâ
-First Week â120,000 Copiesâ New Black, Emerging Album Powerhouse Threatening TNT and Teen Spirit
I heard that our album had entered the Billboard 200 chart, which meant that we had a lot of sales in the US.
I thought it was the World Album Chart that usually came out when people said âWe made it to Billboard!â
My name made it to the Billboard 200 chart, which I only heard about a few times a year as a K-pop singer.
Han Taehyun [(emoji)]
Han Taehyun [Congrats to our popular idol ã ã ã ã I canât believe our old man has grown so much]
Han Taehyun [Iâm crying]
Jang Han-byul [Heâs right next to me and heâs laughing so hard]
The snifflers sent me a group message to congratulate me.
Ji Han-bin [I raised Sunwoo-ju for real]
Seok Jihon [No, no, I raised him]
Jang Han-byul [What are you talking about? Iâm the space mom of this area]
Han Taehyun [I raised him actually. Heâs not Sunwoo-ju, heâs Hanwoo-ju]
Han Taehyun [In that sense, Hanwoo?]
Me [Where did you guys leave your conscience?]
I laughed at their claim that they raised me.
They were my trainee classmates who sincerely congratulated me on my successful album.
But on the opposite side of such a singerâ¦
âDid you unplug the phone line again today?â
ââ¦Yeah.â
Every time I went to the PR team, the staff either touched their foreheads or turned off the fax machine with a frustrated face.
The problem was the articles that came out as the album did well.
The reporters inserted the keywords TNT and Teen Spirit in every article to increase the viewsâ¦
The internet was exploding.
And so was the PR team.
They seemed to be saying, why are you making us feel bad by dragging in someone elseâs singer?
âJust think of it as getting measles once. Whatever.â
Hong, the team leader, said.
âFortunately, there doesnât seem to be much reaction from the public, so you donât have to worry too much.â
âOkay, Iâll do that.â
I suddenly got a mouthful of curses, but the general public seemed to say, âWhatâs the fuss about?â and move on.
I wasnât too worried.
I was only worried about the Suples who were suffering.
âItâs really awkward at times like this.â
âWhat is?â
Rihyuk, who was looking at the fan cafe, said.
âRight now, itâs just a passing happening, but⦠when something bigger happens in the future, I donât know if I should post a bright smiling picture and say weâre fine! or if I should be quiet and different from usual.â
âYeah. I donât know that either.â
âIf we laugh and act without thinking, it seems like we have no tact. But if weâre quiet, it might make them worry.â
As the activities got longer and longer after the debut, various worries were increasing one by one.
Especially since the fans were growing exponentially in size.
If we used to have fun with the breads in a small club, now it felt like the breads were screaming in the Colosseum.
It wasnât an easy question to answer how to build a new relationship.
I guess Iâll learn one by one as I gain experience.
âGuys, guys, look at this.â
âWhat is it?â
âYou know the video we uploaded to celebrate the 10 million views.â
The youngest played the video.
âOh, this is up.â
âWeâre really out of our minds. We forgot about this too.â
We and the 9-year-olds in the same outfit were dancing together.
-Letâs try it! Meat meat meat!
-Meat meat meat!
The 9-year-olds and the 20-year-olds were dancing to the Meat Song.
Rihyuk, wearing baggy pants, sang âMeat~~~â in a high-pitched voice with a red face.
Then he joined the knife dance.
âThis is one of the most watched videos by kids in Korea today.â
âPuhaha!â
We laughed as we looked at the comments on the MeeTube.
-Lololol Why are the kids more mature lololol Look at their expressions
-9-year-old: (serious) / 20-year-old: (lively)
-Hey, the adults are more excited
-But Nine is really addictive lololol Meat meat meat I think Iâll keep thinking about it for a while
-It would be good to sing it at karaoke to raise the tension
-They said they were shy kids lololol
-You are now watching the first 5-member idol group to do a knife dance
-Look at how they practiced perfectly with the lyrics changed. Theyâre really sincere in everything lololol
-I thought this was the original
-Itâs a mess, but thereâs a flow to it. I thought it was my own room
âHahaha!â
We scrolled down and up the comments and stopped laughing at one point.
My heart sank at one comment that seemed to be from a soufflé.
-Guys, this is the original, right?
âI agree, itâs a reasonable doubt
âYeah, me too. This sounds more like the original lol
âHey lol, donât tell me the original is this⦠I was just saying that and then I saw the video of New Black riding a unicycle.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âThe sound is strangely different. It feels like a different song rather than an arrangement
We looked serious at the comment with the most likes.
âTheyâre really quick to notice.â
âWhat should we do, hyung?â
âJoonhyun, relax your fist and talk. Are you going to punch the comments or what?â
Thatâs when the maknae stepped in.
âShould we report them smartly?â
âFor what reason?â
âHarassment or bullyingâ¦?â
âWho are you harassing?â
âMy heart?â
He winked and said âYou know?â The maknaeâs expression made me smile at Joonhyun.
âJoonhyun, take him away.â
âYes, hyung.â
I smiled warmly as I watched Joonhyun tickle the maknae and the maknae laugh.
We felt embarrassed for a moment as we looked at the comments full of soufflésâ deductions.
âWeâre here, guys.â
The location of todayâs schedule came into view.
It was the K-Net building in Sangam-dong.
Todayâs recording was âShow Show Show! Idol High Schoolâ, an idol program by K-Net.
They invited one idol group every episode and introduced them and played games.
It was a program that targeted idol fans, like âIdol Showâ by HBS that we appeared on before.
âOur New Black is here! Wahahaha!â
The entertainer Bang Moonsoo, who had a chubby raccoon-like face, greeted us with a hearty laugh as we arrived at the set.
âOh, nice to see you! How about a hug?â
âSure. How do you want to do it?â
He burst into laughter at our sight of preparing a group hug like Hak Ikjin.
He asked us as we smiled broadly with him.
âHow long has it been since we last saw each other? Was it last March?â
âAbout five months? I think so.â
âYou were shining on stage then and I thought youâd make it big, and you really did.â
We had a close relationship with him from Myeonggokdan.
He was a panelist on Myeonggokdan and gave us a standing ovation, saying âNew Black! My God! Jesus!â
He also said âCome on our show!â back then.
âNew Black fans are already waiting for you downstairs. Theyâre making a fuss, asking me to take good care of you.â
âYes, thank you very much.â
âLook forward to it.â
He smiled and went to the production team.
Meanwhile, we looked around the studio that was similar to a school classroom.
âIt feels like when we filmed the school uniform CF.â
âI really wanted to come here.â
âIdol Highâ, the nickname for âShow Show Show! Idol High Schoolâ, was a quite famous program.
It was competing with âIdol Showâ, which was launched last year, but it was the original of idol introduction programs.
It was popular not only in Korea but also among overseas viewers.
It was one of the shows we wanted to go on at least once after debuting with music shows.
âHello!â
âHello!â
We greeted the two men and women who rushed in.
They were Woojin and Songsong, the male and female MCs who led the program with the main MC.
Soon after the recording preparation was over.
âRecording starts!â
The FD clapped the slate and left, and the MCs faced the ten cameras and chatted in the classroom.
It was a review corner that briefly went over what happened in the music industry for a week.
âAnd, in album news, New Blackâs third mini album entered the Billboard 200 chart this time!â
âThatâs great news. And a while ago, Teen Spiritâs stray dog volunteer work became a hot topic. Do you want to watch the video?â
âWow, is that Hwiyeon on the floor surrounded by small dogs? Heâs smiling.â
But his smile didnât seem genuine.
The camera was capturing us awkwardly smiling in the corner of the set.
Bang Munsoo glanced at the cue card and said cheekily.
âWell, itâs time to introduce todayâs special freshmen.â
âTheyâre one of the hottest stars right now.â
âMunsoo teacher is a real fan, he always asked the PD to cast them.â
Bang Munsoo waved his hand at us and shouted.
âAccording to our own survey, the idol group that elementary students admire the most is New Black!â
The elementary school entrance song played as the BGM.
We entered the stage with a âLalala!â and jumping up and down amid the applause of the entertainers.
âTwo, three!â
âHello, we are New Black!â
After bowing to the camera, we looked at the three entertainers who were smiling at us.
âYour song was really good. This time. Nine nine nine~â
âNine~â
We danced along with the MCs who sang our song in a rustic way.
âLast week, Yoo from Daylight said he loved the Nine choreography, and he danced it once before he left.â
âWow. Thatâs an honor.â
âIâm on a diet, and Nine is the best for losing weight. He said he would lose 9 kilograms in a week.â
We clapped and laughed.
The MCs smiled warmly at us, who laughed at even the trivial jokes.
âYour reactions are so rich. New Black.â
âWe have a lot of laughterâ¦â
âOf course. Itâs not for nothing that youâre the idol group that the broadcast station PDs like. You laugh even when the wind blows. Youâre giving the production team reaction cuts like an unlimited buffet.â
As he said, the PD nodded his head with a pleased smile.
After a brief time of lying about the origin of our group name.
âThereâs a time that canât be missed in Idol High. The first period physical education! Itâs the random play dance.â
âOh wow⦠I really wanted to do this!â
We all laughed at the line of our main dancer, who raised his voice in excitement.
We also had sparkling eyes.
âYouâre so excited.â
âItâs strange. You should be worried at this point. You know thereâs a penalty if you fail, right?â
âWeâre not going to let you off easy.â
The MCs smirked at us, and the youngest spoke up with confidence.
âItâs okay. We just have to not fail, right?â
âRight.â
âWe have no fear of failure.â
We proudly said, and Bang Munsoo asked.
âYou have great confidence.â
âYes. We may not know about other things, but weâre proud of our practice time, so weâre confident no matter what song comes out.â
âThe song is ingrained in your body?â
âOur body moves almost automatically when we hear the song.â
My siblings nodded and added a word to my statement.
Bang Munsoo chuckled and said.
âThey all say that. Iâm different from other idols.â
âReally. We are.â
âLetâs see if thatâs true. Weâll try a practice game first.â
We exaggerated for the broadcast, but we were actually confident.
We practiced so much, how hard and difficult could it be?
âLetâs move as we discussed, with Riyeok as the center.â
âOkay.â
We agreed to use Riyeok as the reference point, since the movement could be chaotic.
We all put our hands together.
âOne, two, three, meat!â
We lined up on the large stage and exchanged serious glances.
âLetâs do well.â
âLetâs get a lot of footage this time.â
We waited for the production team to start, taking a deep breath.
The second part of Masquerade, our first song, came out.
âOh.â
âTheyâre flawless.â
We moved quickly, following Rihyukâs lead.
We smiled proudly when we nailed the first song without any trouble.
âHuhâ¦?â
âUh-oh.â
The songs kept changing, causing confusion.
My body reacted to the parts, but it was hard to adjust to the new stage directions.
Far away, Clay seemed to smile mockingly and say, âHard, isnât it?â
âHey! Move!â
âAhh!â
We bumped into each other and made a mess. I shouted to my siblings.
âGuys, calm down⦠Aaah!â
Something huge came crashing in and flung me away.
I felt like I flew almost a meter.
In slow motion, Junghyun blinked and reached out his hand, as if asking, âWhy are you flying?â
Jiho screamed like a drama hero, âNooo!â
Rihyuk tried to catch me but fell, and Bi Ju said, âDonât do this!â
Thud.
Huh?
I came to and saw that I had landed on the floor after bouncing off Junghyun.
I lay on the floor and met the eyes of the production staff, the MCs, and the cameras.
ââ¦â
At that moment, everyone blinked and Ban Mun Su, the entertainer, said in admiration.
âWow. You guys are definitely different from the other groups.â
Then, the production staff burst into laughter.