Chapter 23- wild.

"She found heaven in his eyes. And for the first time in a very long time, she could feel the stars within her begin to shine"

It's now the next morning and well me and Damian are going to visit my family.

He was so nervous when I told him but I assured him it'll go smoothly. Like butter.

Lillian and Michelle came earlier to talk about how we've all been. Let's just say we bonded and are still closer than ever.

After they left gen called and told me all about her date, she wouldn't tell me with who but I'm guessing it's with a certain curly haired dude.

Unless it's someone else. Either way if she's happy I'm happy. From what I heard it went great.

I want to go on another date.

"My love" I call. "What" he's grumbles rubbing his eye.  so sweet. "We're going on another date when we get back" I state in my serious/just agree with me voice.

"Are you asking or telling me" he questions with his eyebrows raised. I give him a sheepish smile "I'm letting you know so you don't make other plans" I explain to him.

"I won't" I nod once finalizing our date. "Good because then I'll knock you out and drag you to the date then tie you up" I tell him sighing like I'm in love and putting my chin on my palm.

I begin to untangle my hair so I can do it and look decent for when I see my family.

It's been years. Joking only 6 months.

I suddenly remember something.

"Do you speak Spanish" I ask him slightly turning my head. he looks at me weirdly and shakes his head. "Okay just Umm stay by me"

"Why" I put my brush down and turn to explain. "My fathers family speaks mostly Spanish. They speak English too but usually only Spanish" I tell him.

My mom however, her side is purely white. We barely spend any time with my dads side it's always her family.

I only learned Spanish because of my grandma Ann. My mom doesn't know any Spanish. She never tried to learn either. That's how my grandma Ann made fun of her, in Spanish.

"Teach me?"he oh so cutely mumbles twirling a piece of my hair around with his finger.

"Yea why not it'll be fun" I finish brushing my hair. I'm excited he wants to learn! I get comfy on the bed leaning against the headboard while Damian sits on the edge.

This is good if he knows a little they can't talk about him..

"Say hola buena's tardes"

"Hola buena's tardes" that sounded good. Almost too good..

"I thought you said you didn't speak Spanish" he did not tell me the truth.

What a little fibber. He shall be executed by the law of rosetown. It's a real place trust me..

"I lied josh is half Hispanic and half white his family speaks a lot of Spanish and over time I learned a few things" he shrugs.

"Despacito, Quiero respirar tu cuello despacito

Deja que te diga cosas al oído"  I start singing that song because well it's gosh darn great.

It was my jam back in 2017. I was quite the singer back in the days.

"Shut up" I gasp. "Stop being jelly if you took vocal lessons like me you can sound just as great"

I don't take lessons but he doesn't have to know.

He knows Spanish.

"Great last time I brought a guy and they talked about him I felt so bad he couldn't understand that they weren't being nice, especially my tios" I laugh reminiscing the day. Fernando.

We were besties until he thought we were more or something. I didn't like that so I distanced myself.

"You brought someone else to meet your family?" He questions a little upset.

"Yes but he was only my friend And the only reason he met them was because we were working on a project" I explain trying to make Damian feel better.

"Y'all never did anything?" He questions looking between both my eyes. Yes. "No"

"You sounded unsure" I fibbed. "I uhh- no"

He stares at me. Don't spill the beans. He stares some more. Keep your yack shut. He continues starring. It's just a small fib.

"Okay fine once we uh sort of we're snuggling and he uh- well he-" how do I say tried giving me a hickey?

" he started kissing my neck and he became a leech but don't worry I kicked him off me" he glares at my neck.

"I didn't like him like that I thought of him more as a friend trust me I thought he batted for the same team!"

"If it makes you feel better he didn't have my consent and After that I didn't talk to him. till this day I haven't uttered a peep to him"

"Well you're the only one who's smooched my lips I kicked his area before he could"

"Listen fella I wasn't even liking it"

I try to explain my side but he's still glaring at my neck, emotionlessly like a zombie too!

I bite my bottom lip because well I'm nervous and anxious he's a little too quiet.

After Damian sits for a few more seconds he begins crawling towards me until he's sitting next to me.

"Cmere" he mumbles patting his thighs. He guides me to him and I straddle him sitting on his thighs with my legs on both sides of his folded.

I continue biting my lip wondering what he's up to. He leans up and kisses me. We begin to heatedly make out and boy am I feeling turned on.

Turning us over so he's now on top of me he now goes to kiss my neck sucking and biting making me pant harder.

I sit up and Damian helps remove my shirt only removing his lips while it's coming off. He then skillfully removes my shorts. We're both in our undies.

He leans his forehead on mine. "Fuck you're gorgeous" as much as that's great to hear I'm too turned on. "I love you" I whisper up to him. "I love you too"

"You're mine" I nod. "All of you is mine" I lean up. "I'm all yours even my big fat heart dude"

He pecks my lips. We continue to taste each others lips.

Pulling off his briefs I look down. Dear lord that's huge. Wait. His legs are thicker than mine. This is unfair.

I'm jelly.

Im brought back when I feel him kissing up my neck from my collarbone he then unclips my bra and gently slides it off along with my undies. "Are you okay" he questions breathing quite hard.

"I'm great" i chide while looking up at him and this time I capture his lips.

He takes a condom from the chair next to us and slides it on. "Why the heck did you have one of those" we weren't planning on this. I mean it's a good thing he did but how did he know we would need one?

"Jake threw them at me said something bout he gives it a week" Damian breaths out.

I was going to go on to asking him to what Jake meant but Damian slides it in. Well frickin cheeseballs this hurts.

He gently moves forward slowly and carefully while I adjust. I clench on to the bedsheets and bite my lip while shutting my eyes closed. No one told me this hurt like stepping on a lego.

Maybe even worse...

The idiot starts whispering random nonsense down at me trying to help me feel better and after some time I open my eyes and nod at him. He starts thrusting a little harder and faster making me let out a low moan. I now know what all the fuss is about.

He lifts my legs up and I wrap them around his waist while he continues slamming into me harder. Damian grabs my hand intertwining it and bringing it above my head. "Fuck rosaline you feel good, so damn good"

"It feels good" I moan out he continues driving in and out and the room is soon filled with moans and other pleasuring noises.

I feel something odd and hot in me. "I think I'm having an orgasm" I whisper lowly up to him. he then slams his lips onto mine reaching upward with his hand and giving my boobie a squeeze.

He comes up by my ear and huskily whispers "one day I'm gonna feel you tight against me nothing separating our skins from touching" I look at him with a face that says 'you're weird let's have sexy time'

He captures my lip and bites it then starts trailing his mouth down my body tasting every inch. He gets to my area and as I wonder what he's doing I feel his lips on there. Holy cow I can't breathe.

I attempt to lift my body but he uses his hand to hold me down, then uses his hands to guide my hips up and down. "Damian" I moan.

I feel a substance coming from me but he quickly licks it away making me even more turned on.

Once he's done down there he crawls back up and gives my lips a final peck. "Fuck your amazing"

"We just had sex" he nods. "I should've brought a camera we could've made millions" I mean that's how kim became famous right?

He rolls his eyes and fixes me so now we're snuggling. My buttcheeks are facing upward.

"My booties cold" Damian smirks and covers my butt using his hands. "Round two?" I suggest winking 3 times. I look up and his eyes are wide and lusty. I tend to have that affect on people hehehe.

His little friend is right near my area and we begin an afternoon full of 'activity'.

I was only fricking joking but I won't lie, I enjoyed it.

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I wake up from our nap and check the time. 8:16 great now it's time to get up and go party.

I go and stand but quickly sit back down. It aches. I feel like I did a whole weeks worth of leg days.

No partying for me. This is sad I bet it'll be boring without me. I mean I am the light of the fricking party.

Damian sits up and yawns. "What time is it" I quickly grab a small blanket and cover myself up. he already saw what I had to offer but there is no need to walk around naked.

I glare. "It's your fault I'm sore" he laughs. "You're the one who wanted a round two" I point a finger at him. "Yea but I was joking and wait a fricking minute sir you-" I poke his chest. "kept going after that"

He shakes his head and stands up. "I'm not done come back don't leave me" I hear the bathroom shower running. He better not be showering right now. After a few minutes he comes out and my eyebrows furrow.

"What in the world are you-" I'm cut off when he throws me on his shoulder. May I point out my blanket fell and now I'm butt naked.

"Let me down now or I swear this will be the last time we have sex"

He ignores me and presses a kiss to my thigh up close to my bootie. Big booty Judie. I shiver at the touch.

He reaches down to turn off the water with me still there on his shoulder then places me down carefully. Pain once again hits me but it's not too bad this time.

He carefully helps me climb in the tub before climbing in right behind me.

It's a bubble bath... I can just drown him. Hehe I'm joking first off he won't fit secondly I love him.

"You're such a sweetheart" I tell him giving his cheek a kiss. "I love you" he randomly utters out. "I love you too" I lean my head back and relax while he gives my neck a few kisses.

After about an hour we both hop out the bath and get into comfy clothing, then clicking on some movies to watch.

I also text my family and say we were busy and couldn't make it. It's not a lie we were quite busy.

It soon hits 1 am and we drift off to sleep. As I'm closing my eyes realization hits me. I jerk up "oh my goodness I lost my virginity today" I look at Damian and he smiles. "Mhmm to me" I nod excitedly then slam my head back down.

Snuggling up with my man I fall asleep.