Chapter 43- love

"Everything is better with you. Everything has been better since you."

It's been weeks since the incident and we've moved past it. He got me coffee, It was old news after that. Anywho Damian didn't work today and I'm on summer break. Schools going by pretty fast. Heck I'm not complaining.

My aunt invited us and the guys over so that's where we are currently going to after we get ready of course.

Damian didn't agree at first because I've been waking up running to the toilet but I haven't thrown up all morning and feel better.

I remove my clothes and step in the nice hot shower. While I'm washing the shampoo out my hair I hear the shower door open and cross my arms.

"I told you no, you're going to make us late" I groan out. Fricken little b word.

"I'm not doing anything I'm just trying to shower with my girl" he innocently retorts back.

I stare at him some more before reaching down for the conditioner. He presses himself against me pulling my hips back, I drop the conditioner, turn around and claim his lips.

He's making me horny again... I blame pollution.

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"See this is why I told you to shower in the other room now we're 30 minute late" I frown looking at the time. Damian smiles and shrugs. "You weren't complaining when I was fucking you against th-"

My eyes widen and I throw my shirt at his face. "Excuse me we do not speak of that" I feel my face heat up with embarrassment and blink a few times before clearing my throat. "Let's go you grab benji I grab buddy" I tell him.

Damian leaves to retrieve benji while I hook buddys leash on him. "He's odd don't listen to him just close your eyes and pray up to Jesus for his foul mouth" I whisper to buddy.

He gives me a bark and I kiss the top of his head. We meet Damian downstairs then get in his truck. We would take my car but I feel pressured when I drive with others, it's more life at risk and I'm not a perfect driver.

I'm a cool driver I'm better than Tom dorreto or whatever that family guy name is.

I text josh if he's almost there and he sends a picture of him in the backseat with aiden and Sam giving the camera a thumbs up. I tell Damian to smile and send one back of us smiling abut once I take a closer look I see he did not in fact smile and just looks mad.

He still looks cute.

"Aww I'm sending it" i tell him. Josh sends back the picture zoomed in on Damians face with throw up emojis. I chuckle and turn off my phone.

Once we pull in I open the door for buddy and Benji and we all trail inside. I scurry past them and head straight to the fridge suddenly wanting some pickles. When I find none I look to my aunt.

"There's no pickles" I frown upset. Her eyebrows furrow and she opens it up looking in it just to make sure. "I guess not but I thought you didn't like them" she questions. "I don't know I just- I really wanted some" I mumble.

"Your uncle Joseph is at the store I'll tell him to get you some anything else?" I think for a second then grin. "Popcorn and chocolate" she nods and I happily skip back to the living room.

Josh, Sam, aiden, Ethan, gen and Damian are on the couch watching the tv. "Hello lovely people" I greet extra happy. I sit on Damians lap and watch the movie 'the fault in our stars'

My aunt comes in and chuckles. "Joseph is back we can go out back and begin to make the burgers" she tells us. Everyone nods and stands but I'm fixed on the tv. He died.

I start to sob and feel upset, who created horrible endings? This is just too sad. "don't cry he's not suffering anymore" Damian explains looking concerned. I sniffle and shake my head. "But he's gone" I mumble out.

He wipes my tears and my uncle pops in. "What's wrong mija? I brought your pickles, popcorn and chocolate" he shows me the bag and I smile.

"Thank you so much I love you" I giddily hop off Damian and open up the pickle jar. "Cmon dude what are you waiting for let's go eat burgers" I shout out.

He looks at me strangely then smiles and interlaces our hands, leading us out.

I take a seat next to gen while the guys help out my uncle and finish off my 3rd pickle then start on the chocolate. "Ew I thought you didn't like pickles" gen scrunches her nose at them. I bite my lip and shrug. "I like what I like" I wave off finishing up my Hershey bar.

"Don't eat too much baby, then you won't wanna eat some burgers" Damian comes next to me leaning down giving my head a kiss. I smile and lean on his chest.

Once the burgers are ready i make myself 2 then sit back down. When everyone's seated my aunt says a quick prayer and we dig in.

I finish up my burgers quickly and Sam stares at me oddly next to me. "What?" I mumble scowling at him. He shakes him head and puts his hands up in surrender. "Nothing just you usually have a small appetite and well today you've eaten quite a bit of things"

I gasp and feel tears to my eyes. "Are you calling me fat?" I whisper out to him. He shakes his head again and gives me a side hug. "No I swear you look great Rose" I smile and turn back around facing gen.

She looks suspiciously between us. I sigh and take a few chips from Damians plate plopping them in my mouth. I take a sip from my coffee then feel nauseous and stand quickly.

I run to the toilet and let it all out in the toilet. Maybe I did eat too much.

Someone pulls my hair back and I groan sinking to the floor. "I hate the world" I grumble out. "You wanna go to the doctor?" Damian questions, his face full of concern. I stand slowly and take a toothbrush from a pack and brush my teeth.

"No im fine" I assure him. He looks unconvinced but before he can argue a knock interrupts us. "Hey sweetheart I have something that might help" she then turns to Damian and offers a smile. "Can I talk to her in private quickly?"

He reluctantly leaves and my aunt peeks out the restroom door. She waits until he's outside then pulls out a box.

No fricking cheeseballs.

"What is this thing for?" I ask surprised. "Just pee on it I'll wait in my bedroom" she explains then smiles and leaves. I take the box and open it up.

I take a deep breath then do my business.

I head into her room and lay it on her counter. We wait the 5 minutes then she slowly walks up to it. I bite the inside of my cheek in anticipation and wait for her reaction.

She smiles up brightly and tears swell in her eyes. "You're gonna be a momma" she speaks out excitedly.

I don't move or say anything. I think I might be paralyzed. What's Damian going to think? Will he be excited? I feel my stomach and turn to the side lifting up my shirt. "I'm gonna be a mom" I whisper mostly to myself.

After I process it I laugh excitedly and hug my aunt. "I'm going to be a mother" I yell. She smiles and holds my shoulders. "I'm so happy for you sweetie now let's go back out there, you can figure out how or when you're going to tell Damian" she tells me.

I nod and we head back outside. "Is everything alright" my uncle Joseph asks standing quickly. "Everything perfectly fine" I breath out. I take my seat next to Damian and his eyebrows are furrowed.

I can't help the smile that makes its way onto my face as I think about our baby, or how adorable Damian will look holding a small fragile being.

Everyone finishes up and we all quickly clean up. Me and Damian say our goodbyes then go home. I sneak the test in the truck then get buddy and benji inside.

I feel very nervous and my leg shakes. He puts his hand on my thigh and I glance up giving him a tight smile. The ride home is nerve racking.

When we finally pull in I clench my teeth and slowly get off. I get my doggy's off and skip into the kitchen to munch on some cheese sticks. I wait for the perfect time and once he sits on the couch I go up to him.

Here goes nothing.

"I have a suprise" I mumble out nervously. He pats his lap and smiles. "What is it?" I take a breather then speed walk into the kitchen, grab the test and quickly send a prayer up.

"Can you close your eyes?" He looks at me suspiciously but closes them anyway. I gently place the test in his hand and contemplate on running away. I shake that thought away mostly because I hate running.

He slowly opens it and takes the test then reads it. "We're pregnant?" His face is in shock as he asks me. I nod slowly, smiling and wait for his reaction.

My smile falls when he doesn't say or do anything. I start to feel upset but before I can leave he stands up and pulls me in a hug. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. "We're having a baby" he yells out more excitedly.

I chuckle and nod looking into his eyes "we are" I confirm. Damian leans down and smiles giving my lips a good smooch. "You, Rosaline sage Emerson have made me the happiest man alive" he murmurs against my lips.

"And you Damian Alaric villarey have made me the happiest woman alive" i murmur back. He gives me one last kiss before setting me down extra carefully and reaching for his phone.

"What are you-" he puts a finger to his lip telling me to hush and I tilt my head. He puts his phone to his ear grinning from ear to ear like a child who just opened Christmas presents.

"Guess what" he exclaims excitedly. I watch curiously to where this is headed. "I'm having a fu- shi- my bad your not supposed to cuss in front of him right?" He questions looking at my belly. I nod my head in approval and he smiles. "I'm having a fricking baby" he continues.

I internally awe and fall even more in love with him. Starring down at my belly I make my way to the couch and sit right next to him.

Damian continues calling a bit more people then we decide to tell the guys and gen. We send a picture of the positive stick and send it in the groupchat. Not even 5 seconds and our phones are blowing up.

Gen calls first and I tell her along with Ethan since they're both together. I hear gen sniffle causing me to cry and she tells me how happy she is for us.

The rest of the guys call and congratulate us. Josh didn't believe it at first but once he did he made a declaration that his niece/nephew will love him the most.

"Uncle Joseph's left" Damian reminds me laying his hand on my stomach. I laugh and look up to him, how did I get so lucky?

"Mhmm we can surprise him with a cake or something" I tell him placing my hands on top of his. We stay in this position for a few minutes.

"We need to go to the doctor too" Damian mutters quietly. I hum and lean back falling asleep in the embrace of the man I love.