Chapter 42- rage.

"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world"

My friend victor left a while ago I was pretty darn sad along with Damian him and victor got along great I even tried sneaking on the plane with him. Of course Damian caught me and dragged me back home then after that he left.

I think I'm actually dying of boredom. Can that happen? Eh don't know anywho I'm waiting for Damian to come back he's been gone all day and I'm hashtag lonely. Buddy and benji are upset with me because I took them to the vet.

They needed their shots and I needed to know how healthy my doggy's are. It puts my mind at ease.

I hear the click of the door unlocking and rush to it. I see Damian then gen walk in after him pulling her sleeve down. I gasp and rush to it after spotting her upper arm wrapped up.

"Oh my goodness what happened?" Concern is written all over my face as I examine her arm. She hisses and pulls her arm back when I feel around it. "Ow bitch it's fine as long as you don't touch it" she scolds me.

"The fucker grazed my arm but it's fine" she waves off. A frown over takes my face as I look at them. "Did you kill him?" I mumble feeling bad for my friend. She shakes her head no and chuckles. "No but I did shoot him back" she grins.

I turn to Damian and narrow my eyes. "And where we're you mr?" I question suspiciously. He's the flash how couldn't he have seen the bullet?

"I was in a different area" he shrugs reaching out to me. I smack his hand and pretend to unwind my middle finger slowly then chuckle and shake my head. "You thought huh" I tease laughing at myself.

Damian smacks my head and pulls me into a hug. I turn to gen 'he's an odd fella' I mouth cackling. Gen gives us a weird look before leaving out the door, not saying a goodbye.

Well then.

"So dude what are we doing tonight?" I question pumped up for some fun activities. H rolls his eyes and leans down giving my lips a good ol smooch. "Are we going to do the devils tangle?" I grin keeping my cackle at bay.

Damian let's out a short chuckle and drags me upstairs. "We are" he mumbles pulling my shirt off. I huff and cross my arms.

He presses himself against me and I feel his not so subtle little friend down there a bit too excited. I'm a horn dog.

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"Dude it's not a big deal" I groan. Once we finished our uh activities we went to get food since ya know I'm a fatty who loves to eat. Anywho we were in line and Damian went to use the restroom, while he was gone a kind guy started up conversation.

Damian came back just in time when he asked for my number now, I thought he wanted to be friends but the fella next to me swears he was flirting. He's utterly ridiculous.

"He was fucking flirting" before I can argue back Damian hops out the car and jogs inside leaving me in the car with the food. He's pushed my mother fricking buttons.

I angrily get out the vehicle and stomp in right after him just as furious. I then set the food down and sit not next to him but across from him showing just how upset I am with him. He doesn't deserve my presence.

"Give me my food" he grumbles angrily. I sigh extra dramatically and roll my eyes. "I don't know why you're upset" I mumble picking at my food.

"I'm upset because you can't fucking see the way they all look at you and you're too fucking stupid to understand that they are flirting with you" he yells through gritted teeth.

I feel my nose twitch and I immediately stand. "You know what screw you damian I'm done with this" I yell back. He gets upset a lot and can't acknowledge that I do see it I just don't pay attention because I'm so in love with him any guy that looks my way is just that, another guy in the world.

"Baby wai-" I stop and turn.

"No Damian I'm done." I hold up my hand and run up the stairs to change locking the door as I do. I hear the door knob move and hear him trying to get In but I ignore it and put a random shirt that's not his on.

Once I've changed I wipe a few tears that's escaped and brace myself. I open the door quietly and peek out but don't see him. Did he leave?

Little fricker I'm the upset one not him.

Walking down the stairs I see Damian on the couch sulking, looking upset. I sigh and walk out the door into my vehicle and head to gens.

I love him but I'm too upset right now and can't believe he called me stupid. Relationships are supposed to be about trust I mean I've lasted a whole year and 3 months with this dude.

I stop to get a nice vanilla iced coffee then rush to gens. Once I'm there I open the door and spot her on the couch watching twilight.

"Hey bitch I just started Cmon" she looks at me and sees me upset then looks behind me. "What happened and where's your man he follows you everywhere" she chuckles.

I give her a half smile and tell her everything.

"I'm going to shoot his ass" gen grumbles. I laugh lightly then lay down. Gen brushes through my hair and we watch the movie.

"See I don't get why Edward left her I know it's to keep her safe but the bitch is never fully safe" gen exlaims at the movie.

"Hush it just enjoy it" I wave her off with my hand and continue to stare at the screen occasionally popping some popcorn in my mouth.

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We ended up falling asleep I haven't spoken to Damian since yestreday. It's now the evening I've been on gens couch all day watching movies and eating my feelings away.

"I'm bored let's go out" gen whines. I shake my head, she nods. Groaning I look at the time and shrug. "Okay where?" I want some canes.

"Let's go to that nice restaurant so we have an excuse to get ready and show your man what he's missing" she excitedly tells me. I huff but reluctantly agree.

We finish getting ready within an hour and head out. Gen insisted I wear one of her outfits that's a really nice red dress with a low boob cut and heels, gen is wearing a silk black dress.

The whole drive there gen has a mischievous-look in her eyes. I'm stuck between being frightened on what she has plans or curious to what she might do

We pull in and she happily gets off in a rush ushering me to hurry. I look to the restaurants and see it is one of those nice looking ones with the weird dress code.

She grabs my hand and basically runs in with me trailing right behind her. "You're going to love it" she assures me leading me in.

I take a look around and see it's a fancy looking one with a bar. Of course it has a bar. I take a breath and smile at her slowly nodding.

The host leads us to our table and we take a seat, I listen to gen gush about this place and and complain about her job. I know she's trying to help me feel better but I can't help but miss Damians presence he hasn't texted once, I'm not texting first I want an apology!

A waitress comes by and asks our drinks I order an iced tea and gen happily orders herself a wine. I excuse myself to use the restroom and quickly do my business then walk out. As I'm walking I bump into someone.

"Oh I'm sorry" I apologize feeling bad. He grins and shakes his head. "No, no it's fine if anything I should apologize I almost made the beautiful girl here fall" he smirks.

I awkwardly laugh then look to gen.

"I should get going my friends waiting" i excuse myself. He moves to the side and let's me pass while I fidget with the bracelet I have on.

Once I take my seat I see gen breath in. "First off he was cute secondly don't look now but Uh the fucker that shall not be mentioned walked in and looks nice" she whispers shouts.

I look around and lock eyes with him, his beautiful brown eyes full of regret, guilt, exhaustion and most of all adoration. I look away and shake my head sinking in my seat and sipping some of my tea.

"Just breath and don't pay attention to him okay?" I nod and look through the menu ignoring damians burning gaze.

I guess the guys thought he should go out too.

Josh spots me gives me a big smile, then stands and makes his way to our table. "Hey bestie" he chirps. He then looks to gen and scoffs. "Genesis" he greets narrowing his eyes.

Gen smiles sarcastically. "Hello josh" she spits out. I swear they love eachother. Josh takes a seat and gets comfortable. "How's the arm?" He asks then reaches to grab it most likely to examine it. Gen smacks his hand and sighs. "It's fine now go away"

"Nope Rose you want me here right?" I nod and he sticks his tongue out to gen then takes a sip of my tea.

"Hello im Adam your waiter, summer is on her break so I'm taking over for her" I look up and smile, it's the guy I bumped into.

"So I didn't catch your name" he smiles showing me his pearly whites. Gen kicks my foot, my eyebrows furrow and I look to her smirking and wiggling her eyebrows. "Hi I'm Rosaline, this is josh and this is genesis" I introduce us.

"It's nice to meet you all now what can I get you" he stares at me. Gen orders then it's my turn. "Can I just get the uh- salad" Adam nods and bites his lower lip. "Yes but which one?" He question amusedly.

"This one" I point to it. He nods slowly, "good choice that one is one of our specials" he teases. I sheepishly smile a bit embarrassed. "I'm not hungry also she has a boyfriend stop flirting or my best friend will kick your ass" josh deadpans glaring at poor Adam. "well if that's all I'll have it right out for you" he takes our menus and leaves.

"O.m.g He was fucking drooling over you" gen states taking a sip of her wine. I roll my eyes and fiddle with my necklace now ignoring josh and gens bickering.

I already have a man, I'm just a bit furious with him.

A couple minutes later Adam is back with our food and makes small talk up until josh told him to 'effing go away' .I felt bad but he was flirting and that's just wrong. Me and gen dig in and soon we're all finished up. Gen goes to pay while I grab my things.

I make it 4 steps before Adam stops me. "Hey Rose- i- uh know you have a boyfriend but maybe we can hangout as friends" my eyes widen and as I open my mouth I'm thrown onto a shoulder.

I recognize this back.

"Damian put me down" I shout hitting his back. "Hey leave her alone" Adam yells but I'm already out the door. Gen and the guys run out and stare at him in disbelief.

"Give him hell bestie then have sex" josh blurts out.

I'm softly placed into the passenger seat with my arms crossed. Damian reaches over and buckles my seatbelt for me then closes the door and gets in the driver seat. He's pushing my mother trucking buttons.

"Really?" I mumble under my breath. He ignores me and I watch his jaw ticking. He drives through the traffic taking his sweet time and soon we're back at our home.

Damian unbuckles his seatbelt and turns to me. Once he sees I'm not moving he takes in a breath then comes over to my side helping me out the truck. I don't fight back I just tiredly let him carry me in.

I'm just not in the mood to fight.

He goes up the stairs and slams open the bedroom door, softly placing me on the bed. I narrow my eyes at him and wait for him to talk.

"I'm fucking sorry I know I shouldn't let my jealousy get the best of me but it's hard when you look like that you don't see it but you make me hard by breathing, baby I will get on my knees and beg you to please take me back I'm so sorry I promise to do better I shouldn't have called you that I will never do that again I promise, just say you'll take me back" he begs digging his head in my lap.

I make an odd face and stare at him weirdly. "We uh never broke up" I tell him confusedly. We had a fight every couple has fights no ones perfect.

"What?" He mumbles tilting his head. I wipe his tear that's escaped and kneel down next to him. "We fought every living couple has fights, as long as you stop and remember I will only ever love you. we're okay" I assure him softly.

Damian lays his forehead on mine and smiles his breathtaking smile. "I missed you" he mutters softly. I kiss his head. "I missed you too"

He leans down capturing my lips and pulls me onto his lap. Damian stands up while I wrap my legs around his waist. He kisses my collarbone and makes his way down to my shoulder.

He unzips my dress and I shudder as his fingertips graze my back. Damian sucks in a breath when he sees I have no underwear on and soon his pants, shirt and boxers are off along with my bra.

Im gently laid on the bed with him on top of me kissing every square inch of my body. His lips once again find mine and he thrust into me, I moan arching my back and ignore the fact that there's nothing separating us, our skins connect and it's the best feeling in the world.

I love him.